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I was very upset. Because I made posts regarding my fear. I thought in this forum I can express my feelings without any fear. But I proved wrong. All gave me negative comments.Someone made a post on my name regarding my posts. I felt insulted here. I had decided to quit the forum. But someone told me that a true admirer can see both positive and negative things
If all are interested to see positive things, u are trying to find the worst things first, then when you will get positive result, u will start believing in positivity. It will take time but u will get it. So don't quit and face it.
Yes,I am a negative person. Because this track really disturbed me a lot. Yes. it reminded me about a past incident. We were in western India. My father was posted there for few months. So instead of living in a government quarter, for my school my father rented a house. The house was belonged to a retired superintendent of police. We were feeling very secure there. But that was the biggest mistake. There another family was also there. In that family a girl nearly of my age was present. What a lovely and lively girl she was! We became very good friends. We were 15 years old at that time. She had a years little brother. We were so happy there. But the worst was yet to come. The retired police officer was a devil. He had bad eyes on my friend. But my friend was very homely girl. I was only her friend. Her mother was always with her. So that bloody jerk was unable to fulfill his wish. Imagine a 60 year old man with three sons, one daughter and three grand children kept evil intentions on a 15 year old girl. We were calling him as grandpa. But one thing was very disturbing. My mother also noticed this. On occasion of Raksha Bandhan, according to a tradition when my friend gifted him a Rakhi, he kissed my friend on her cheeks. At first my friend felt uneasy, but she ignored it. She thought that it was only due to affection. After that my mother became careful about me and insisted my father to leave the house. She first decided to tell about this fear to my friend mother but then hesitated. Here the mistake was done. One day the entire family of that jerk was out of home , my friend 's mother also went outside due to an emergency. She left my friend and her little brother at our home and gone. My mother told us to study. At that time my father came and told my mum to come with him as he has searched a new house. My
mother was in dilemma to leave us alone. But we told her to go and gave her assurance that we would take care of ourselves. After some time that bloody jerk came and told my friend to come with him to give a key of upstairs as he has lost it. My friend went with him. Then when she was searching for keys, that bustard tried to fulfill his intentions. I can't tell it. My friend was shocked, devastated and not even in a condition to speak and hear anything. But somehow she gathered courage and pushed him and ran away. That bloody saw that a 20year old boy is coming towards my home and got frightened. He was my cousin brother. When I saw my friend in that devastated condition, I was shocked. When she saw my cousin, she started shouting to leave him. Then she got fainted and started fevering. We both were unable to understand anything. I called my mother and told her everything. She understood the whole scenario and rushed to home. Then my parents called her parents. After sometimes we knew about whole incident. My father suggested to lodge a police complain. But her parents refused to do it. Because they were local people and they had fear of society. They left home immediately with my sick friend. My father dropped me to my cousin home. Then when the owner family came, my parents told them everything. They were ashamed and we all came to know that due to such nature of their father, their mother committed suicide.
I was crying seeing condition of my friend. I lost all my positivity and my friend lost the trust on humanity. She decided not to believe any man further.
I always try to keep myself happy. But I always see negative things only. I am unable to forget this thing. When I saw this pandit drama, I lost my all cool. So I spoke out only negative things.
I always want punishment for that jerk but I know this is not possible. I hate this helplessness. Somedays before I came to know that that jerk is dead now. But this is not enough.
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
