Hey Kaajjalians,
today's was a really painful episode as far as Dev was concerned. π
The part where Dev goes into Kaajjal's room and tells her that he has come to take her along with him, he had immense trust in his eyes as if he had full confidence that Kaajjal would go along with him, when he called her. π³
Dev's eyes were filled with love and the way he gently says : aaj main apne saath tumhe le jaane aaya hoon....ab aur intezaar mat karvaao Kaajjal...aur apna ghar chalo... those words were so touching. Even after the way she insulted him, Dev is so forgiving and so filled with love and faith in his love. There was a certain passion as well as intensity in his voice when he said those words. He was beckoning her to go along with him, because he had full trust in Gannu Bhaiyya and Kaajjal's love, thinking that Kaajjal would go along with him, when he calls her.π³
Dev is a completely genuine lover, because he noticed the wavering in Kaajjal's voice, when she told him that he was foolish to think that she would go with him. This is what is true love. He noticed even the minor change in her voice and understood what was going on within her. The way he tries to persuade her by making her face the truth that : sach tho ye hai... ki aaj bhi tum us ghar ko apna ghar samajhti ho...aur sach tho ye hai ki tum ab bhi sirf mujhse pyaar karti ho....π³
The kind of genuine feelings that were filled in those words and the determined tone in which he said those words showed how much sure Dev was of his love and completely understood that Kaajjal still is in love with him. Dev tries to bring her to face the reality, but Kaajjal evades his truth, but bring the theory of farz in between. She shouldn't be doing such a thing and causing pain to Dev. π‘
What about her farz to Dev? Dev had saved her from falling off the cliff twice and saved her life and her career and helped her whenever she was in a major trouble and gave her immense encouragement and mental boost, whenever she was let down. He had always been supportive of her, even was willing to sacrifice his own love by bringing Dhruv together with her, so that she doesn't die because of his mahadasa. Did Kaajjal forget her farz towards Dev? Because her farz towards Dev is greater than the farz that she has now towards Adi. Still she continues to blabber that she is happy by doing her farz to Adi and sacrificing her love for Dev.π‘
Dev's trust in his love is so strong that he knew that Kaajjal wouldn't be able to look into his eyes and say that she didn't love Dev now and is in love with Adi now. That is why he says: chala jaaoonga Kaajjal... par sharth ye hai ki yahi baat tum... ek baar meri aankhon mein aankhein daalkar kehdo. π
Dev was again trying to make Kaajjal face the reality, but she still turns her face from the reality and shouts that she doesn't love Dev anymore and she is happy with Aditya. π‘
'Kehdiya?..........tumne kehdiya Kaajjal? - He said it so softly as if he was losing a battle and those were the most pathetic and painful words from Dev. There was immense pain in Dev's eyes as if the whole world was ending for him. His heart was broken into a million pieces at that time. It was not because Kaajjal shouted that she didn't love him, but because he understood that she loved him and still wanted to sacrifice her love. π
Dev left the room in pain because he realised that inwardly Kaajjal is still in love with him and that was because Kaajjal didn't say it looking at him. Dev once again proved to her that she won't be ever able to say that she didn't love him, by looking into his eyes. He also realised that Kaajjal was doing a sacrifice and that brought immense pain to him.
Even when Kaajjal was asking him to leave the room, his face was in complete pain as if he was feeling guilty for letting her go away from his life and understanding that he was in a certain way responsible for her present decision and mental state. That pain made him speechless and with a heavy heart Dev is compelled to leave the room and make a silent exit.
There was so much pain in his eyes and tears were flowing down his face. Dev remembers those moments when he was rude to Kaajjal and he is completely defeated and dejected. The way he is about to leave the house and the pain he was feeling, any person in true love would feel the same pain by looking at his face which was filled with sorrow. π
It was even more painful for him, when Aditya told him that he knew Dev's relationship to Kaajjal was that of a boss to an employee. How could Satya tell Adi only the half-truth? Satya always taught Kaajjal to face the truth and speak the truth. So how did he himself hide from Adi, the truth that Dev and Kaajjal was deeply in love with each other.π‘
Dev's face was completely filled with pain, when his status was reduced to that of a boss and that made him feel like leaving. But Adi didn't want him to leave the house. π
Dev again went through a bigger pain, when Kaajjal asked him to stay for her marriage with Adi on Adi's request. Dev didn't want to see his love being handed over to another person, but Kaajjal herself is punishing him in a way by making him witness the marriage. That was the most painful moment for him. π
Dev's pain didn't end there. A bigger pain awaited him, when he was made to do the rituals as Adi's brother and Kaajjal became his bhabhi. It would be the most painful moment for any person to do the Shagun and hand over his own love to another person. He did every ritual with so much of grace and hiding all his pain within. But his eyes were expressing the pain and he really looked like a forlorn lover. The completely dejected look remained in his eyes even when he was drinking during the bachelor's party and Adi's friends were asking him about Kaajjal. π
Why should Dev go through this much of pain? He doesn't deserve this much of pain. He first had to experience the pain of not having a father, of losing his first wife, of losing his mother and now he is being abandoned by the love of his life. Dev shouldn't be given this much of pain. π
If we remember the dashing i-don't-care attitudewaala Dev and his journey to the Dev of today, who is pleading with Kaajjal and asking her to looking into his eyes and tell him that she didn't love him. Dev really has gone through a huge transformation. He actually has been completely converted into a soft-hearted sensitive sensible man.π³
He surely was bitter and harsh because of his losing Payal and the lack of love in his life. Even in his bitterness he was helpful and just. But then, when he got Kaajjal, he was transformed into a completely loving and caring man. Now once again, he is made to suffer this much, when he is made to witness the marriage of the love of his life to another person. It is really painful, Dev doesn't deserve all this suffering. π
Gannu Bhaiyya, please..please..please bring joy back into Dev's life and make Kaajjal realise that Adi cannot love him and understand him as truly as Dev does. π³
Dev should get his share of joy and happiness in life. Please don't bring this much of pain into his life and make him go through a thousand deaths. Gannu Bhaiyya please aur mat sataao Dev ko aur jald se jald uski zindagi mein khushiyaan lauta do. π³
I don't want to see Dev in pain anymore. This much pain is truly enough for him for the whole life.π
Gannu Bhaiyya, please bring back love into his life, joy to his face and Kaajjal into his life so that we would get to see the same old Dev Prathap Singh who is the kind-hearted, principled, caring, romantic cheerful man, who gave love and happiness selflessly to everybody around him and cared for his employees and his family more than himself. NT bhi yahi chahti thi,when she was alive, tho please Gannu Bhaiyya bring back joy into Dev's life and give him the happiness that he truly deserves.π³
So Dev ki diwanis, those who want to pray to Gannu Bhaiyya please join me in this post and we will together pray for Dev and happiness in his life. π€