amazing post..loved the way you depicted the raging battle Manik's mind and heart are fighting..and i am telling you..the heart already knows it...it's gonna win ! it's only day 1 but the heart wants what it wants : his shining star !
the heart thou filled with hurt right now still beats only for the light that brighhened the once dark heart...
And you were correct to say monster manik can never come back..i believe monster manik was a facade to begin with..to conceal the hurt Manik has suffered all his life..and Monster manik was shield for his heart so no one can hurt him..that monster is gone and will never come back..
Manik wants to hurt her..he tries but hates himself for it..and punishes himself ( he punched the glass because he was mad at himself...his heart cried out when nandini angrily pulled herself away...
i feel like Manik gives Nandini a chance again and again to find her lost fighting spirit..he knows she has it in her to fight him..to fight Nyo but the girl is so defeated..consumed by her guilt...i want her to fight for Manik like he fought for her with her
my thoughts are all over the place but oh well :P
keep posting :)
-Reya <3