manan ss :it hurts(chapter2:page4)

Prouloge:


...i love her ...she is my firefly..my only star..my life...and i cant tell her this... i cant tell her that whatever i said that night.ahh that cursed night..was all a lie..that my love was,is and will be always there for her...that what i said was for my...godd...and it hurts,...hurts a lot..the thought that i cant tell her anything..i cant bear that hatred in her eyes for me anymore...my heart aches..aches a lot...it needs its medicine..but the thing is that it cant take its medicine..


Taking a deep breath..she flipped the page.



To be continued..


Index:


Prologue:page1(above)
chapter1:page2
note:page4
chapter2:page4

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Thanks a lot everyone for liking this idea...i'll give the 1st chptr toni8...and sorry i am not able to like the posts on page 1...but all of your responses values a lot and i'll try to live upto ur expectations...thanks a tons again:')

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Chapter1:


...continued...


nandini moorthy...my medicine...but i cant tell her to come and heal my wounds...the one who made laugh whole heartedly...the one who made me fall in love...the one who made me realise what love is..is broken now..and i broke her...its not that i wanted to...but i had to..for my buddy...i can go to any extent to protect him or any other fab5 member...and i did that only...i did that hideous crime for 1 of my family member...i broke her...what was i thinking at that time.??


God knows..and now what..??she refused to dhruv..and he too is broken..i had broken the two most important people in my life..and it hurts...on the right side of my chest...it hurts a lot..



There are times when you want someones protective hands around you...when you want a humans physical touch...some comfort and if not this...you just want to curl inside a shell and dont come out..and i too want it...but i cant cause iam monster na...and monsters dont need these things...they only need destruction...and that's what i did..i destroyed her..and faded the charm of my buddy...i am a monster..thats why..i dont have emotions..or i dont see them??...i have to protect and shield my family..my fab5...but...aahh...this but...i am empty from inside...



You know..when i really need to talk to someone..like really...i dont have anyone...though my friends are there..but there are times when you cant open up with your friends even..and then...you are always there for me..my paper firend..though you cant speak...though you cant soothe me...but you are always there for me...you papers are so beautiful companions u know??


Dhruv still have the the hope that nandini will say yes...thanks to alya...i dint told you this right..??cause i thought it was not so serious...but...it has been 2 years..2 years since that cursed night...and dhruv still have hopes...


Tomorrow is our convocation ceremony...and i'll see her for the last time...her innoence..and now her arrogane...i'll miss her...i cant see her now...iam suh a dumbass...what a mess i made..??such a confused and hurt ass i am..



1 year has passed since our last talk...or i should say my ranting...fab5 is a big band now...conerts,albums..!!so goood...isnt it...but still...iam empty...even after leaving india..leaving her...i cant forget her..??how can i??she is my life...dhruv still have contacts with her..and sometimes i give her blank calls just to listen to her voice...my cocoo


back to india...and today...i saw her...she still have that charizma..her eyes...her smile...and she still hates me...and dhruv still have hopes...he wants to take it slow...thanks to alya..ghosshh...now my head..it has also started hurting...okay ttyl...



A drop of tear finally fell from her eye...her exocrine system finally gave up...she closed the diary...she didnt wanted to sit there now..that steel chair was bitting her...those white coats and their assistants...that atmosphere...those people who have hopes from those white coats...she being one of them...but she wanted to run...and she ran out of that atmosphere...


Thats it for today...i hope it made sense...sorry if it was crap..critcism is most welcome:')-arushie

Sorry if it is a crap...i wrote it aise hi...