PART-5 EMOTIONS LOCKED...!!
Love...!! Listening this word a different feeling comes in everyone's heart... as if thumping at a faster rate... by just a mere word... but what if the one whom u love to moon and back... just decides to back off... then this same word brings a feeling of disgust in u... u start hating urself for believing in it...!!
Flashback-
The two weeks were so dreadful for all of them... as all of them were just praying for her to come back... to her senses... they were scared what if something happens to her...
In these two weeks... a lot had happened...
Alya and dhruv got close to each other once again... as it is said difficult times bring your true relations back to u... so happened with them also...
There Mukti could feel nandini's pain... as once she also had gone through the same... as abhi also left her just like that... so she made her mind that she will not let nandini face this all alone... and decided to help her to get out of all this...
Aryaman had to go due to some emergency in new York so he left... with a promise to come back...
Navya also got to know everything and was also discharged from the hospital... she couldn't stay back at hospital as she was now a mother... and had her responsibilities... she spent her time with her baby... as now only few days were left of hers to be with her baby... as she had found one family who can take care of him well... and so for his future she decided to keep him away from her... she was just waiting for Nandini to open her eyes and see the baby once...!! And there in her family everyone was waiting for her to just open her eyes once... they prayed day and night... so that she opens her eyes fast ... and chachi also informed amms about nandini's condition ... to which amms just cried ... and decided to come to Mumbai... she came the on the fourth day of nandini being unconscious... and seeing her ... like that amms heart broke... and she felt like she was not able to take care of her grandchild who was her responsibility after her son's and daughter- in -law's death... and decided to take nandini with her once she is all well... ( but she didn't knew that now she will never be all well... as she had lost herself now... and now manik was not there to bring her back.. from her lost zone...) she just wished for her well being...
And it happened... yes she woke up from her sleep of 2 long weeks... as it is said that one touch of assurance by ur parents can do anything... and for nandini amms was her everything... after her parents death... amms was more than her parents to her now... and as amms kept her hand on her head all crying and begging her too wake up... something pricked her heart even in her sleep which she thought she will never wake from... and her sleep broke... but only with one name on her lips... that was Manik...!!
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Amms was there and she knew everything now as chachi told her everything... she was very furious on manik for doing this to her daughter... but when she saw her opening her eyes... she became happy... but when nandini said his name... she felt pity for her ... as of now also she is just taking his name...
But little did she knew this would be last time she heard her speaking...
Teri khata hai mere jiya
Teri khata hai mere jiya
Unnpe bharosa kyu tune kiya...
YES...!! she did not say a word extra after his name... she did not even cried... she was just numb as she knew now her life has no reason ... she is just breathing... she saw everyone coming to her one by one... but neither did she say anything nor she reacted to any body's presence around her... because the one face she wanted to see was still not there...
Sab jhoothe jhoothe waade thhe unke
Chal peechhe peechhe aaya tu jinke
Woh piya aaye na
Woh Piya aaye na
Piya aaye na woh piya aaye na
It was not that she loved her amms , Rishabh , chachi or her Chacha less.. but right now she just wanted to see him... and talk to him... cry her heart out in front of him... but since he didn't came up... so she also kept all her emotions inside her and locked them for the day when she will meet him... but now those emotions were totally different because all they had was sorrow, hatred... hatred for word 'trust' ... hatred for word 'love' and pain in her heart... love brings happiness in everyone's life but for her love brought hatred...!!!!
Ab sabhi unn khwaabon ki tu dagar chhod de
Ab sabhi unn khwaabon ko tu khud hi tod de
Woh piya aaye na
Woh Piya aaye na
Piya aaye na woh.. piya aaye na
Seeing her like this ...amms couldn't control herself ... she just left from there... followed by Chacha chachi and Rishabh...
Then her friends came to her tried to talk to her... but what they got was an all blank nandini... void of any expression blankly staring the sealing... she didn't even spare a look to anyone ...
Teri khata hai mere jiya
Teri khata hai mere jiya
All of them felt guilty... as somewhere they were responsible for all this... as because of them manik left her... but they decided they will not leave her side... it was their friendship for her... their guilt... or their concern... whatever u say... but they decided to be by her side...
Har khata ki hoti hai koi na koi sazaa
Gham likhe ho kismat mein to ban hi jaati wajah
Ab sabhi gham ashqon mein simat se gaye
Ab sabhi aansu palkon se lipat se gaye
Woh piya aaye na
Woh.. Piya aaye na
Piya aaye na woh... piya aaye na
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15 Days passed ...
Now she was discharged... and brought home... but in these days she didn't said a word... and all were helpless as she was not responding to anything... whether it was cabir's silly joke... Alya's console... Mukti's outrages on her for not saying anything... or to Navya's pleadings...
She had locked herself in a world where no one was allowed... no one means no one...!!
Sach laga tha jo bewajah
Humko woh bharam ho gaya hai
Bhor aane thhe jis fasaane mein
Woh khatam ho gaya
Bhoole hum bhoole woh
Kaise sabse kahein baat yeh
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But as it is said every lock has a key... now that key was that little angel who still didn't met her...
As navya didn't brought him seeing her condition... nandini reacted with the touch of the little angel... when his soft hands touch her cold ones... she caressed his cheeks... but still didn't said anything just heard what navya said...NANDU... LOOK HE IS MY CHILD... I WAS WAITING FOR U TO ONCE SEE HIM... AS IN FEW DAYS HIS FAMILY IS COMING TO TAKE HIM... WITH THEM... AND HE'LL BE GONE... (listening these words... again HE came in her mind... which was till now numb without any thoughts... and she again broke just with his mere thought but she didn't let it out... as of now she had locked herself... in a no man's land where only she was there... )
Navya noticed the pain on her face... but she was happy as after so long she had expressions on her face... though of pain but still ... she reacted... atleast...
Ab chalo hum dheere dheere bihal se gaye
Ab chalo hum jaise bhi ho sambhal se gaye
Woh piya aaye na
Woh.. piya aaye na (woh piya aaye na)
Piya aaye na...
From now she decided... she will live... she will not let him affect her life... but if to live just means to breathe ... then she was alive... if to live meant just eat and walk... then she was alive...
Time was flying at a high speed... but she did not speak...she ate barely enough to keep her alive... all of them tried to talk to her... but all went in vein... then by now navya also had gave her baby... to the family... nandini didnt even reacted to that... then ...Mukti decided to take her to doctor... as now it's been more than one month that she spoke anything...
At the hospital...
Doctor checked her... and told her to wait outside... she just walked and kept walking... and came out of the hospital...all alone...
Teri khata hai mere jiya
Teri khata hai mere jiya
Unnpe bharosa kyun tune kiya
Meanwhile in hospital... Mukti thought she must be waiting outside the doctor's cabin so she talked to the doctor...
Mukti: doctor what has happened to her... why is she not talking...
Doctor: See I already told u she going from some kind of trauma... and now it's leading her towards DEPRESSION.
Her brain is not registering her surroundings...
Mukti: ( shocked) what...??? There must be any solution to it... she is not reacting to anything... atleast some cure...
Doctor: yes there is... ANTI DEPRESSION PILLS... we can start up with mild doses... if it works... then may be she starts talking... because she needs to calm herself down... and now seeing her this is the only solution...
(Mukti was out of words... after listening to doctor's words... as the jolly and all time happy nandini now needs pills for reacting also...)
Mukti: doctor they won't harm her right...?? Because I have heard that people become addicted to these pills wen the consume it once...
( she told a lie... as she has been through this phase already... and she knows how none gets addicted to it...)
Doctor: No there is no harm... in it till they are taken in limited quantity... but if exceeded... she can be addicted to them... so I suggest don't tell her that u are giving her this... just mix it in her food... or her juices... and then come with her after 2 weeks... for her check up... then we will decide whether we have to increase her dose or not...
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With this Mukti came out of doctors cabin with those pills... and kept it in her pocket... but was now shocked to see has nandini was not there...
She was now really worried as already she was under depression and moreover was all alone... she called cabir then and there... and all of them reached... there and started searching for her... and left in different cars... in her search...
PRESENT-
( now Mukti was now in tears remembering those days again... and manik was all numb thinking of her condition...)
Mukti: manik this was her condition... she didn't spoke a word for about 3 months... she did not let her pain out ... she kept it to herself... she locked herself to that extent that her eyes also stopped speaking... we were clueless... what was going in her mind...
Cabir: and even her family was not able to get her out of it... she needed u and only u... but u never came... and then that day we found her...
Before cabir could continue they heard a whisper... I am telling u naa... give me that packet... give me... I want it... giveee...
And all four of them turned there faces to that direction... and found nandini getting concious... and seeing her waking up...
within no time Mukti just dragged manik out of the room...
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Hola...!!! So shocked...??? anti depression pills...??? And where did she go...??? How she started speaking...??? And not to forget... NANDINI WOKE UP... now what ...??? And what is she asking for...??? Will she ever be able to open up...??? Or will keep herself locked in that dark world only...???
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Edited by AMAAYA - 9 years ago
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