FF: Insomnia...Part10Pg 27 10/12

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KAT

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Posted: 17 years ago

#161

Originally posted by: abhilashasharma
thanks Kat... u dint update more... 😆 😆 😆 i have to catch up very little u know 😳 😳 thanku so much.... 🤗 🤗 🤗

shiv is getting naughty day by day... n losing ctrl also day by day... *sigh* what is the reason for his insomnia...????

...this is just the begin of his nightmare.... btw

WELCOME BACK

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toli

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Posted: 17 years ago

#162

Hello Kat since i didnt see any update in DMG Life support thought i will check Kaa Forum what a surprise u writing a long ff here just now finished reading all parts of Insomnia very well written 👏 as always, looks like u are breaking ur rule of no villain in this story looking forward to reading the next part mm what could be shiv's plan.....

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mad

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Posted: 17 years ago

#163

toli..try reading all her other FFs 😆

kat..where is the update 😛

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KAT

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Posted: 17 years ago

#164

Originally posted by: toli
Hello Kat since i didnt see any update in DMG Life support thought i will check Kaa Forum what a surprise u writing a long ff here just now finished reading all parts of Insomnia very well written 👏 as always, looks like u are breaking ur rule of no villain in this story looking forward to reading the next part mm what could be shiv's plan.....

toli...im very busy with stuff at the moment and will be posting sooonnn😭😳

Thank You so much for taking the time to read this FF!

Kat😳

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-himzie-

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Posted: 17 years ago

#165

how late am i 😕 😆 😆

jus read dis partttt 😳 😳

awesomeeeee!!

update soon!!

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sweet @s candy

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Posted: 17 years ago

#166

great part i decided if i didnt see a update from u today i would keep pm in u until u updated!!!!!!!!!!

pls cont soon when i say soon i mean fast

love ur fanfics
can u send me link to ur other fan fics
pls and thnx

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KAT

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Posted: 17 years ago

#167

Originally posted by: Himu
how late am i 😕 😆 😆

jus read dis partttt 😳 😳

awesomeeeee!!

update soon!!

not late !! 😆

Im late with no update!! lol😳

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KAT

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Posted: 17 years ago

#168

Originally posted by: sweet @s candy
great part i decided if i didnt see a update from u today i would keep pm in u until u updated!!!!!!!!!!

pls cont soon when i say soon i mean fast

love ur fanfics
can u send me link to ur other fan fics
pls and thnx

Candy pm me any time!!😆😆... I have only just started writing in the DMG Forum... Ff called life support!!😳

I wil have all the ff updated next weeeeek

Kat😳

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Amnu

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Posted: 17 years ago

#169

how much di i have to whine to see another update di...tell me now...i will do all at once

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KAT

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Posted: 17 years ago

#170

Part 9

See the plan was simple …earn as much money as I could just to make a life for me and her… she was now my obsession and the light to the end of my tunnel… As we parted at the train station it was the most painful and dreadful moment of my life… as she turned to look at me walking away with them I knew she felt the same… How I wanted to take her hand and pull her back in to my non existence life… did the lord not know what she had now meant to be…I had placed a letter in her stuff… detailing how I would be next contacting her…. I knew where she lived as her adopted father had informed me and invited me to come over… and that was the opportunity I was not going to miss…..

"Shiv beta?!" I held dadi and could feel my heart breaking as I hugged her.

"Beta? What's the matter?" I found myself crying… me Shiv Kapoor cryin over a woman… but she was no other woman but that one…whom I wanted. I found myself telling them everything about her it was as if I could not stop myself … How I wished I could have told the whole world I was in love…but fate had other plans in stall for me…..

"Mr Bose?" I nodded as I looked at them…

"Shiv their family has a very bad reputation…loads of debt and … this girl Gauri? We think he owns her as her father was in grave debt at the time…. She does have family but Mr Bose wife was really fond of Gauri and… wanted her to be part of their family… to rid the debt they handed her over to him…. No one knows what happened to her family…but there where rumors that her mother's sister is alive…. She visit her occasional from Shimla…" All sounded a little far fetched like something one was on the sliver screen … how was a simple man like me able to get the woman he loved….

I could not sleep …my thought where invade by her …she had done this before when we first meet but know it was more profound as I could feel her pain and she need me… need to feel her with me and I need to know she was safe… I left the house not think and walked….my feet landed outside her house…. It was a very large house… surrounded by a perimeter style fence…. Hear the sound of a car …I hid not to be seen behind a nearby tree…

"Oh baby! I would marry you…but mummy wants me to marry that witch Gauri… as she has millions in her name and we all waiting until she is 21 years old…and father and mother have been using her for years… she can secure our future…and predict if a business will be successful if we take it over she like has a sixth sense about it… I seen it myself when she dances she goes into a trance … like something possessed her and momma told me that her grandmother was a physic… and they believe she has some kind of magic….but my grandmother loves her to death and will tells everyone that she is the true owner of the property and not us…. Once she turns 21 were going to transfer everything and I will total love throwing her out of the house." Shiv's heart raced as he heard what everyone's was using her…. He looked at the window to hear music and the sound of bells knowing it was her… as the gates opened he sneaked into the premise and looked at the drainpipe leading up to the room.

He gentle pushed open the window and looked at her as she danced unaware of him and as she turned around she stopped in horror looking at him as he stepped forward holding out his arm… feeling her in my arm I really never knew it would be out last time together that evening… I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but me there….feeling her gentle lips on mine as I held her in my arms.

"Lets go!" she let go of me and turned around.

"Shiv …I " confused I looked at her as I took hold of her hand.

"Gauri look I can't live without you have no idea how I spent the last couple of hours without … I love you!" feeling her lips kiss my face I smiled as I held her.

"I'm sorry!" that was when I saw something different in her eyes.

"I can't leave … I uh " she lowered her eyes as the tears rolled down.

"What you mean? …you said you loved me and…" feeling angry I took hold of her and looked at her.

"Gauri listen to me they just waiting until you're 21 years old and …"

"I know!" I could not believe my ears they were think of the worst and she…

"You love me right so.. lets go!!" I pulled her hand and she let it go

"Shiv listen to me.. I love you more then you know and in a different lifetime …maybe things would have been different… but I cant leave this house.. I'm bound to my parents.."

"If your parents were alive today they would never wanted this!" my heart pounded like nothing I had felt before…

"I don't remember my biological parents I'm talking about the ones who raised me… I can't do this to them and I have to think of my younger sister and brother.. if I leave with you then who will protect them and…."

"We can take them with us! … I will try my hardest to give you all I can!"

"They were just babies when we came here and I barely remember my real parents.. Dadi and Momma gave us everything and Papa was always there to protect us….I can leave them as I love them too… Shiv do you understand?"

Anger with her I took hold of her and shook her.

"Why didn't you stay away from me… what we shared day and night means nothing to you and you used me??" my heart raced looking at her until I saw a tear run down her face and suddenly I let go off her and stepped back.

"I'm sorry and …."

"I'm Sorry I EVER MET YOU! And feel in love with someone who only intention was to use me and throw me away…for her own selfish…" I stopped as he looked at her sobbing with her head in her hands…. I seriously don't know what came over me… I think I just deep down dreaded the thoughts I had and had blocked them… but I was livid with the whole situation it fell like some story my mother would watch on TV… but the truth was it was happening to me… Suddenly there was a knock on the door and she looked at me in horror as she wiped her tears and collected herself… she pleaded for me to leave …and I was stubborn and would not budge… "Please Shiv!" I shock my head and the knock on the door was louder… I agreed and walked to the balcony and hid, as I was not going to leave without her.

"Shanshank? What are you doing here?" I looked in on them ..see him in a drunk state looking at her …I could feel my blood boil and my knuckles turning fight… I watched how he moved forward and took hold of her….

"I'm your husband! I can come to see my wife when ever I choose!" …How I felt m heart being ripped out of my body as he spoken to her and grabbed her by the arms. I opened the window gentle and saw him Kiss her and closed my eyes as I wished for the ground to swallow me up…as I open my eyes he was gone and she was on the bed sobbing…

"Gauri?" Feeling her in my arms as we both cried.
"Come with me!" I looked at her as he held on to me so tightly….i leaned forward and kissed her forehead and sat her down on the bed as I kneeled on the floor and cupped her face.

"I will make it all go away…come with me" she saw the tears in my eyes and wiped them as she shock her head …

"This is my world now Shiv!" that made me anger I did not know what possessed me as I took hold of her neck…

"If you cant be mine then …." I could not do it but the look in her eyes just showed me the love she had for me.

"No one is going to have you… BUT ME!" The animal in me was hurt, rejected and angry as I lay onto of her and looked at her…but she was calm and never said a word but closed her eyes. I began to release her gentle feeling disgusted with myself… as did I really want to hurt her…no all I wanted was her and nothing eles… when suddenly I felt her arms around be pulling me back… as I looked into her eyes I knew what she was asking and blinked my eyes in approval as I leaned forwards and kissed…

That night is forever imbedded in my soul… how the two lover so frustrated with life just totally forget themselves for the entire night… forgot the pain and the anger and the harsh reality of the morning to come… as they held each other… how our naked body craved for he warmth and the simple touch of love…how she aroused me sense and thoughts by the way she touched me and kissed …and the pleasure she received as we made love all through the night and the early morning… As she lay on top of me holding me tight she sobbed and I knew why…as the tears rolled down my face too…. How I wished the moon had not dipped into the horizon but there was nothing we could do.

"SHIV!" I turned to see Machan as he stop the car…

"Where you goin?" I looked up and saw nothing but the road.

"Anywhere but here!" the tears would not stop and I felt complete helpless and totally broken…that morning she asked me to kiss her for the last time and I refused telling her…that she was getting nothing more from me … and my love would always remain for her and she will have to come with me if she wants to feel what she felt last night…. I watched her just looking down at the floor and not even look me in the eyes to see me……. I left she used me for love or was it lust? I'm I also to blame for what we had done…. Yes I think I was as for some strange reason I wanted to be the first man to have really have made love to her and touched her for the first time…in fact no she would have to remember me though out her whole life as her only lover…what we did was unforgettable for her and myself.

Then the sleepless nights occurred the though of him in her room touching her and kissing her haunted …me and so did that night… no matter how hard I tried living back in Mumbai I could not get her out of my mind or out of my skin as she had penetrated me in a way like no one else… I turned to the bottle and created a new relationship with my work and the bottle….

How I wanted to feel what warm embrace,
See that smile and lookin deep into those eyes
I hate you… I love you, but nothing takes away the pain
Thought-out my dieing breath you will remain close to my heart……….

I never want to see her again as she would have to face what she has done to me… and if we do meet I don't know what I will do….I know what I would like to do as the scenarios have enter me though… but I know she was never meant to be mine completely only for that short time only…. Dadi told me she had married and now living in the states…. There further away from me is the better…..

"EXCUSE ME!" coming back to her sense she turned around as the journal fell out of her hand…

"What the hell do you think you are doing?" She looked at him angrily pick up the journo and look at her as he held it to his chest…

"Hi I'm Ipshita Dasgupta!" he looked at her as she held out her hand.

"I know who you are""… I don't like people nosing around in my personal belongings!" he looked so upset as he felt as if someone had invaded him………..

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Love Kat 😳

Edited by Catwoman - 17 years ago

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