#4 Devil's Bride manan ff part 42 in thread 5 link is on pg 1 - Page 19

Hi I am new reader,and now days I am reading your story and it's heart touching story.

Woah.. what an amazing update

Awesome update plz update next part soon

Luvd it as always
Plz next chapter soon
Waiting!!!!!

amazing update...
nandu in soo much pain...
n manik too...

reveal d mystery soon..
waiting

update was very sad😭

fab part...

Superb.. Aaj puri update bohot feel karke para..it was just splendid.. Thoughts and words of Nandinis pov..uh..it was just the best..
Obviously waiting for next part..Maniks much needed pov..
Update soon.
Take care.

O God ,,, pls make manik will read this

You wanted to see me Broken...Here I am on my knees. Living with my broken heart. My mistake was believing you would be here with open arms to catch me as I fell. Instead I hit the floor shattering into a thousand pieces of nothingness. Where we're you when I needed you most? I'm not going to lie to myself and say it is entirely your fault. Because that wouldn't be true it was my fault i fall for you
. I thought I had to change you . I thought in doing so that it would bring you closer to me. I thought that maybe then you would take notice of how much i am trying to adjust myself in this
Unwanted marriage !
. And maybe then you would put your arms around me, holding me in that warm embrace. The one that makes me feel safe. Didn't you ever ask yourself what you felt about me Why the affection? you believe that I did it just for attention? Or to be playful? Because I will tell you now that those weren't the reasons behind it.
I did it because I wanted you to hug me back. Because you we're one of the very few that I ever felt safe with. You looked in all the wrong places for the answers to why I did it. You over thought it, looking for a deeper meaning that wasn't there. The answer was staring you in the face. You couldn't know how many times I wanted to run to you. To ask you to hold me. There was so many times I needed you by my side , as I sat there crying. Overwhelmed and alone. Needing someone there. To have someone wrapping there arms around me and telling me that I didn't have to go at it alone. When those times descended upon me. My thoughts turned to you. I couldn't find the courage to call you. I guess a part of me always knew that you wouldn't catch me.
I am so confused with all this what was the actual lie when you said you can't afford to loss me you needed me !
Or when you said it was just for the fun !
What i am supposed to believe.
Every time I fell I looked towards you for direction. In my heart I sat there with open arms, waiting for someone to embrace me. I didn't want to be alone anymore. I found the pain of being alone becoming unbearable. It was a force that was crushing my heart. Can you see now what you mean to me?
I hug myself. Because there is no one else to do it
I wanted to cry as much as i can but not a single tear from my eyes fall down
But i won't cry for you not anymore you want this child fine i will give what you want
But Some day you'll cry for me
Like I cried for you
Some day you'll miss me
Like I miss you
Some day you'll need me
Like I needed you
Some day you'll Love me...
But I won't Love you back...
I won't be there for you

awsm update di ...
lvd it ...
nandu s pov ws touching...
she is vry mch hrt...beyond repair...
this misundrstanding is increasing as thy r nt ready to talk to ech othr...
waiting fr manik s pov...
cntinue soonnn..
tc..