Saans mein teri saans mili toh,mujhe saans aayi...
These lines for today's epi also..because really, what else was it but another homecoming.
After two terrifying days of her not feeling his gaze on her all the time; of him not being around her or touching her in some way; she finally touched him, she finally breathed in the one scent that brings her home, always. Her pillar of strength is he, he who has spent these days of semi-consciousness calling out for her, afraid of losing himself to this darkness that surrounds him everytime.
It felt like he has been in this bad dream: his worst nightmare where he is in darkness, and he can't find nandini again.
Ever since she lit that fire and brought him back the warmth of love he had missed since childhood, this boy, this little boy looks for her hand to hold in the dark...and finally, today, after two whole dark nights and days, his darkness disappeared.
he stopped calling out for her, for there she was.
Struggling to ease his pain somehow, struggling to bring him out of the dark, she called out to him, shook him, so he wakes up and looks into her eyes, so that he looks at her with the love she has been missing for the past 2 days (they were like centuries).
Touching him, seeing him recognize, and then smile at her, like she is the only light he has ever needed, the only comfort he has ever sought, she climbs into bed with him.
Holding one another, they find home.
'koi mujhko yun mila hai,
jaise banjaare ko ghar'
Be it Nandini who was roaming across SPACE, probably her home, and through the hospital in a semi-trance; or manik, who was in a foggy daze where his mind understood nothing but nandini, and called out to the one thing that got through to him: that name which is not only a lucky charm, but a talisman as well...holding her close keeps him alive, helps him breathe, makes his heart beat like it is GOOD to live again.
Phew. okay this is it for now.
this is all in the moment haan? :P