Hey guys I must say a big thank you to all of you coz that was such an overwhelming response for the cs. Well this update is for you guys for those lovely comments which made my day. It feels so good to be back. So guys I'm not boring you with my bak bak. So here's the prologue. Guys, to be frank I'm really nervous about your reaction to this. Anyways enjoy...
PROLOGUE
I never expected this is going to be this bad. Tears were continuously falling from my eyes. Even my tears weren't listening to me anymore. My family whom I thought would stand by me in my ups n down has given up on me even. My world crashed in front of me. I knew I have let them down. I knew I have done wrong. My tears were still flowing as if they have no plan to stop. He put his hands assuringly around my shoulder. I risked a look at him. I knew he was as affected as me by my family's words. He gently squeezed my squeezed my shoulders as if assuring me that everything is going to be fine. But I knew that the damage was already done and it was beyond repair. I looked at my family and then back at Manik.
Par Chacha' Manik couldn't complete what he was trying because before that Chacha raised his hand and clouted it hard against his face. Both of us were totally taken aback. I went frozen. Although he was the one who got slapped it hurted me more. I gained my senses back. I felt lot of feelings altogether. But what was strongest was the feeling that my love has to go through so much because of me... Yea because of me. That very thought hurts like hell. I'm sure no one has ever raised a hand against Manik Malhotra. Aur ab meri waje se he had to face all this. This humiliation, accusation and yet I stayed like a silent spectator. I couldn't hold myself back anymore and I spoke and it came out louder and ruder than I expected it to sound.
Chacha, you can't be doing this.Please Haa humne galti ki hai par' He didn't let me finish either.
Haa galti tumhari bhi hai. Right? So even you owe an equal share of punishment.' Saying this he raised his hand against me and as if a reflex action I closed my eyes. I kept my eyes shut for a few minutes waiting to feel his hand on my cheek but nothing happened. I opened my eyes and the sight in front of me left me numb. Manik was holding Chacha's hand protecting me from his slap. They were looking... nai staring at each other as if they would rip out each other's head any moment. I quickly went n stood between both of them facing Manik.
Manik please... please mere liye please...' My eyes and voice was equally pleading and he loosened his grip still staring.
Chacha, You can't behave like this with her'
Wah! IAb tum mujhe seekhongi mein meri beti ke saath kaise behave karna hai'
Nandini bas aapki beti nai hai who meri hone wali patni hai aur meri hone wali bache ki maa bhi hai.' Sorry guys mine batana bhool gaya. Yes, I'm pregnant with his child. I was completely shocked when I came to know about it as I had no idea how to deal with this but he made it all the more easy for me. I knew that he was as affected as I was but he put upon a strong mask. For me. For us. In fact I had seen how much it affected him. Meine khud dekha hai what he was going through. Well I'll tell you about that later. Every time I think he couldn't get better he proves me wrong. Sometimes I wonder what I have done to deserve him. Whatever it is I'm glad that I did it. But I pushed these thoughts aside as it was not the right time for all these.
Hone wali patni? You know what your age is? You're nineteen and talking about marriage?' And he let out a sarcastic laugh. I knew he was right but at the end of the day what mattered was that I and Manik were totally completely and madly in love with each other. And it's our love that's growing inside me. Even the thought of harming it is the biggest crime I could commit. I knew that we both were too young to take up this big a responsibility but as long as Manik is by my side I should not bother. I know that the situation is very complicated but as long as we both are together we could solve anything and everything. Chachi hasn't spoken a word still. I looked at her with pleading eyes. She was my last hope after all. But she just went up without any expression shocking all three of us. After what it felt like a life time came down. I didn't know if I should be happy or sad because her face still didn't hold any expression. But then something else caught my attention. She has two bags in her hands. She walked upto us, kept it in front of us and spoke in a cold tone.
Nandini, you can leave'
And that was it. Even my last ray of hope crashed right in front of my eyes. My vision was getting blurred because of my tears. I felt weak on my knees. Then a protective arm held me by the waist with one hand and with other he pulled up those bags and turned towards the door. But then he suddenly turned back.
Even if you all abandon her, I won't. Because I LOVE HER.' He said it loud and clear. His voice was confident. There wasn't even a slightest glint of confusion in them. But my state of mind was such that ki it was beyond any consolation and assurance. Saying this he turned around and we walked out. He opened the passenger seat and made me sit and he took the driver's seat. I was too weak even to react. The drive was silent. I was just blank. I didn't know what is waiting for me ahead in my life. I didn't know anything. I wished it is a bad dream and that it would vanish once I wake up. But unfortunately it wasn't. It was all happening for real. I risked a glance at Manik. Tension was clearly written all over his face. He was scared seeing me like this. He was scared for us, For our child. But I had nothing left in me to comfort him. So even I opted silence. I guess even he was going through the same. Because he too didn't utter a word. I rested my head against the windowpane and closed my eyes. My eventful past flashed in front of my eyes.
So kaisa laga? Surprised? Shocked? I don't what you are feeling right now. I seriously don't know. So tell me did u like it? Guys, I know ki yeh bohot delicate topic hai n I promise I will handle it with utmost care. And trust me this won't a whole so serious one. Haa thoda serious hogi but MaNan stuff hai na. So it will have all the ingredients. And guys, can anyone please help in making a banner. Mujhe banner banana nai aati. So can anybody please help.
