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Dear all,
thank you for the warm welcome yesterdayđł
The episode today blew my mind. Besides SRK and RK, no one has actually made me cry with a scene, and today Parth did (not saying Niti wasn't absolutely amazing too) but it was his expressions that tugged at my heart more.
Anyway, needless to say I absolutely loved the episode today: all the scenes were GOOD.
And there was magic, in two scenes:
1. Cabir. He is one of the most wonderfully rich and amazing characters I have seen on this show. SO amazing..I respect him today for what he did. His no-nonsense approachđ His refusal to give up on Manik-Nandini, his refusal to say goodbyeđł
2. Sunsets and Wounds
The blood-shot sky and a heartbroken couple, so much in love that for a brief spell, they stood with each other, united in pain.
It was so beautiful, so poignant and so special. Their breaks are somethings to be treasured..It's where they sacrifice everything of themselves just to give in to that which connects them together.
It's so strange, Manik says Nandini let him down, and yet, here he was:sharing his vulnerability with her again; there he was, defending her to Alia, protecting her from Nyonika, pulling her to himself again. Why?
Because the pain of letting her go is like tearing away his heart from his chest, and his soul from his body. That broken boy has begun his transition from a boy to a man, a more mature individual because pain inevitably makes us grow.
I do not have words to describe all that that scene made me feel, and quite honestly, at this point, I do not even wish to look into the logistics of the track or the way their relationship should or ought to proceed, simply because they have something that will always lead them to one another.
I do not think that is only because Nandini is Manik's star; nor that Manik is Nandini's strength.
It is because their light, their shining star is love, a bond between them that I know now will not be broken.
It is that light that shows them the way, time and again: to one another; it is that that makes them desperately angry, or insanely sad, or madly passionate in relation to each other. And to see these moments: I'll take the pain; if these separations and misunderstandings will make that light brighter, then bring it on baby!
Will they make mistakes? Yes. Will they misunderstand and hurt each other? Yes. Will they be all sacrificing for each other and inevitably lack communication that they so sorely need sometimes that one wants to smack their heads together, yes?
But when they are lost in the darkness alone, they will find each other and then, they can at least be lost togetherđ
So, yes, they are each others' epicentres, and that tiny gesture of Nandini's when she just puts her head on the back of his shoulder, that shook him. He couldn't even bring himself to hug her, because if he did, he knew he'd never let go.
And when she left, he couldn't bear the thought of letting her go.
Let me be hurt in silence, let me break into pieces with every tear she sheds because of me,
but let her do it in front of me, let her break me by being around me.
Please stop me before I break. Every step I take away from you, I push us away, and I can't push us away, but I cannot do this on my own. Once. Just once. Call to me. Please stop me before I get lost in the world again and break ours forever.
This wasn't how forevers are meant to be; this wasn't our forever. We just found each other: we can't let go and battle a long lonely never-ending night again. Let us go then, our separate ways, and we will meet again, when it is right. For meet, we will. And fall, we will. This time, I will hold you tight, till your defences crumble. This time, I will see my man behind the monster and the child.
We will fight again, we will argue, and we will love each other. But for now,
chalo ek baar phir se ajnabee ban jaayein hum dono
na main tumse koi umeed rakhu dilnawazi ki
Woh afsana jise anjam tak lana na ho mumkin
Use ek khoobsurat modh dekar chhodna achcha
Use ek khoobsurat modh dekar chhodna achcha
The beauty of the scene was its simplicity and the play with light and shadows. the fact that there is that light right in front of him and yet he's chosen to shield himself, by hiding in cool shadowsđ
I hope we see some amazing scenes this week, I really hope so..
I miss them, and today reminded me why I was missing them so muchđ
Okay, zyada ho gaya na?
Sorryđ
Love
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