Nandini's pov
I went to living area with cabir and saw everyone sitting their with questioning eyes...I too sat there and there was omplete silence...I dnt knw how to start , what to say and what not...then
cabir
Alya- can u plzz do the honour of yelling us ,what happened between u guyzzz!!
she said sternly, I saw red her to stop and then cabir came and sat beside me and said...
"nandini, I always knew its not aunty's death which shattered him so badly but something else...so plzzz tell us truth because we can't see him in pain anymore...he has lost eveything...we all know how much he loved his mother...but the way he is now...he has locked himself in this 4 walls...n wo kahi jata h, n Hi kisi se milta h...he is like a body without soul...he has lost his charm, his music...everything...and this all because of...
till now nandini was crying , tears were continuously flowing from her eyes and then she cut him in between and said crying bitterly...
" ME , I'm the reason of his every pain cabir..."...that day...when manik came in hospital with mom...mom's surgery was going on and manik was with me in my cabin...I dnt knw but I felt some connection with from there itself...
I was trying to distract him...we were talking and while this he slept in my lap only...after 2 hours I got the news that his mom is no more...I was shocked to even react...I just kept staring at sleeping manik...I dt know what to do, how to say him...I soo tried to stop my tears but after some time...they started flowing immensely...as soon as my tears fell on manik's cheek he wake up with a jerk and cupped my face "what happened nandini" he asked with concern filled in eyes , I said while crying "mom" and he left me and ran towards OT and I too ran behind him...
he was running like a manic , tears were continuously flowing from his eyes and seeing him in pain...I was in pain...
he came near his mom and started crying " mom...u can..t ...d...do...th...th.is to...mee"/ he was crying and only crying from last 1 hour and I was crying too...near...the bed...
I was feeling so helpless...at that moment only I knew ki I can't see this person in pain...but the feeling was soo new for me...I went there and hugged him tightly..."manik, sabhalo khudko...ese rote rahoge to socho aunty ko kitna bura lagega...and u r toh strong n..."
" nandini, mom...vo chali gyi...dekha I said u n ki she loves dad more...and I am alone in this world...mera koi ni h abb...I'm orphan"
I tightened my hug and said "no.manik u r not alone...mai hu n...mai hamesha tumhare sath rahugi...I will never leave u...never" and he again started crying in my arms...!!!!!!
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it's been 1 week from aunty's death and I am coming daily to his house...mwe came soo close...manik was so lost...I hv takes leave from hospital...we were spending whole day together...he even told me abt u guyzzz..but u all were bound from some legal action...so u guyzzz didn't showed up...!!!! but we were coming closer day by day ...I used to fedd him...make him sleep...manik was recovering slowly from the trauma...but he never smiled in whole week...I was so sad after trying a lot also...I knew...it will take time for him...
we were both in manik's room after lunch...while manik has kept his head in my lap...I was caresessing his hairs...and staring at him then an idea popped in my mind to cheerup his mood..."manik, chalo n...lets go out...1week se hum kahi gye bhi nhi h...lets go for shopping..."
"shopping , no nandini...mera mood nhi h..plzzz...mujhe ghr pr Hi rhna h..."
"manik plzzz n...tum bahr nhi jaoge to kse chalega...plzzz.manik...mre liye...i want to go with u..." tears started to show up in my eyes...and he looked at me...and said "ohkk"
we have shopped a little...we were in food court...we both are feeding eachother...
but we unknown to the fact that some or was watching us...!!!
we came home...we have done dinner outside only...and after coming home...we talked a little...and manik was joining his office so he just slept. and. too decided to stay there for night...after making him sleep I came to garden...thinking abt my life...how it changed...
I was walking in the garden when a call came and stopped my world...the caller said..." agar manik ko zinda dekhna chahti ho to door chale jao uski zindagi se...nhi to manik ka bhi vahi haal hoga...Jo UK maa- baap ka hua tha"
I was so shocked and he'll worried for manik...I ame running to manik...and sat near him...the man'swords were eching in my ears... I just kept staring at him...dnt know for how long...
manik woke up and looked at me he has sensed that something was bothering me...but I just kissed his forehead and left from there after gritting him...
we both went for jogging...while returning back...I saw a a car coming towards us...it almost touched manik...and I was baffled...Manik fell down on road due to this...I just went and hugged him..."I'm ohk nandini"
after bidding bye to manik I was sitting in living room doing some work when a msg came" demo ksa tha? abhi to touch bhi nhi kiya but agar tum aj sham tkk uski zindagi se door nhi gyi to tumhara manik kal ka sooraj nhi dekh payega" I cried and cried for hours and without telling anything to anyone...I left the country to see my manik safe... !!!!!!
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Sakshi