You're Not Alone...Someone's Out There - Page 3

Originally posted by: charminggenie

Rida - I have always maintained it from day 1, nobody loves Manik more than you, i think Flamey will agree with me here. You love him, adore him, care and berate him. You will fight for him and fight against him . You would talk about his love and his need. This boy is an ode to your fan gushing.

I don't have words, you have captured his entire existence here, this is Manik, this is why we love this flawed, almost poetic Gadha .

Today when he saw it all shattering around, the illusions, his world he has built by sacificing his very needs. He was hurt, pained, angry and he couldn't grieve because he has to be the invincible one. And there she was , his love, begging, scodling and pushing him to feel, say what he has been struggling to internalize . She told him that she is there because he needs her. It will always be his call , his acceptance though. So he did, became selfish today , asked her to be there, watch him crumble, hold him in her arms because he needs her. Or else he will not survive , he won't be able to live.

There is not Monster Manik or the facade, he has embraced his need for love for himself.

In awe of every single world here, I am so humbled by these emotions. Genie Ma is going to cry and grab you for a hug coz , words fail me🤗

Originally posted by: geet.a

You made me cry Rida..not because of so much beauty in your poetic expression; but because what you wrote was so true also. So much pain. In this. BOY. I keep calling him that because he was exactly that; a lost, vulnerable 19 year old boy who had no parental love, no friends who would protect his heart, no girlfriend who would fight his battles when he got too tired to do so..

Alone. He always walked with 4 others...and yet, he was always alone, aloof. Lonely.

And then, she came.

and he couldn't leave her alone.

'stay away from me'

'why do u come after me?'

'jab bhi main tumhare paas aata hoon, u, u push me away'

He didn't want to be alone anymore..

Today. He lost them all. Not because of something he did. but because of something he'd always done: protected them- from the pain that he used to feel, the loneliness, the anger and the suffering. He almost gave them their protected childhood back by taking on all of their battles. Especially his. Dhruv.

His buddy, his brother, more than brother.

'ehsaan'

If Dhruv had punched him multiple times, it would not have hurt as much.

'ehsaan'

How? How could he?

Manik was rendered silent. As words fell on his ears..he heard them all, but he did not get them. How could he? This was not his world. This was not going to happen to him again.

he had made sure of it. He loved Dhruv. He cared for Dhruv and thought Dhruv did too.

'ehsaan'

And they walked away. One by one. They left him.

Even Cabir.

She saw him through the glass..she stood there.

She felt his pain. She knew what it meant.

She saw the boy whose mother locked him in the room and who was afraid of darkness, who hated the dark.His demons could touch him then...and today, it had happened...

The slightest push would have made him fall.

In a nervous adrenalin rush, barely in control, he told her to leave. he knew he was capable of hurting her. he did not want her to see it. not till he had his emotions in check.

Emotions in check in a place that echoed with memories...

'yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hai'

He saw the ugly face of his friendships today.

'Ehsaan'

He couldn't slay his demons alone. he couldn't push them away tonight.

'I need you'

As if asking her to come hold him, so he can cry. just so he can be. he was tired of the masks..if everyone had taken off theirs in front of him; he could too in front of her..the burden was getting too much..

that little boy was forced to grow up in a span of a few minutes. And so harshly.

Nothing made sense. But she was there.

She did. She was there, like she's always been.

Waiting for him.

To absorb his pain, to wipe his tears and mop his nose after he's done.

TO HOLD him and let herself be wracked by the shock and the pain that ran through his body and his soul.

She will make it okay. She will always make it okay, because she will shine for him. Tonight, she will protect him from all the demons.

Writers, Director, Parth and Niti- They blew me away

I BOW DOWN TO THESE WRITERS. They are ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

PARTH SAMTHAAN was PHENOMENAL.👏 Tomorrow I know I will cry more.

NITI: perfectly complemented..with her quiet acceptance of all the pain and anger that Manik felt. And I know she'll be all sorts of awesome tomorrow also..

GOD BLESS PaNi FOR GIVING US MaNan!!

Originally posted by: moonstonespirit

This post is an ode to Manik. Not the Handsome lead singer, member of fab5 who stands tall and protects them all the adversary...

But just Manik.

thankyou <33 and that Manik, just Manik, breaks my heart into millions of pieces.

The lonely, broken child who craves for love, for warmth, for understanding, most of all for companionship.

I was reminded of the drunk scene... He spoke of 3 things in his state of drunken ignorance- his mother, his friends and her. The three different tangents of his life that now colliding with one another, breaking down his carefully constructed boundaries. And cracks were taking their toll. The accusation by his best buddy was a nail on the coffin.

Everybody's reminding me of such brilliant episodes and scenes, really, the parallels of this show are so amazing. Sometimes when there's nothing to live for, nothing to have hope in, you latch onto the first sight of good that gives you reason to exist. Dhruv was Manik's reason. Years and years of that reason for which Manik existed came crashing down in one moment and even that didn't hurt like that. What hurt was, everyone of them, one by one, just leaving. tu sambhaal lega na apne aap ko? How much more before a person completely shatters? JUST HOW MUCH MORE?

He was lost...What should he do? pull on the mask and turn into a monster?

Or should he numb his pain and continue to protect his friends like always did?

But can his pain be numbed? As he said it was Dhruv... His brother, his savior, his anchor. The only person who had known him as Manik.

The only person whom with whom he was Manik, not the Monster.

He never had the right to be mortal or weak and hurt and bleed and cry and yearn and need. He was Manik the invincible. Manik the protector, Manik the shield, Manik the leader, Manik the unbreakable. HE WAS SUPPOSED TO ALWAYS PICK HIMSELF UP AND BE THEIR WALL. Khud kaise tootsakta tha phir woh? kisine HAQ DIYA HI NAHI! And whatever right he thought he had, snatched in a blink and stamped with disgust and guilt and ehsaan.

The hurt he had inflicted on dhruv unknowingly shocked him... it made him question himself...

Was he so focused on protecting them that he didnt see their suffocation? The shock, the disbelief, the anger, the hurt... He didnt want to face those feeling. He wanted to run back to the darkness.

He was baffled and shocked and broken. Tu meri zindagi tha Dhruv! MY BUDDY. MY BHAI! Tune ek baar bhi nahi socha? mujhse itni nafrat kabse karne laga? Dhruv, you were my everything!! How do I survive this now?

But then she came. She pulled him out of his darkness, pushed up the wall and demanded him to feel it. To face the hurt, the anger, the pain.

He asks her leave... but when she does he goes back to her. Because with her he can be Manik. Just Manik. Her Manik.

Because she's his only home and family and life! Sab kuch hai uska. She doesn't see him as Manik Malhotra the superstar, shining man, protector leader. NO NEVER THAT. She sees him as Manik. JUST MANIK. She sees him for who he is and she always gives him what he needs! CHILLAAO MANIK. SCREAM. BOLLO! TAKE IT OUT! DON'T KEEP IT INSIDE. YOU'RE MORTAL! YOU'VE THE RIGHT TO BE HURT. DON'T KEEP IT HIDDEN! BENCH TORO, BUT DON'T HIDE! And she'll accept him for who he is, she's his only light. without her, he would've died. I need you! one confession that brought forward years and years of unraveling!

Loved the episode!!! Parth nailed it!!!

Rida, Thank you for making such a wonderful post!!

The CVs must consider your demand and cure the case of blue balls atleast for the sake of this wonderful post!!

🤗 Love you for making such a wonderful post!!!!


PARTH TRULY NAILED IT! I'm so so in awe of Parth aaj, i can't praise him enough! WOW WOW WOW THAT'S ALL I WAS THINKING. PARTH SAMTHAAN TAKE A BOW MAN! WOAAH!
HAHAHA MY PRECIOUS BLUE BALLS <33 lol. Thankyou for such a wonderful reply and such kind words.😳🤗

Originally posted by: mamathasridhar

Fantabulous Rida... Every word makes sense.. It's not long... And as long as Nandini is there Manik is not alone 🤗 ...

Originally posted by: gauriangel

Freakingly beautiful Rida..

I had lump in my throat reading this...

I have read words do magic.. experienced it today...

I mean how can you get Manik so damn well???

Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...

Geet you put it so so beautifully ke i don't even know how to reply. LIKE SUCH BEAUTIFUL WORDS AND THOUHTS I CAN'T EVEN. I just feel so overwhelmed and i can't even think what he went through all his life when Nandini wasn't there.
uski poori zindagi ko ehsaan banake akela chorke chalegaye! how do i even?
ALL OF THIS TIME.
WORSE THAN WORSE
HE BORE IT ALL.
HE SHED TEARS.
BUT NEVER BROKE DOWN LIKE THIS
NEVER!
He's completely broken down, completely.
and those quotes you put ^^^ SO PERFECT!!! I CANT EVEN.
LET ME GUSH ON YOUR WORDS ONLY!!

all of it, sab kuch, his whole life, burdened beneath, crumbled beneath one word 'ehsaan' nahi chahiye tera ehsaan. Manik can have you.
NOT CABIR.
NOT ALIYA
NOT MUKTI
IT WAS DHRUV. IT KILLED ME SO MUCH!
and he was left to pick up the pieces, mend himself, and comeback the next day like it meant nothing like nothing was wrong.
BUT SHE WAS THERE! SHE SAW IT AND TOLD HIM TO SHOUT IF HE WANTS. AAJ DIL KHOLDO MANIK! AB NAHI! NOMORE. DON'T EVER HIDE IT ANYMORE! SHOUT AND SCREAM BUT NEVER AGAIN LET IT BE INSIDE.
NO MORE.

I NEED YOU

Unraveling completely.

Originally posted by: charminggenie

Rida - I have always maintained it from day 1, nobody loves Manik more than you, i think Flamey will agree with me here. You love him, adore him, care and berate him. You will fight for him and fight against him . You would talk about his love and his need. This boy is an ode to your fan gushing.

I don't have words, you have captured his entire existence here, this is Manik, this is why we love this flawed, almost poetic Gadha .

Today when he saw it all shattering around, the illusions, his world he has built by sacificing his very needs. He was hurt, pained, angry and he couldn't grieve because he has to be the invincible one. And there she was , his love, begging, scodling and pushing him to feel, say what he has been struggling to internalize . She told him that she is there because he needs her. It will always be his call , his acceptance though. So he did, became selfish today , asked her to be there, watch him crumble, hold him in her arms because he needs her. Or else he will not survive , he won't be able to live.

There is not Monster Manik or the facade, he has embraced his need for love for himself.

In awe of every single world here, I am so humbled by these emotions. Genie Ma is going to cry and grab you for a hug coz , words fail me🤗

Originally posted by: Flame.Of.Rose

RES

UNRES.

Okay, apologies for the incoherent mess that I will jot down. I am not in my senses anymore. First the episode, then Parth and Niti with their brilliant portrayal and now YOU will be my death, the reason behind my insanity.

you never jot down incoherent mess. You make me embarrassed about my own mess with such poignant words.🤣 And Ikr? parth and niti nailed it! Can't ever praise them enough.

Like Genie Maa said, no one loves Manik more than you. You alone are enough to do what MPS can't - living Manik. Right up there you said the absolute, you have stopped considering Manik Malhotra as mere fictional character. He is all real for you, a living person who makes appearance in your life just when you want him, a person who gives you a motive, a purpose, a subject to focus upon. It was mere distraction from your own mess initially but not anymore. Now its a part of you.


I really don't know how to reply to that ^^ so I'll say we all love him in our own way, and see him in our own way and that's beautiful for how unique it is and the different shades we all bring to the table, one the other won't have thought, and just so so beautiful in its way of portrayal. I LOVE OUR BOY SO SO MUCH! HE JUST SHINES OUT FOR US AND MAKES US SO SO PROUD AND HURT ALTOGETHER :')) Takes my dil and makes it hurt so much. How are we supposed to recover from that? <333 I told you right? i started watching KY2 cos I WAS LIKE MUNDA BARA INTRIGUING HAI LMAAO. And cos he was evil. I love evil and then I never expected it to turn out like this but he won my heart the day everybody was hating on him. Musicana night. That night he won my loyalty against all odds and I loved him and saw him for who he was. And then he became larger than life. sighs. yeh fictional characters bhi na!!!🤣

You know Rida, that I was first doing the post on MaNan scene, on I need you, but then I saw the title of your post and I backed off because you, my girl, are invincible in battle of words, especially when it comes to Manik. No matter how hard I try, competing you is never a question. And I think I made a wise choice because no can can do this scene more beautiful than you.

FIRST OF ALL I HATE YOU FOR SAYING THIS ^^ DUDE YOUR WORDS AND DEPTH MAKES ME WANT TO FALL IDHAR UDHAR AND PATA NAHI KAHAAN KAHAAN🤣🤣 im definitely not invincible, don't pull a fab4 on me🤣 i need you!🤣 YOUR WORDS ARE SOMETHING ELSE I CAN'T EVEN!! That maturity and depth and beauty and discipline, woaah <33 so dont ever say a word :@ no you didn't make a wise choice *kicks your ass*

I won't even go there and comment on your writing Rida or judge this post because I can't. I truly can't. Maybe I can, only if its not Manik, the one person you'd give anything to make people see him the way you do. All I can do is give you 🤗 for being who you are ❤️

AWW BUDHHEE. I CAN'T EVEN, LIKE IDEK WHAT TO SAY. Your words and opinions mean so much to me and you know it and these words are so mine to cherish and I JUST CAN'T, SPEECHLESS AND OVERWHELMED WITH GRATITUDE OKAY? OUR BOY MADE US SO PROUD AAJ I CANT :')) <333 JUST CANT <3
Thankyou so much okay! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH AND THESE WORDS YOU BE MY BUDHHEE FOR LYF <33 The other half to my MPS DIL <3

Stay assured, I won't ever pull a Fab5 on you.

Nandini promise ❤️

Ohh, and I LOVES YOU, KAy?

SO DO I <333

Originally posted by: mydiva

In Manik's style ..." How? ..Kaise kar leti ho? ...how do u manage to do this all the time? ...understanding and expressing the darkest emotions in the deepest corners of Manik's heart ...that too sooo beautifully ..

i can feel my eye stinging with unshed tears coz the words just pierced right thru my heart...!

you know what...when i opened this post ...i didnt know who wrote it...but after reading the first few lines...only one name came to my mind "RIDA" ...remembering the previous post u wrote on Manik...and his hurt soul...after Valentines wala epi!.


aap itni sweet kaise hain? kaiseee?😳 how do you manage to be so kind to me always?😆 I'm so glad and humbled and joyed that you think so and think me capable of such and such and the fact that i could overwhelm you with my words cos main patanahi kya likhrahi thi😆 AND EEE YAYYY YOU REMEMBERED ME HAHA!! Thankyou so much yaar!

but ya...i agree...my heart reallly went out to Manik today..and PArth just made Manik come more alive then ever...the look in his eyes...hurt...helpless...bruised...pained...lonely...disillusioned... i could actually feel his heart cringing in pain! OMG...just awesome ... NO ONE cud do more justice MANIK than PARTH...like seriously!

In fact ..if at all ANYONE has any doubts on PARTH's acting skills they ought to see today's epi ..and im 100% sure...Parth will gain another loyal fan for life!

THIS ^^ Manik just crushed my heart and sliced it and tore it into pieces with his silent tears, his rage, his bafflement, and the lost need, the crashing burden, the need to breathe, the need to stand but the inability to do so, the need to howl and scream and bellow and blare and blast but so unable to do so, just left alone, akela, so so lonely and then finally breaking down and crumbling to the floor. WOW. PARTH REALLY DID NAIL IT MAN! AND WHAT BRILLIANCE INDEED. HE'S SO SO GOOD,HE WAS JUST BRILLIANT IN THIS SCENE <33 so flawless and impactful. i can gush forever!

But seriously...thank you for this beautiful post RIDA...totallly loved it!

-Mini

Thankyou for such kind and amazing words Mini <33 so much.
😳