Hello Parivaar!!!!!
I've missed you soooo much!!! But now I'm back, and I have some things I'd like to say about our beloved DK, the start of My Dear Sweet Devu's Passionate Journey to get his Kaju back, and of course that KMH Adi maharaj!
First of all, I'd just like to say, as you all know, I was COMPLETELY FIDA over Apu before, and always have been, but WOW - that facial hair has just killed me all over again! He looks sooooo absolutely dashingly handsome!!! Its not the first time we're seeing the facial hair - he sported it during Kaju's trial with Ameesha/Veer Bandra accident track, but then, he was all stern DPS with facial hair and this udas chehra...but WOW - lately, we've seen him actually SMILING with his facial hair...ufff, how can anyone be that good looking?!?!?!?! π That one smile in the car on his way to Bhadrapur while that ever-perfect-for-the-situation song from HDDCS was playing in the background!!!! Uff...that was enough to send me straight to swarglok!
Ok, enough Apu-drooling...
I was elated on Monday, when I saw that MY DEVU HAD BEGUN TO HAVE FAITH IN HIS DESTINY!!!! He's actually seeing the good and not the bad, he's hopefull about his future, and has faith that his destiny is on his side!!! ITS SOOOOO REFRESHING to see that!!!!!!!!! Devu I'm SOOO happy for you sweetie, remember, Kaju ke saath saath, Gannu dada apne jiju ke saath bhi hai...voh tumhe bahut jhald mil jayegi! Just keep the faith alive dear!!!
I'm actually liking Sonia - she's being a big help to Devu...π - No complaints there...
Her "sweet-sa" brother on the other hand...π‘ I COULD KILL THIS GUY!!!!!!! How dare he sit in a Satyanarayan Puja with Kaju knowing full and well that she's not his dharampatni?!?!?! UGH he made me SOOO mad with that!!! Its one thing to play along with her thinking she'll die of shock if you tell her the truth, but its completely another thing to carry that lie to God's doorstep, and play it out infront of him! I think his little pati-patni game should have ended the moment the puja was mentioned! That idiot - on the one hand, he's saying he'd never go through with it knowing Kaju isn't his wife, but on the other hand, he's going throught with it anyway b/c of her state of mind - that IDIOT!!! And then he has the audacity to ask God to forgive him! You duffer! How are you going to purposely live a lie in front of God and then be so besharam as to ask for forgiveness?!?! I understand you're Adi the saint and are trying to help Kaju, but she needs you to help her find her family, not lead her on in this lie!
...Ok, sorry, got a bit carried away there...
LOVED Devu's imaginary encounter with Kaju...the emotion in his voice, body language, EYES...oh it was sooooo beautiful - And Apu did and OUTSTANDING job!!! Hats off to him, yet again - he's just too good to be true!!!! And I LOVE the facial hair in this scene too - he looks like he's matured sooooo much in the time that they've been apart, like he's learned a lot from life and love - Ufff I'm going crazy!!! And the way he said "tumhara Dev" and "maine pyar bhi hamesha sirf tumhi se kiya hai..." and aaww, the way he opened up his arms to her and invited her to come find her heaven in them....I absolutely loved the whole thing!!!! ...and that ring on her finger - for a moment, it scared me out of my mind!
The puja...no comments - wanted to kill Adi, was surprised Gannubhaiya didn't send a toofan in disapproval...π
Kaju was sooo cute in that outfit while she danced...
LOVED the way DPS just walked up to her very matter-of-factly, as if he owned her, and then just came to a dead stop infront of her and stared at her in awe of her, as well as if saying "WTF are you doing?!??!!?" Uff, and the love and passion that was pouring out from his very being at the sight of her - he was absolutely elated to see her standing there, right in front of him! It was such an AWSOME shot! Apu, hats off dear! You're miraculous!
And stupid Kaj, the only thing she remembers is the faint sketch of his face from when he threw her out at NT mom's wake and then she remembers those gundas! π‘ How can she think of Devu as one those Gundas?!?!? How can she not remember that beautiful face?!?! Those mesmerizing eyes?!?! Ugh, it was soooo frustrating....
Loved watching Apu run after his Kaju though...and the way he picked up her "du...pat...ta..." π³ and then continued to run!! He was soooo desperate just to talk to her, just to have her listen to him so he could convince her that he was sorry, and that he was well aware of his mistakes, and intended on correcting them! Aaww, and what he said about how he caused her all this pain, but now wanted to take her far away from all the sorrow...Aaww, God bless you Devu dear!!!!
I don't even want to talk about Adi Idiot and Raghav - how dare them talk about putting my Devu into jail?!?! How dare they even think that my Devu is a goon?!?! How STUPID can these two get??!?!? If Kaju is saying he knows her name and wants to take her with him - she even said she thinks he might be related to her past, but these two don't have lightbulbs in their heads to begin with, to phir light ON kaise hogi?!?!
The people of bhadrapur are really getting on my nerves! How do they not know that their so called "bhabhi" has a name?!??!!?! HOW STUPID!!! But no worries, My Devu is smart enough to get his Kaju back on his own - he doesn't need help - and besides, GANNU BHAIYA IS BACK and on Devu's side!!!!! π He even said so!! That was sooo cute "Ganpati ka mandir? Yani ke Kaju ke Gannubhaiya ka mandir...meri talash ab saroor khatam ho jaayegi - Kaju ke Gannubhaiya mujhe saroor Kaajjal tak pahunchadenge!" Aww! It was soooo cute!
Don't even get me started on the way Kaju was all afraid and practically clinging to Adi for protection from "Dev the gunda" today! I CAN"T BELIEVE she grabbed his hands like that!!! π‘ Poor girl, thinks this dadu is her hubby!
Vaise, did u notice that memory-loss Kaju called Ganpati "Gannubhaiya" today? - hmm...blooper?
Soooooo sweet how Devu decided to spend the night with his Kaju's Gannu Bhaiya!!! See how beautiful love is?! It not only turned cold exterior, closed off DPS into a complete SOFTIE π³ but it also rejuvenated his faith in God...his faith in her, and her faith in her God led him to Gannubhaiya!! π³ I think this is an absolutely beautiful aspect of this show....my favorite epi 'til date is the one where Dev, for the first time after Payal's death, in the hospital, gets down on his knees infront of Gannu dada and prays for Kaju...I wept like a baby when I saw that...I'm a big believer in God, Ganpati Dada actually, and I think a person's faith in God can help them overcome any obstacle big or small, and so to see Devu connect with God again has been sooo special! I loved how he prayed for his the sake of his love and Gannubhaiya's Kaju...and he actually said "aapko meri binti sunni hi hogi gannubhaiya" He used the name "Gannubhaiya"!! I loved it!!! It was soooo sweet! The only problem I had here was that Devu was actually standing in the mandir with his shoes on! π Big no-no...but then again, if he didn't have his shoes on, he couldn't have run after the "du...pat..ta" like that!
Gannu Bhaiya, I'm SOOOO Glad you're back, and You ARE on Devu's side, and you always have been, I owe you an apology!!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! Aap hamesha sirf hamara imtehaan lete hai, aur hum us imtehaan ko samajh hi nahi paate hai - we always think in times of trial that you've abandoned us completely, but of course you'd never do that!!! Oh I'm sooo glad you're back!!!! And thank you soooo much for taking such good care of you Jiju! π³
Poor Apu!!! Did u see that bug that was crawling all over him during the jeep ride?!?! Haha, aaww, I'm absolutely astounded that he was able to continue with the shot while what looked like a flying ant was probably irritating the life out of him! π
I like the relationship thats beginning to form between Adi and Dev - though as we saw later, Dev is quicker at his mathematics - he can put two and two together faster than Adi idiot! But I think for now, the two are headed in the right direction for Adi to help Dev get his Kaju back once he knows that Dev is the hubby of Kaju's that he himself is pretending to be.
Once again, could KILL Raghav for referring to Kaju as "bhabhi" when Devu inquired about the clothes...SO frustrating!!!
How DARE Adi go in Kaju's room and watch her sleep?!?! I wanted to slap some sense into him! How completely besharam he is!!! What does he know about this girl anyway?!?! She could be married, and he doesn't care less! DUFFER!
Devu was SOOOO cute in his pink kurta in bed thinking of his Kaju barfi today!!! π³ Oh, I could just sit and watch him all day! There's just something about Apu - when he's on screen, the rest of the world just melts away into nothingness! Its sooo nice - to forget about all the responsibility and stress and just sit there and lose myself in Apuland! π
WHAT THE HECK was going on with that absolutely besurila gana of Adi's today?!?!? JEEZ - and he calls himself a musician! Lekin acha hua - My Devu looked soooo tired, he needed to be bored to sleep so he could stop agonizing over why Kaju kept running from him. Too bad he slept in that rocking chair though, I was worried! He could have hurt himself by sleeping like that!
Kaju made gajar ka halwa just for DEVU! Uski aane ki khushi mein!!! It was absolutely wonderful! His eyes lit up upon seeing the halwa!!! I was so excited! It was as if Kaju's subconcious was saying to Dev (since in her current state, she obviously wouldn't be thinking/saying these things) "aayiye, aapka, intezaar tha..." He tasted the halwa and then soooo sweetly said ke kisi apne ki yaad aa gayi! π³π³π³ And how smart my Devu is!! How quickly he put together that the halwa tasted like Kaju's and there was a Gannubhaiya murti in the house, just like Kaju's murti! And when Adi asked him if he believed in Ganapati, he said very firmly - "yes"! I loved it!!!
How does Adi the idiot not pick up on the fact that Devu is asking a million ?s and is acting wierd...he's so ullu na?! Aur phir poochta hai ki aapne kabhi pyaar kiya hai?!?! UGH I don't like this guy one bit!!!
But it was VERY cute seeing Devu running after Kaju who was running after a goat! π
Now if only Kaju's yaddash would come back QUICKLY!!! Or, if Devu would just come to know about Kaju's memory loss, then they can both work this mess out! But I have hope for the future...today, Adi unknowingly returned Kaju to her Dev in his wish that Dev would get his love back soon...and Gannubhaiya is VERY MUCH back....and it seems to me that Devu's passionate journey to get Kaju back has begun and will be in full swing next week....but whats with the preview?!?! Are they really planning on taking this Adi thing all the way to the mandap?!?!?!
As a final note, Apu, Surveen, hats off to the two of you - you've acted brilliantly for the past few days...Apu, you blow me away each and every day - just when I think you can't get any better, you astound me even more....Surveen, Its been a pleasure watching you grow as an actor in your journey with Kaajjal...very well done! π
Ok, sorry, it was an EXTRA long katha today as I had a lot of ground to cover! Thanks for being patient, and I hope it was worth your time! :)
Love,
DEV KI DEEWANI,
~Payal