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It's been two years today since the day Aviva left us. Some knew her as Aviva, some also knew her as Zooni and most knew her as Purple_Penguin, a girl who was a friend of everyone, a friend who was always there for everyone in their time of need. Someone who changed my life, someone who taught me so much about life yet didn't know what life had planned for her.
I don't know why I'm writing this today, I don't know what made me sign in to India-Forums after almost one year. Maybe it's Aviva, or maybe its her memories who don't leave me even for a second. Not a day goes by when I don't think about her. It's been two years and it seems like just yesterday when we were all teasing her about hmmm Tasso and everything else that made all of us come together on this forum.
Each day I pray, wish and hop that I would see her login on msn and tell me that it was all a joke, it was all a prank she was playing on all of us and that she's perfectly fine...just how I wish it would happen.
There are so many questions I have in my mind, even today, that I wish I could get some answers for, questions that I know will always remain unanswered - after two years of her not being with us physically, but I know that she's with me emotionally and she's watching over me. I laugh at random things when I think about how Aviva would react to something or what would she say about this or that. I cry my eyes out as I listen to the songs that bonded both of us together, the songs that made us believe that there is something beyond life and the songs that gave a new meaning to our lives at every step of the way.
Every day, for past two years I've thought about little things she's done or said to me. Things I wish she would login and do. Life has not been the same for me, sure I've made wonderful friends and I've made great memories and I've got wonderful people supporting me and helping me get through each day when I think and talk about her to them. It's still no the same though.
I want her to know that wherever she is, I hope she is happy, she's looking upon me and is proud of what I've achieved in the last two years and that there are promises of her that are still very much kept and Inshallah will always be kept. I pray for her each day, I think about her each day and I think about the time we spent together. The memories that I treasure and cherish the all-nighters that we both pulled.
I'm not sure how many of you still remember her, or remember the day she left us but I want you all to please say a prayer for her today, for her family and for all those whose life she had touched.
Remember, life is very very short for us to hold grudges or to waste by doing wrong things. Please make the best of what life has to offer and try and spread positivity and love around you. I've got a friend who fights for every awaking moment of her life and I know what she goes through and how positive she is about herself, her life and the faith she has in God. She's changed me and made me a totally different person. I ask you to all please keep her in your prayers as well.
God Bless you all. Always stay smiling and stay happy. Remember that there is someone out there praying for each one of you as well.
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