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Hey lovlies!!
Urghhh i hate giving introduction again and again as most of you know me and for those who do not!
Hieee!!! This is Misha Shergill
Hmm aur kya likhuuu!!!
Chalo intro like a professional cv
Name- Misha shergill
Nicename- arre janemaan! Kuch bhi bola lo pyaar se... But with a smile!
Occupation- abhi tak toh logon ki zindagi jhand kr rhi hu inshallah! Agge bhi karti rahu gi!!!
Aur kya!!! Age and weight puchna is bad manners toh i think i am done!!
Lol! Cv mein yeh aabh likhugi toh zindagi bhar nokari nhi melegi meko!!!
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So yeah!!! Any mukbhiii fan here!!!!!
Mukbhiii mukbhiii!!!!
Mukbhi- mukti and abhimanyu ( extended form for those who are confuse baipata souls!)
I personally love the chemistry between mukti and abhimanyu but i hate the fact that their incomplete beautiful love story dint get a closure in the serial neither in season 1 nor season 2.
So i wanted to write an os on mukbhi love story as a closer that could give meaning to their incomplete love story.
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.Is Sham Ne Dilayi Hai Yaad Kisi Khaas Ki,
Jisko Paane Ki Mujhe Aas Thi,
Woh Toh Na Mili Per Unka Ehsaan Saath Hai,
Yaadon Mein Hi Sahi Par Woh Aaj Bhi Mere Paas Hai
" I am caught between the lines from hello to goodbye and my whole horizon is you!"
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She walked and walked not knowing where her feet took her and as soon as her mind screamed of the place, her knees gave up making her finally fell on her them at the shore.She stared at the line of luminosity the moon made on the water. Nothing could be more splendid but she could not take in its beauty, its splendor. But she kept staring and staring at something beyond. The stream was unusually silent or perhaps she was too oblivious of her surroundings.
Her eye balls make no motion but still two crystals roll down her cheeks and land on her lap. She was sitting besides abhimanyu's grave at the shore. Her ears ring with cries, cries of pain.The cries just keep getting louder. She looks here and there in desperation but remains unable to find the source of the cries.
She gives up, places both her hands on her ears to avoid the voices but they just wouldn't go. Muted cries escape her mouth as she weeps and weeps till her thoat when sour. This was the place where mukti always comes to share her pain to share her happiness to share her sorrows because she knew abhimanyu is always there to listen to her.
"When the lamps are burning low and the moon is shining bright, the echoes of the wind will follow you behind, when you are so unsure of everything in life know that I am here right by your side. I will be writing your name on the stars... Look up and see your love means world to me!"
Mukti read and re read the letter or probably last letter from all the letter that he had sent her long ago, a time when she felt she stood alone to face life's cruelties. She couldn't helping smiling, the mere thought of her cheesy abhi writing was enough to make anyone die of utter shock if not laughter caused by it.
It was only him and him alone that she depended on when all else failed her, but where was he now? When she needed him more than anything else, possibly more than the need for air, as without abhimanyu breathing would not have a purpose.
Mukti stood rooted to the spot Where she stood the last time Abhimanyu was being buried. Mukti clutched at her heart she read and read the last lane of the letter.
" i just have one question! If my love was so strong then why... Why it couldnt cure your cancer! Whyyy!!!"
Mukti screamed out loud making her cries echo in the unusually silent surrounding. This one question had turned her life upside down... This merry question eat the hell out of her.
Mukti truly found herself torn, she was standing between a rock and a hard place, no matter which way she turned people she loved were going to get hurt.
She scrolled the screen and turned on an audio. An audio which made her feel alive, an audio which made her feel that he will always be there in all her hardships. The words that were not just mere lyrics of a song but a promise to eternity. It was the song that Abhimanyu sang for Mukti on their date, probably the last one.she turned on the audio and placed her cellphone on his grave to revive the memories, to relive them together once again.
"If these moments were created by us then why should i bare the torture of living then alone!" Mukti joked with a faint smile looking at abhimanyu's grave while going down the memory lane which sneak out of her eyes and roll down your cheeks.
Flashback!!
"Abhi, what are you doing?" Mukti asked as abhimanyu pulled her up before picking up her guitar case.
"I may have learnt a few songs you're always humming and a song that makes me think of you." He said and her eyes widened with shock,she didn't know what to say, she was already tearing up for some stupid reason, he was just so sweet.
"I see I've managed to make the the Mukti Vardhan speechless yet again." He teased.
"You can't just do stuff like that and expect me to be coherent!" Mukti said causing his face to widen with a smile. "Play it!" She said as he took her guitar out of the case.
"The song that reminds me of you?" He asked and She nodded.
"Wait! You know how to play?" Asked confused mukti.
"Well! Learning in process... But for now i learnt few tunes with help of Dhruv of course!" Said Abhimanyu with sheepish smile while threading his back hair.
"Are you going to sing it?" Mukti gushed. She was literally dying, no one had ever put in so much effort for her, She couldn't even comprehend where he got enough time to learn a song, rather than songs. She was so touched by his gesture.
"Do you want me to?" He grinned.
He looked so sexy with the guitar.He turned a few of the knobs before strumming it a few times before closing his eyes and plucking a few of the strings.
Main rahoon ya na rahoon
Tum mujhme kahin baaki rehna
Mujhe neend aaye jo akhiri
Tum khwabon mein aate rehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
The cute smiling face with sparkling eyes and not to forget a bit nervousness in them because that stupid was afraid of mukti. She let out a gasp as soon as She recognised the tune... It was the tune she always play when she was off track.he realised that she realised what tune he was playing because he smiled at her before he closed his eyes and his voice rang out in the space around Mukti. The words hit her hard as her body hardened on the spot and eyes fixed at his face.
Abhimanyu gathered all the strength to sing this song out for her. He had made his mind strong to not to express his fears to her. But as soon as he started playing the tune, the look on mukti's face made his heart ache. He smiled and closed his eyes as he forgot to make his heart strong enough in process of mind stability. Slowly he opened his eyes, as he had to be strong to make memories , no the best memories for them and also convey his love to stay strong.
Kisi roz baarish jo aaye
Samajh lena boondon mein main hoon
Subah dhoop tumko sataaye
Samajh lena kirno mein main hoon
Kuch kahun ya na kahun
Tum mujhko sadaa sunn te rehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
Tears rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably because she had been wiping all the painful tears before coming in front of Abhimanyu as he always wanted her to keep smiling. A fact which is known to both of them that still dint have power to keep them separate. Their love was not forever it was beyond forever. Today, she could not keep her pain in, today she couldn't keep the smile intact, today she couldn't mask her fears.
Abhimanyu's heart cried out seeing mukti's condition. But he wanted to convey the message to her. He knows that behind the smiling face of Mukti which was always in front of him is a face hiding pain behind it. She has a heart crying behind the doors and mind fighting a battle everyday no body knows. He wanted to assure her that what ever may happens, he will always be there right beside her in what ever thing she feels around her.
As soon as the last lines "Kuch kahun ya na kahun... Tum mujhko sadaa sunn te rehna" hit mukti, she sobbed hard as it tore her heart apart. She knew soon all these will turn into a memory which will be echo of past, of another time and another place. The thought of not hearing him again shattered her soul.
Abhimanyu's eyes too twinkled with tears under the moon light as the tears threatened ti fall. He bit out a sob stoping himself to yelp, building a lump in his throat which wanted to burst out there and then. He knew he was speaking out the reality indirectly but that is what they have to face sooner or later. He was assuring her that he will be there with her in every step she takes and every breath she breaths.
Hawaaon mein lipta huaa main
Guzar jaunga tumko chu ke
Agar mann ho toh rok lena
Tehar jaunga in labon pe
Abhimanyu strode towards her and moved close to her as Her beauty & innocence seemed to have an alcoholic effect on him. He wanted to take all the pain out of her and give her all the happiness in the world even the ones he isn't capable of. He inched his hand closer to her face to tuck away the strands of her hair away. She closed her eyes tightly as he wiped of the tears gently.Her breaths were shallow. His touches invoked various sensations within her. Her veins knotted with every movement of his fingers... Mukti squirmed when she felt his sensual fingers trailing from her temple to her lips. And the words were giving her assurance and were just in place making her feel heaven and all the worlds happiness in that little moment.
Her eyes locked with his intriguing ones. Her heart pounded feeling the heat radiated from his eyes as well his untamed breaths...He slowly rubed his thump against her lips, the feel of her rosy soft lips was retained by his thumb Her chest heaved up & down against his torso to support her rigorous breaths & that made him lose his senses some more. She felt his fingers crossing with hers .He leaned more towards her & she closed her eyes may be in anticipation of something. Her dazed mind wasn't able to fathom whether this was a dream or reality until she felt his nose slightly caressing hers. His lips neared hers & she held on to her breaths. Her eyebrow scrunched in confusion after long time as she opened her eyes only to find abhimanyu's eyes boring straight in her eyes with dripping love.
"Main dikhoon ya na dikhoon
Tum mujhko mehsoos karna!"
Abhimanyu spoke the lines which was not anymore words... It was his way of assuring her she is safe in dog biting dog world and he will be there with her, for her! Always! Mukti knew what he was building out of the words. She was about to lose someone she cant replace ever.
Mukti smiled through her tears and look straight in in vulnerable eyes probably seeing her in tears. A soft smile broke on her face as she knew she can give in every bit of her soul for these moments.
Abhimanyu had pushed her away long back because he knew they had no future and he cant give his love high hopes which he knew that will never be fulfilled and will just leave her shattered. Their love cannot be forever. When he doesn't knows about his own life line how was he supposed to promise to become her life line. But there is always something beyond forever ad that is Mukti knew that there is nothing she can endure from the relationship she was giving in. But few emotions and feeling are far away from namesake relationships. The destiny couldn't keep them apart for long. Things which are meant to be do happen.
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna
Main rahun ya na rahun
Tum mujh mein kahin baaki rehna
Mukti walked to Abhimanyu and held his hand in hers. She just looked at their hands, and then at him. This felt perfect. They felt perfect. But she knew she was hoping for too much. The fact that "THEY" could never happen brought tears to her eyes, and she lowered her gaze.
Abhimanyu watched the varying emotions on her face. Finally, her lips went down at the ends, and she lowered her eyes to hide the tears in them. He sat next to her and pulled her into his arms. She sobbed for a few moments and then said in between her sobs, "I'm sorry Abhimanyu. . . But. . . I didn't know what to do. . . I didn't think. . . I don't even know why... I dint want to cry... But donno how it happened!!!" Mukti stopped as she realised she had stop making sense and He smiled at her innocence, as he hugged her tight. And as her sobs receded, he lifted her face, and wiped away her tears.
"I cannot promise you a forever, i cant even assure you of a happy ending! I don't know..." Abhimanyu couldn't get the appropriate words which would hurt her less but he knew its now or never. " don't know if i... I will wake up tomorrow to be with you!" As the words escaped his mouth, abhimanyu saw her lowering her head he made her hold her head high and look start in his eyes.
"No matter what happens to us in future but you will remain in my heart forever as your name is tattooed on it. Even death cannot do us apart as our souls are braided with threads of divinity." Abhimanyu said cupping her face in his hands and his eyes clear as crystal looking straight in her red blood eyes with still has mixed feeling of happiness and sorrow but were immensely filled with love.
**Flashback ends**
"You know the moment you left me, my heart split in two. One side was filled with memories of us, always beating for you and other side-" mukti choked on her words yet continued "and other side died with you!"
**Another flashback!**
Letting him go, when so many memories of theirs haunted her was next to impossible. But she knew she had to do it then.
After all, she had promised Abhimanyu to fulfill every single wish of his and how could she forget the most important wish of his now?
Mukti got up from her seat, as tears misted in her eyes but a smile played on her lips. A decision as difficult as this one, was made easy just because of her love abhimanyu.
She tip-toed towards her while making the least possible sound and saw the serene face of abhimanyu, against the white sheets of the mattress and tubes injected into his while numerous machines surrounded. Though her heart ached to see him like this, he knew that he has to do this to fulfill his wish, which was a command for his.
They say that everyone has to bow down in front of the time. But there is one thing which never bowed down to it. And it was love. It was a time where one has to chose in between being with your beloved at the cost of their intolerable pain and a separation, which would give solace to your beloved.
But the things love does to you are truly weird. Mukti who never believed in afterlife, wanted to unite with him after her departs from this mortal world. Mukti who never believed in rebirth, was now asking to have one to unite with her love again, so that she doesn't have to see his in pain every second she was alive in front of him.
" I hope you are happy by getting what you wished for Abhi.You will not die with ventilators and tubes all around you. And you will have me, beside you when you breathe your last, again as you wished. Abhimanyu, you won. You got what you wanted from me. But remember I will coming running to you after all the previous time you had come running into my arms.
Agar Jeeyonga Toh Yaadein Teri Meri Jeene Ki Dua Banengi. Aur Agar Maroonga, Toh Tab Bhi Yaadein Teri Mujhe Zinda Karengi."
as tears flowed down from his eyes. SHe moved close to him, took her hand in his own and placed it near his own heart, which was beating for her Abhimanyu while collapsing on the floor, before the messenger of death united these both again in a matter of few hours spent in oblivion.
**Flashback ends! **
Love was not something which was under the effect of time. It was something that overpowered the time itself. Because love was the only transcendental force which was invincible and the one without a second.
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I know not much people were attached to the other characters other than manan and cabir... But i couldnt stop myself from writing about mukbi!
I hope i did justice to mukbhi!
Do drop your views.
Actually this os is part of my fan fiction:Selfish and Selfless
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