I was Rage
Burning Lava oozing from the pit of my soul
Never ending storm tearing apart my heart
I was Pain
Notes of despair holding me captive
A wound never healed festering inside
I was Darkness
Tunnel with no end, forever hidden from the world
Nothing to see, nothing to touch, in black I was held
I was Hate
Whenever I could, spread this feeling just fine
Unknown to the loving hand which never held mine
I was Lost
Chaos ruling my mind with no roads forever in sight
Pieces of me lying around, some given freely, some taken with might
I was Guardian
Protecting, caring, keeping the world at bay
Keeping safe the haven for those who had no say
I was Monster
To hell with the others, they did not matter to me
I did not care, hurt them deeply till they cried for me
Then She came
My life was never the same again
Changed me in many ways, had lot to gain
And now I am Calm
She was Rain, for the lava was subdued
She was Breeze, for the storm was subsided
And now I am Peace
She was melody, for the notes of despair were destroyed
She was heeler, for the wounds never flourished
And now I am Light
She was guide, for I could see the tunnel at its end
She was light, for finally different colours I could find
And now I am Love
She was adamant, for she took my hate and laid me bare
She was tenderness, for only she held my hand with care
And now I am Found
She was determined, for chaos were turned, she gave me a direction
She was stubborn, for pieces of me she joined, which were broken
And now I am Ward
She was safe, for I was cared and protected
She was home, for I could hide away from the world
And now I am Manik
She was hurt, for once I could not hurt any more
She was love, for I could not be contained any more