Hello everyone! Bonjour! Comment ca va? Moi? Je vais bien, s'il vous plait! Today's episode was exhilarating, heart moving, and extremely sad as you all know. Brilliance of acting by Iqbal aka Angad, Naina's motherly feelings and previous traits were brought out well, as for Kripa and Prithvi, they wasn't much about them, except for the beautifully picturized, and well worded song – tinka..tinka..zarra…zarra…hai roshni se..
So today's episode begins with Kripa clad in her beautiful, saree, looking every bit elegant, and charming…singing the beautiful song, this voice suited her extremely well, and her expressions transitioned well with the song…The song was dedicated to Prithvi, but her eyes seemed to be directed at Angad. There we have Angad completely broken, shattered and in disbelief…slowly making his way out of the concert hall, with Kripa's singing, and her words to Prithvi floating in his mind, like harkened thorns, and disheveled pieces of a heart…here his eyes said the unvoiced words, and his thoughts spoke his feelings, it was very sad, to see Angad completely broken like this, I think it's more towards the side of him hurting Kripa yet, trying to bring forth his own feelings so that he can substitute those feelings for this. All his unconscious fears of loosing Kripa surfaced, the hard cover was completely peeled off today, and revealed the delicacy, the tenderness of his true self…although from outside he may appear strong and hard to others, he is vulnerable internally, and this vulnerability was shown today. The feelings he was trying to repress, scattered out today, all this time, he said he 'loved" Kripa in the past tense, but today, this all proved to be false, and as we all knew already, he is still very much in love with Kripa. The pallut gaye song from Hum dil de chuke sanam worked well in the backdrop, and matched Angad's feelings. Angad's acting here was of brilliance, he is the star performer of today!
Then, we have Angad completely sorrowing himself into isolation, with his screaming heart pounding in him…we always knew that Kripa's life circled around his, and his around hers, nothing beyond the circle can break it, and so when he is feeling hurt by Kripa, nothing else matters to him, not the show, not success, nothing, zilch. It was like he was transported to a different world altogether, not noticing other people need him as well…There we have Shabbir spot him, with worried creases on his forehead…There we have Angad telling Shabbir – that Kripa never loved him, she always loved Kripa, and that he always thought Kripa unconsciously always loved him, but repressed her feelings, but today he was proven wrong…Didn't I tell you they have a heart to heart connection? They went on denial modes, denying each other's existence in their hearts, yet one another's spiked arrows, wound them as well...even though we thought Angad didn't have an ounce of trust in Kripa, today we see that he did, his trust was embedded somewhere deep in his heart, but situational storms circulated around it, if he never had any trust in her, his heart would never know that Kripa still loves solely him.
Then we have, Naina and Karthik searching for Angad, as his show is on starting edges, but still no sight of Angad…I remember myself thinking that Karthik has changed, but now that I review yesterday's episode, I prove myself wrong. No one's personality can rotate around so quickly, that not a trace of their previous personality can be found. Karthik could be extending hands of friendship to Kripa, so that he can separate both Angad and Kripa, and by revealing the truth to Prithvi, that was his first trial. Also, wasn't Karthik already aware of Kripa performing in Prithvi's concert, then why was he shocked, and why did he expect Angad to arrive for the show all happy and joyous, when he knew that Angad wouldn't be able to devour the fact that Kripa was performing in Prithvi's concert? Okay, then Angad comes in dejected, heart broken, and a web of sorrow illuminating in his eyes, declining to do the show…There Naina worried for her son, urges him to perform, even after know the status of his aching heart…I see glimpses of the before Naina. Remember Naina always putting Angad's career first, even if his heart was at stake? Today, the same thing, if she knew her son well, she very well would have known that he wouldn't be able to perform, because the emotions of energy, liveliness, have evaporated from his heart…I agree she was also worried about him, but if only she had overlooked his shows, to see his wounded heart…Onstage Angad goes, singing the first few words of the wonderful song – zehereeli raatein, but pain was evident in his voice, also only Kripa circulated around his mind, every other thought escaped his mind and heart…unable to bear his screaming heart, he collapse. Negated of emotion for a second…
Then we have the entire Khanna family gathered in the living room of their extravagant and elegant house. All of them, raising their voices about the negativity of Kripa and her stunt that has hurt them…Where was Karthik – the supporter then? Disappeared, vanished, didn't he once say he would support her always? Okay, on the sidelines we have Angad listening on, silently letting tears brim in his eyes…it was more of his heart that was crying…Everyone disapproces of Kripa's actions except dadi, she stands up for Kripa, and says Kripa probably has a reason for doing all this…let's see what happens of this fighting match tomorrow, I just hope they don't insult poor Kripa so much…as she is already hurt so much, that she might reveal to all, about Angad raping her, and through what she has been through…all hell will break loose I suppose!
PS: I am sorry for only talking about Angad and only Angad in this entire analysis, thing is, the focus of today's episode was only on him, Kripa and Prithvi weren't shown much…sorry Prithvi fans, I will analyze him when they show him at least..
Song of the day: Aaja ho aaja, Aaja ho aaja, Aaja ho aaja, Aaja ho aaja,
ke mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara,
kahan se na jaane chala aaya ye mausam pyara pyara,
mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara,
Tere raste pe main, ankhe bichhaye baitha hoon, tere intzaar ki main duniya sajaye baitha
tere raste pe main, ankhe bichhaye baitha hoon, tere intzaar ki main duniya sajaye baitha
dekhe teri nazron ko bhaye na bhaye ye nazara,
mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara
Tera mera pyar ik raaj hi rahta to accha tha, soj na banta ye saaj hi rahta to accha tha
tera mera pyar ik raaj hi rahta to accha tha, soj na banta ye saaj hi rahta to accha tha
jane kya hoga jab hoga ye milan hamara,
mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara
Dhadak raha hai, dil ko main kaise samjhaoon, tujhse miloon ya mile bin yahan se chala jaaoon,
Dhadak raha hai, dil ko main kaise samjhaoon, tujhse miloon ya mile bin yahan se chala jaaoon,
aisa na ho tu ye dil tode zamana hanse sara
mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara
kahan se na jaane chala aaya ye mausam pyara pyara,
mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara, mere dil ne tadap ke jab naam tera pukara,
Aaja ho aaja, Aaja ho aaja
Thought of the day: Think about whether you support justice fully or you don't. there is no such thing as half justice, everyone who crimes, has to be punished...although their goodness rewards them as well...
Take care
Keep smiling…
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