so it's time to say bye to our jaan. what else to say? still i have tears in my eyes , when i remember out last night's conversation. he finished shooting for the day around 9.00 pm yest, and replied my SMS i had sent him in the eve. i just called him , coz i felt like speaking to him, and he told me in a very simple sentence " they have found a replacement. i met him today, he is good one. i'm sure u'll like him." (like hell, rajeev. nobody can take ur place in our heart, i was saying in my mind.) he was very cool while talking (as usual. pata nahi , if he ever gets hyper in reality.) he told me that the new guy is starting shooting from next week. first watch him, alpa, before judging him. and don't compare him to me. we r different so will be our style. and i think two diff persons should never be compared , it's injustice with both. (Mr Khandelwal was trying to convince me, when i accused balaji unit. is it possible for him to convince me when i have made up my mind against balajis? no, i'm going to write to them in a very harsh language. but then i know it's of no use. all of them r dumb.) so, what will be ur last shot? i asked him. "i'm not yet sure. but then it is supposed to be an accident. and a new face will come in front of u." "u mean plastic surgery? so is it a new plastic face without expressions?" my 'q'. "calm down , alpa. i just now told u not to judge him so early. watch out first.", rajeev. i still don't understand how anybody can be so cool. "even though i'm leaving, the impact of sujal will always remain even on me. afterall , sujal has given me identity, new height of success, and all ur love. i'll always remember love from all my fans who have always supported me, every moment." his words brought tears in my eyes. i was trying to control but, he must have sensed. "crying? " he asked, " don't do it. i'm not going away from u all. i'll always be there, if not as sujal, then as somebody else. and i need all of u even that time, to love me just like now. and i'm sure, u all will always love me. right?" i was finding it difficult to talk more so i told him that i will talk to him after 2 days and i hanged up. and then i was awake for the whole night. morning , i got mid-day to read, saw the news published, and so now i think it's time we all should make up our minds for change. but is it so easy?