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Posted: 10 years ago
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Its just too much to bear!! And they both are hurtling towards a breaking point!!
Manik feels the overwhelming addiction of ...Nandini. He needs her, by his side, every minute of his waking day. He just can't get enough of her, which is understandable as the guy has never had a glimpse of love in his life. Manik breathes Nandini, eats, sips, dreams, survives on Nandini. His need overwhelms all other emotions. His craving for her overshadows all other relations, be it personal or professional. Ironic, the man who left her for his friend, is the one who is now placing her above every relationship in his life...how love changes everything!! Nandini is so uncontrollably bright in his life that she overshadows everything else. She has eclipsed every facet of his life, leaving everything else immaterial. A tad too much, his obsession with Nandini??...yes!! And that is precisely what Cabir is subtly trying to point out, afraid that Manik will end up paying a very heavy price for his crazed obsession with Nandini, be it his precious Fab 5 or be it his future in music. But who is listening?? Manik's love is overwhelming to the extreme, as he is a man ruled by his passions. He has always done things to an extreme, be it friendship, loyalty, music, hate..all emotions are lived by this man. And now its...love. Without timely control, this is going to end up exploding in his face...as they say excess of everything is bad!!
The gist lies in Nandini's one simple question...you have made music all your life without me. Yes, he did but then he found you, his heart song, his soul's rhythm, the reason for his parched existence, the answer to his prayers...and now he is simply incomplete and dysfunctional without you. He doesn't know how to compose without you, as you are his composure. He can't sing without you, as you are his voice. Manik cannot make music without her cause Nandini is his melody.
Manik is being pulled in different directions...Fab 5's extreme hopes and needs attached to this album, Khurana's pressure tactics, Soha's obsessed arm twisting and above all..Nandini and everything connected with her. Back breaking...
And Nandini is dealing with her own set of demons. A girl who will always be in the eye of the storm, for her tendency to do the right thing, and say aloud the truth as it is, without mincing words. She is overwhelmed by her new relationship status. On one hand she is running scared, totally in the dark about how to handle the monster named Manik. He follows no rules, he obeys no tenants, he does what his heart says...and all his heart says is ...Nandini. He is like a virtual tsunami of passions, nothing can stand in his wake. And she has gradually realized that all her efforts to curb and control this guy are futile. She just cannot handle him or her overwhelming emotions when it comes to him. She is equally obsessed with this guy. Nandini loves him with no less fervor. Manik is the center of her universe, and there is no doubt about it. He is her rising sun and her setting moon. He is her mood of the moment, his smile brings a smile on her face, his frown, puts gloom all over. He is her quiet confidence, her will to fight, her secret weapon, her conscience and her shadow in every battle. And for a simple girl of 17, such emotions can be so overwhelming, so scary!! She feels helpless in the eye of such strong emotions, totally overpowered by the sheer force of such unfelt emotions. Nandini feels utterly out of her league...everything feels alien, simply too uncontrollable and frightening. She wants to run away from him, or get even closer to him. She wants him to stop and yet never wants him to stop. Nandini wants to hide from him, yet wants him to seek her out every second of the day. She wants him to be controlled, yet loses her equilibrium around him. She loves it when he showers her with attention and yet the very same attentiveness scares her to death. She wants him to be the guy who swept her off her feet and yet when he tries to do that, she stubbornly puts her feet more firmly down. She is totally confused, her insides chaotic and that is reflected in the mixed signals she is always giving Manik. She is too sacred to hold on tight and neither can she let go of him. She wants him as much as he wants her, yet the consequences of this very same wanting are so suffocatingly frightening!! She finds it difficult to cope with such smothering love and consequently is making life difficult for Manik too.
They are both totally out of depth here in the face of such strong passions and emotions. Love can be both a curse and a blessing, your biggest strength and your worst weakness. Whatever it is, it's never easy. And Manik and Nandini are discovering that fact with every passing minute of their conflicting days. The duo are trying to face the world on one hand and trying to make sense of their uncontrollable feelings on the other. Their love, literally pushing them towards a precipice, an abyss, a place of no return...it might be the darkest place in hell or the sweetest spot in heaven...only time will tell!!
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arathim thumbnail
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Evey...I was just writing a Post about the Crushing Overwhelming Need that Manik Feels for Nandhu's Presence ,for her Love ...it comes from his desperate need to be Loved , Taken care of , Protected and Adored...which he didnt get from his Mom...!!!

Just like a Drug Addict...Nandhu is his very own brand of Cocaine...in the words of our very own Edward Cullen...!!!!

You have as usual written far better than me...!!!

I LOVE YOUR POSTS...PLEASE DO ONE POST AT A MIN A DAY !!!!!

LOVE YOU EVEY...!!!

Evey...I was just writing a Post about the Crushing Overwhelming Need that Manik Feels for Nandhu's Presence ,for her Love ...it comes from his desperate need to be Loved , Taken care of , Protected and Adored...which he didnt get from his Mom...!!!

Just like a Drug Addict...Nandhu is his very own brand of Cocaine...in the words of our very own Edward Cullen...!!!!

You have as usual written far better than me...!!!

I LOVE YOUR POSTS...PLEASE DO ONE POST AT A MIN A DAY !!!!!

LOVE YOU EVEY...!!!

I would always choose

SoulCrushing_HeartWrenching_Passionate_Obsessive_Painful_LOVE ...

over

Comfortable_Cute_Chocolates_Hearts_Roses_LOVE...

thats my CHOICE...seems like Nandhu's too...!!!


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eveline thumbnail
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: arathim

Evey...I was just writing a Post about the Crushing Overwhelming Need that Manik Feels for Nandhu's Presence ,for her Love ...it comes from his desperate need to be Loved , Taken care of , Protected and Adored...which he didnt get from his Mom...!!!

Just like a Drug Addict...Nandhu is his very own brand of Cocaine...in the words of our very own Edward Cullen...!!!!

You have as usual written far better than me...!!!

I LOVE YOUR POSTS...PLEASE DO ONE POST AT A MIN A DAY !!!!!

LOVE YOU EVEY...!!!

something seriously wrong with IF??? Cant post anything...😭...this took ages!!
So true..she is his fix, his daily dose of love, his necessary portion of adoration vitamins, his diet of TLC, his quota of protection..something he so needs and deserves after years of struggling with life on his own..finally he finds some relief in her form.
Nope..i disagree that I have written it better...😆..its just your love for me!! I want to write more today...but IF seems to have had enough of me😉!
And no ...there are no choices in love...isn't this all about it??😆
Edited by eveline - 10 years ago
arathim thumbnail
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: eveline

something seriously wrong with IF??? Cant post anything...😭...this took ages!!

So true..she is his fix, his daily dose of love, his necessary portion of adoration vitamins, his diet of TLC, his quota of protection..something he so needs and deserves after years of struggling with life on his own..finally he finds some relief in her form.
Nope..i disagree that I have written it better...😆..its just your love for me!! I want to write more today...but IF seems to have had enough of me😉!


Ya me too ...sm thing seriously wrong yaar !!!
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Posted: 10 years ago
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"Love can be both a curse and a blessing, your biggest strength and your worst weakness. Whatever it is, it's never easy." - Very true

Yeh ishq nahi Aasan

bas itna samajh lijiye...

Ik Aag ka dariya hai...

aur Doob k jana Hai...

Both Manik and Nandini is having this unknown, unsaid , unnamed pull .

Confused souls can't actually handle their OVERWHELMING EMOTION.

By the way I always look forward for your post it is always amazing.

Keep making such beautiful post .😊😉

Edited by pavi_ - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: pavi_

"Love can be both a curse and a blessing, your biggest strength and your worst weakness. Whatever it is, it's never easy." - Very true

Yeh ishq nahi Aasan

bas itna samajh lijiye...

Ik Aag ka dariya hai...

aur Doob k jana Hai...

Both Manik and Nandini is having this unknown, unsaid , unnamed pull .

Confused souls can't actually handle their OVERWHELMING EMOTION.

By the way I always look forward for your post it is always amazing.

Keep making such beautiful post .😊😉

Gosh...believe me...I was thinking about the same lines, was actually going to quote them but knowing very few would know Ghalib, decided not to complicate it further!!
Such befitting lines for love naa...😳!!
And thanks a lot...hope I don't disappoint you 😊!!
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Posted: 10 years ago
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He is overwhelmed by his need for her and she is overwhelmed by her want of him.

He understands 'want' for he had experienced it. It was always about what he wants. He knew how to get what he wants too. His mother taught him that. He did not understand need though, or should I say, did not recognise it. His ego did not let him accept that he too can need someone... that is till he met Nandu. Nandu made him realise how much he needed her in his life.


His need for her makes him seek her out.


She understands 'need' only too well, especially when it is required of her. She is ever ready to help those who need her, even when they do not ask for it. What she does not understand is 'want', for a simple girl like her did not want much in life. She was quite content with what life gave her...until she met Manik and fell for him head over heels. She now wants him like she has never wanted anything in her life but the emotion is too strong to handle.


Her want of him makes her back out every time they get close.

That is the irony of our Manan.

Lovely post eveline. It is a pleasure to read your verbose posts.
Edited by Opti - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Beautiful post Eve...everytime I read oyour post I fall in love with Manik...Manan...Nandini all over again
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Hey Eveline, lovely post dear 😊
This all consuming love, that sweeping feeling... Has overtaken their lives like a tsunami...
The overwhelming need to seek each other, that void when the other is not around, this chaos called love...

Nanidni's life was one-dimensional, about her brother, his needs. And her reason to come to Mumbai too. But little did she know that all this sanity in her life will be shattered by this monster, who will make her experience such emotions and feelings which she never thought existed within her. Though she may be enjoying this sweet chaos for the moment, but this overpowering love of her man is making her edgy and anxious.

And what do I say about my Monster Manik. Well all of us knew, didn't we that when this boy will fall in love it will be a sight to behold. Yes Extreme is the word. He is feeling complete for the first time in his life, has got a new lease of life and cannot bear to let go of this feeling ever again. Yes the breaking point is near... But hopefully it should be the sweetest spot in heaven, as u put it.


Don't know what more to write as u have penned down everything so eloquently.


" Being in love is such a scary thing. You start to forget about yourself because all you feel is them "
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Both of you write so nicely that we just get mesmerized. Keep writing every day please

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