HEART BREAK
[Manik pOV]
I cant believe, most important person of my life betrayed me, this was the most unexpected experience of my life. This betrayal left a big mark on my heart. But I wont loose hope, I know my parents wont pull me fown, why not they love me. They cant a lone tear in my eyes then how can they bear my bleding heart.
"Aah mrs murthy.. where's mom??" I asked nandini's mom first after reaching downstairs, making sure I am not looking a mess.
"Vo actually your mom was tired so she get back in her room with your da.."she wasnt even able to complete when I,ran away like a rocket. I dont care what she had thought about me because the thing is important now is to stop the wedding. I am running like a light not caring about my continuously flowing tears.
[AUTHOR'S POV]
Nyonika and Raj are sitting on couch in their room and talking on random things ...suddenly they heard a sound of their room's door open with a 'THUD'...and Manik came inside looking gloomy and some what shattered his eyes are blood shot red seems like he had cried alot..he is looking so vulnerable..which is not so like manik..and seeing him in this condition NYONIKA and RAJ'S heart pierced ...b'coz this is the last thing they want to see on this earth..HIS TEARS..they got worried and rushes to him.."son,what happen.." Raj asked in a concerned tone..'no answer just a lil sobs'..Nyonika and Raj looked eachother with worried expression,and now this time Nyonika asked with a motherly concerned in her voice and tenderly caressing his hairs"my bachaa..wt happen..is their any problem..look honey..u know we cant see u like this ,so please share it..atleast.."and yes that was it for Manik..he hugged her mother so tightly and starts to sob more hard.Nyonika now get more worried but she doesnt show bcoz she has to be strong for his son..so she lightly starts to pat his back..and asked in a loving tone.."baby..please tell us na.." "yeah my prince..if u wont tell than how will we help you..haan.." now this time Raj asked with all fatherly love in his voice."mom dad..please..pl..please..sto..stop..all..thi..this..please..i cant see that happening..please..." finally Manik spell the beans sobbing hard and his voice was shattering and breaking made his parents more confused and worried to extent..
"What to stop..!!!"nyo asked in an audible whisper frowning.
"Thi..this wedding..mom please.." now this is the point where both got worried and utter shock.
"But why..??"raj asked confused.
"Because..I LOVE NANDINI.."he shouted getting frustrate and shock was just an understatement for both and they looked at him froze.
"What !!!are u crazy..how can u love a,bride, who is going to get married in two days."maniks mom stated .
"I..I do..dont know..I just dont know..but I want her..please do something.."he was now sobbing and pleading.
"Manik you arnt a child ok..how can we stop this wedding,just because of your stupidity..noways..!!"nyonika scolded him but in a soft voice.
"Mom please..do dont say this..I cant live with..without her.."
"Manik son..try and understand nandini isnt your fate..and I dont think its love u just misunderstood with attraction..I know u will forget her and move on"said raj clamly try to pacify her.
"Dad please..I cant forget her..I want her at any cost.."he begged"dad..u u..go and talk to murthy uncle to tie Nandini with me and I know he will be happy, he,like..likes me already, I am rich famous we hqve reputation in society..he will definitely be happy.."manik tried to convince her dad hastily.
"Manik!!!bacho jesi bate krna bnd karo, u are rich and my son it doesn't make any difference because Nandini already getting married with Aryaman, I know,he,iant rich like us but he is a true man any father will be happy to give him his daughter and second thing do u really think its a joke Murthys also have some reputation in their society how can they just call off the wedding besides Aryaman is,good for his daughter.SO PLEASE FORGET HER.."finally mr malhotra losted his temper and snapped manik angrily.
"You too wont help me.."he asked broken and felt himself leaving hope, more tears fall down from his eyes this really hurts his parents but they know if they will melt this time, they really will do something for what they wont be able to forgive themselves ever. So they better decide to sit quietly looking away from him. Which broke manik heart into thousands million pieces.
"Dad!!u always fulfil my every wish,before me uttering,u never say no to me but today u cant gave me my most precious gift."
"Manik, Nandini is,not a toy..jise tumne manga..r tumhare dad ne tumhe lake,de dia..Samjhe tum!!!"nyo yelled angrily finally knocking him in his thick skull and he understood that his parents also left him miserable, this is the first time he felt this much heartbroken and alone, his friends, his parents everyword itching him to death. He always thought he has the most wonderful family and friends who even can die for him but today they all left him hopeless.
Manik is the one who helped his friends in their tough love phases either its mukti or cabir. When cabir almost lost hope to get Navya manik was the one to encourage him and gave him hope that he still can win her. Navya was about to get married in a month to someone else and manik felt hurt to saw his friend sucking in his office thinking about Navya,and he gave Cabir hope and now they are together. Whereas in Mukbhi case Abhi's family was against mukti, they never like mukti because she was Tom boy and a,rich spoilt brat wild party animal, they never saw her any traces of daughter in law in her. Manik explained her if she really,want Abhi in her life then atleast for him try to win his parents heart and he helped her really hard to change her into perfect daughter in law and now muktis in laws treat her like daughter.
And when its their turn to help Manik in his love story they all back off without any second thought. Manik quietly gwt up looking lost and heartbroken he never even spare a look because he,was so numb to see or react on anything. He is dying inside the ache in his hurt is intolerable and he cant help it. He took turtle like steps to reach out the door because somewhere his mental state drained out her physical state. His parents heart ache to see him like this and their eyes are full with teary but they cant help him for everyone's benevolence. They cant snatch so many people happiness just for his sons stupid stubbornness. They cant be selfish to Nandini and,Aryaman who looks happy together, they cant play with Murthys and Khurranas reputation.
[MANIK POV]
I walked out from my parents room, I am feeling hollow and dead. I never felt like this before, my chest is heavy and burning furiously. I dont know what to do and where to go. Its feeling like my world is just collapsing.
I quickly sneeked out of the house making sure no one could see me. I cant bear tosee Nandini and Aryaman together smiling and blushing, only the thought making my heart boil and my fist clenching if I will see them together I dont know what I will do.
I quickly took my car and drive away from from this city to get some fresh air, my tears never stopped it was aching my every senses uncontrollably but unfortunately I realized I need something more to blow the burning in my heart. So. I quickly turn toward a bar and ask for the hardest drink and just drqnk directly from bottle. I sat there and when its evening I decided to leave the bar qnd drives back to home but still I was feeling drained out, hollow and lost it seems like drink wasnt that strong so I taking another bottle I drived car towards murthy. I am drunk but still I can handle myself because my drinking level is really high.
I parked the car and the moment I tried to sneek inside the house without any one noticing but unfortunately sangeet has,started already and performance was going on. My eyes fall on nandini sitting on crown looking beautiful in her lehenga, she is looking like a fairy step down from heaven with a constant shy smile on her face which made me smile too then I noticed aryaman beside her and my heart wince and I felt my vision blurring with tears she was smiling at arayaman while I want her to smile for me.
Nandini attire
Just for me...!!!!!
I cant held the scene in front of me anymore,so I quickly started to take a step towards my room when a voice call from my back.
"Manik..beta tum kaha the..."it was nandini father, right now I really dont want to deal with anyone but still I turn around to face him.
"Yes uncle.."I said tiredly.
"Are beta..bht log tumse milne chahte h..."he took me to introduce me to other guest when someone came from my back keeping his hand on my shoulder I turned to find Aryaman and now I really dont like him.
"Hey man.."he greeted.
",oh hello.."I replied disinterestedly.
"Where you were.."he,asked I really dont wanna talk to him.
I just seeing red everywhere now!!!!
"No..nowhere just a lil tired.."I stated and he nodded "vese u love money.."suddenly I behaved evil.
He looked confused first "ofcourse..everyone love money.."
"Really???.."I asked and he nodded obviously.
"So you can left this wedding if I offer you 1 million.."
"Manik..ye.."
"Manik beta tum kya bol rqhe ho.."
Suddenly, everyone looked surprised and shocked specially mr murthy and aryaman and stealthily took a hlance at my parent's and they were looking scared. But I am just praying he decides to choose money which is actually my intention.
Ofcourse..money can buy anything..
"Mr Malhotra..are u serious.." I nodded on aryaman confronting "look I am not that cheap..who can leave someone for money, and I LOVE NANDINI I can kick everything for her money is not a problem." He snapped furiously but my mind didn't registered anything after his confession and my fist clenched to hear him claiming in public but I am helpless and now my plan had flopped. I thought him to agrred in money but no. Somewhere, I can see now people started to adore him more and mr murthy beamed at him proudly.
"Muje pata tha..meri pasand kabi galat ni hogi..pr Manik tumne esa ghatiyq sawwal pucha kyu..."mr murthy looked at me furiously and now I have to cook up something to feed him.
"Aah..mr murthy I was kidding, I was just examine your SIL I just thought u actually believe in respect and selfsteem than money to apka daamad b to vesa hi hona chahiye...kyu..and now I think Aryaman is perfect.."I lied greeting my teeth on perfect.
"Thankgod..u Actually gave me a heart attack for a sec man.."aryaman sighs.
May it lasted longer!!!!!
"Vese mene suna hai.u sing so well..."god I am already disturb with this jerk and this hangover hammering my head."come on, today is our sangeet sing na...just one song please..."he pleaded.
He sucks like a teenager..seriously!!!!
"Please for me abd nandini.."when I deidnt replied he pleaded and when nandinis name blare in my ear I quickly took a glance of her innocent face qnd get agreed.
"Ofcourse!!I will.."
Only for my Nandini...
Everyone clapped for me, someone handed me guitar and lights got dim just a spot light falling on me.
______SONG_____
I strummed guitar closing my eyes and Nandinis smiling face was the first I saw.lyrics automatically started to voice out from my heart.
Betahasha dil ne
Tujhko hi chaaha hai
Har duaa mein maine
Tujhko hi maanga hai
I slowly opened my eyes to see nandini face first who gladly watching me too intently I smiled at her,a smile full of fear and pain of losing her.
Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Door jaaoge jo tum
Mar jaayenge hum
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..
I statred to walk towards her like a predator, she suddenly looks nervous as if she sensed I am walking towards her only. I reached near her crown and sang nodding at her with a painful expression and she quickly diverted her gaze from me making me wince in pain.
Tumhe dekhte hi aankhen ho jaati namm
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..
Tears again started to brim in my eyes when I saw her talking to aryaman just to avoid me.
I quickly turned hiding my face and wiped the lone tear. Nandini cousin came and made them dance together, they both are looking lost in each other. Nandini looking down shyly while aryaman looking at her intently with love filled eyes. My heart started to burning with jealousy the way he holded her one hand on waist and other intwined I just imaginedd for a sec to go and punch him hard to touching her.
Huaa ye kya hashar mera
Judaa huaa sabar mera
Main tere bin ek lamha
Kyun kabhi naa jiya
I felt sick and anxious watching them this close. I quickly walk towards them greeting my teeth without caring and alcohol effect wasnt any less. I without any permission pulled nandini gently from his arms not to scare her or others. I saw aryaman face turned cold a little but he hided quickly giving me a fake smile and I smirked intently.
Raat bhar ashqo ne tujhko pukara hai
Har dua main maine tujhko hi maanga hai
I pulled nandini possessively closer startling her not caring about the surroundingI was just lost in the moment and feeling her close to me swaying with the song singing every line intently.
Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Door jaaoge jo tum
Mar jaayenge hum
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..
After few,secs she felt embarrassed and freed herself from my arms and was about to walk away when I holded her wrist nodding her no. She looked shocked but I pulled her ,her back hitting my chest. I felt her uneasiness which I wasn't liking a cent. I felt my back burning with someone furious stares it must be my family friends or aryaman. I even dont care.
Tumhe dekhte hi aankhen ho jaati nam
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..
I twirled nandini holding her finger tip and my eyes fallen on the audience who were looking bewildered, my friends and parents looking feared and angry, aryaman face looking uneasy. He bet, he isn't liking Nandini a bit with me but he has to understand that she is mine.
Nasha tera dil ko lagaa
Dena nahi mujhko dagaa
Main teri aadat ka maara
Hai kya meri khataa
Tere bin naamumkin
Apna guzaara hai
Har duaa mein maine
Tujhko hi maanga hai
Nandini again tried to walk away and again I pulled her back to my chest holding her firmly, I dont want to miss her warmth not even for a sec. This is the first time I am feeling her so close and my heart beat are already fast, my heart which was burning since morning I felt calmless and chillness filling my every nerves.
Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Door jaaoge jo tum
Mar jaayenge hum
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..
I am feeling her plush milky skin underneath my rough one. I never want this warmth fade away from me. I can feel her shiver under my touch. I quickly turned her to face me and cupped her chicks from one hand gazing in her eyes painfully making her understand my every words are true and only meant for her and then I gently craddle her in my arms never broking the eyelock. We were lost in each other.
____SONG END____
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