PROMO!
NANDINI'S P.O.V
I banged myself on my bed and threw my shoes and socks to one corner around my room, to which? I don't know! Anyways, I got my body stiffened up and far from the clumsiness which automatically had to come to me at this hour of the night and made me way to my foot wears and placed them at the right place! Hello! I already told you I am an organised girl!
Now back to Manik, no, never back to him in my thoughts at least! I tried to cuddle the bedsheet creases which were totally un-cuddle-able, but I still acted like a beast with no common sense. I threw my hands and legs to those small creases to which my legs would never compromise upon and to which my hands would never clutch upon. Only if I had brought a extra pillow with me to my bed. I threw up my hands in exasperation. And again what came the last into my mind-ways was again Manik.
Okahe fine, let's talk about him itself! And now, he is a shit piece of guy whom I won't care about from now because I don't need him or any guy like him! Got it, my filthy mind! Now please I beg you, stop thinking about him! Leave me to do shit with myself! I don't wanna get hooked up with anyone! I am perfect being with me! Talking to him with so much of sweetness, holding his hand, hugging him was all nothing but a f**king fault of mine which I guess I am gonna regret whole of my life and I am doing this shit regret thing from now! So pardon me and let me fall into a slumber of sleep and please clear away his thoughts!
MANIK'S P.O.V
Three of them excluding Alya gave me a raw smile gesturing me to start and I nodded in gratitude.
"See guys! I don't know where all of this will lead to but I just wanna do this today! I wanna say to Alya, to all of you, that I never loved her! I never did! Just because I cared so much to keep Fab5 together I had to say yes to the proposal! I so much of wanted to say no' to her, but I couldn't! I remember caring about her much freely when we hadn't been in the image of a couple. I remember loving her as a friend more than ever when she didn't act as my girlfriend! All I wanted to say is, she is one of the best friends I have got and when I image her to be my girlfriend, I just can't even admire her a friend! So for this pure friendship of ours I just want to end this polluted relation which can't be as bliss as friendship. And, I am sorry Alya! But, I really can't give you false hopes!"
I hoped for them to scream at me and pounce over me for saying something like that! I noticed Alya whose face had turned into a rotten apple by now. Her face held the endless anger which I feared to the death!
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I have an English test tomorrow! So I better leave! Bang! I will give the update tomorrow! For sure! Bye guys! TC!
Edited by horizontwilight - 9 years ago