Originally posted by: InvisibleSmile
Loving him is like asking her to embrace a disaster. He has his own untimely weather patterns, that contained within himself the makings of a raw downpour, and possible a menacing thunderstorm. Thus he's imperfectly flawed, but he makes no mention to hide it from her. He reveals the most tragic and abysmal scars he has to her, wanting her to understand--- he is a 'monster'. He wants her to understand and realize; he isn't the one for her. He wants her to let go of him. To walk away from him. To never see him again. And, she's been trying to do just what he asked of her, trying so hard to let go of him. But, every time she let's go, he hangs onto her much more tightly. In a catastrophic realization she learns that perhaps she could never let go of his hand...unless he let her go first.
And, he would never let go of her, because he was just that selfish. He needed her to survive; she was the anchor that kept him ashore from drowning in his own created calamity.
That is so beautifully put 👏👏👏
MaNan are so deep in this relation that they can't let go of each other not at least when you see the other drowning deep in his own created mess.