FF~just hold onto me-II series~part 7-page17 - Page 3

gauri turned on the lamp,wiped her cheeks and picked up the phone and with low tone said:hello...

shiv's heart missed a beat when he heard her voice,her pain was audible in her voice,he knew she was crying...his words also left his side...gauri felt something stir in her heart,she knew this silence,she wanted to speak his name,but remembered her fathers words...she silently hung up the reciever......

shiv heard the dial tone,he sighed both of them knew about the person on other line,his eyes fell on aditi sleeping over his chest...with her soft breath and slightly parted lips she looked damn cute,he vowed to protect her from the evil eyes the very first time he held her in the hospital,she was like a miracle,gauri's pregnancy was little difficult and had many complications but gauri handled it very well,he'll be always thankful to gauri for it,no way in hell he would have asked her for abortion as doctor suggested,his baby was very loving to him...in these four years many events took place,many people walked in and out of their life ....

gauri remembered her life...she still remembered how the very first time shiv hit her and even her first kiss,how bashfully shiv behaved when gauri forgot to tAke medications during the time of aditi and also remembered him sweetly talking to baby by placing his head over her belly,she has lived every phase of a man And woman with him...from being his friend to the mother of his daughter,she wanted to hate him for lying about not loving anyone,despite knowing he lied since starting,she couldn't hate him infact she understood him and his turmoil and even given him the symbol of his lust And her love aditi..she wished to yell at him for taking advantage of her weak heart,he has used her in every sense yet she couldn't blame him he has given her the most precious gift,aditi...she wAnted to have a feeling of complete despise towards him but she fell more in love with him,knowing they both live in same city And have a common bond through Aditi she cant even forget him,she has been shiv's in every sense and she knew now she cant be anyone else's...

sleep was far away from shiv,he never felt this way as if his heart And pride has been stripped off him,he was guilty of taking advantage of gauri...many times he had hit her,had se* forcefully,insulted her,been arrogant but consoled his heart it was a normal husband-wife relAtionship where in the end things didn't work out but everyone knew he has mared her but she was still his best friend,...what is that relation where you abuse and torment somebody's heart yet to claim that person to be the closest?he hated seeing her still so sweet,calm and innocent...not even once she whined about him taking away aditi,he knew if anytime he needs her he'll be finding her beside him...god...why the hell wAs thinking about gauri,fine he used her for his manly needs then left her,lied and betrayed her...what was the big deal in it people sleep with other woman behind their wife's back,he atleast told her and walked out of her life....in todays world it wasn't a big deal,she'll also move on in few days,its not time to think about gauri but to think about my life...he took heavy breathes And convinced his heart he wasn't selfish he was just adjusting himself in this world like others....

even the night couldn't hear her crying And gave way to morning....

shiv woke up feeling Aditi wiggling to get out of his grasp,he smiled she looks cute with pouted lips for A moment he remembered gauri,her pouting whenever he'll say something which she didn't like,their relationship was sweet first but then lost its vigour,he came back in senses when Aditi touched his cheeks with her tiny And chubby palm,shiv smiled its not the time to think about her...he looked Adiiti over his chest smiling cutely now,she loved his fathers Attention...shiv lifted her little And rubbed his nose on her tummy,till she wasn't able to tAke it....shiv settled aditi in bath-tub and said:now papa will give baby A bathe...he rubbed her bummies and said:see small-small bummies,papa is washing,now my angel will get clean he looked Aditi splashing water at him he laughed and said yes papa will also take bathe baby...she watered his cheeks with her wet hands he laughed...okay-okay..papa is also coming.....he stripped off his shirt and just in a lower he sat with Aditi over him,she was giving one by one her toys to shiv And he was again keeping it back in water....the toy slipped from Aditi's hands,she frowned and pouted her pink lips then turned to look at her father who wAs having an amusing smile she then clapped her hands on his either cheeks and hugged him nuzzling her nose in his neck....shiv sighed,he was contented.....

After making her ready shiv feed her and side by side also getting ready for office....he collected her essentials in a bag and locked his aprtment with Aditi in his hands,he knew Aditi was missing gauri her eyes searched for gauri...shiv buckled aditi's belt And settled in drivers seat....Aditi was continously trying to reach to dash-borad diverting shiv's Attention time and again....she was complete replica of gauri except her eyes And color unlike gauri she was fair like shiv....shiv's driving speed has reduced since he became a father,not only this he even started having idiosyncrasies...he was very much concerned about cleanliness unlike before and would never give aditi even water before boiling....

gauri after lying down for minutes uselessly on bed,pulled off the covers and went inside the bathroom...as water touched her warm skin he shuddered..she and shiv have shared passionate moments in this plAce....she rubbed her skin to drive away his touch,but she knew he was in her veins now.....she slid down... her hands brushing against the walls,holding her knees she cried and cried until it couldn't take it anymore....

she was shaving breakfast with her parents,mahen After finishing stood up to leave but then kissed nikhila and gauri's cheeks And said:looking beautiful ladies....gauri smiled seeing her mother blushing and left the table when she remembered a piece of her life....

shiv parked his car and was about to enter office with aditi in his arms when he saw mahen coming...he'll today will definitely talk to him,but as mahen saw him he give him a stern look And went inside the building,he sighed And after kissing aditi dropped her off in day-care in his office...

gauri was getting restless,she wanted to see her daughter..nurse her,feed her,fondle her she picked up phone and dialled a number....when the person responded she said:papa,i want to see my baby....please...no papa,i wont come near him...please papa,i need to see my baby....i promise....she cried yes papa,i know...

gauri silently went inside the kapoor industries towards day-care section unknown of that her husband is also coming to check upon his daughter.....