THE DAY I LIVED FOR & READY TO DIE FOR... - Page 4

Hema you deserved to meet with Apurva.

u r really really luckyyy ..... kash hum bih lucky hote hame jiii ..... but u make me think tht der will be a day where i would meet him in real life ..... thank you hema jiii 😃

Hema ji, thank you so much for finally updating and giving us details about what is now, i am sure, the most cherished moment of your entire life.

Please forgive me for my tardiness in responding, but I would like to come back to this thread and give it the time and attention it deserves.

Will be back tomorrow to post my thoughts...

Love,
~Payal

heyyy omgg dats soo cool u got to meet apoorvaa 😛 ........yayy!!!!!! n u got to see their shootinggg...dats so cool i wish i got a chance liek dat too....wat scene were they shooting wen u were there??.....u got to take pics wid him.........omg i wanna see...........can u plz post the pics too i wanna see how u guys looked.... 😛

Originally posted by: boparaisonia

Hema di know its ur sonnu's turn to reply and comment.. omg ur so lucky i am so happy for u that ur dream came true..and wow when i was reading all this i was like so into it and it seemed as i was with u as well...i swear to god i am very happy and congrats to u di...and omg ur so beautiful and its so true that u and ur apu make a gd jodi..di ur my bhabiji cause apu is my bhai as an di knows and dont ever say that u look older than apu cause u dont..and when i looked at the first pic i was like omg hema di looks like mona but ur much prettier and beautiful then her...may all ur dreams come ture everytime...and thanx for sharing this with us..once again congrats to u di...we all love u and we all feel happy for u.. love ur lil sister always,
sonia a.k.a sonnu

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sonu...thank you sooooooooooooo much for those..incredibly lovely words..!!I am deeply touched..& actually you made me cry..I am sooo happy to know that so many love me..here so unconditionally..I really am the choosen one..!!
Love-Hema

Originally posted by: LOVE_APURVA

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sonu...thank you sooooooooooooo much for those..incredibly lovely words..!!I am deeply touched..& actually you made me cry..I am sooo happy to know that so many love me..here so unconditionally..I really am the choosen one..!!
Love-Hema

awwww np di u deserve the compliments..and i'm sorry for makin u cry although they were the kushi ke asu but still....obviously we all love u di u desreve all dis love...hmm now i'm just waiting to meet my hearthrob when i come to india and visit Mumbai..i wish my dream comes tru like urs..once again congrats di....

love u always

love sonnu😛

😆 ....i was readin this like a it was a normal update or ff!!!!

Ok Hema ji, I'm finally back to post properly!

Originally posted by: LOVE_APURVA

So here it starts...

I reached Mumbai..onSunday Morning..to my sis's place..in vile parle..!!

suddenly my brain waves started..charging up..and my heart..startd beating faster and my ..deemagi ki batti..jal gayi..so I called up..one of my jijaajis friend..who worked in Sony..whether he can ask..Sony & Kajjal people that I ..a fanatic devotee of Apurva wanted to meet him..and Kajjal..I mean Surveen..if possible..and when I asked for that..I 100% knew it will not be possible so I was not that tense..I was prepared for a BIG BIG..NOOOO..!!They asked me to call after one hour..and I promptly did so..!!and that was first moment..which started the ..moment of history in my life...they said YES..!!We will be only pleased..Can yo belive it..??!!!and ..thats it...I was going insane....!!I just dint know what to do..mein zombie ki tarah ban gayi..aur I called Jyoti..and told her also..and I also told her not to let out anything now..(I had no access to internet..thats why I took her help..to inform all of you..)but after I finish meeting HIM...on Monday..!!!

I can't imagine what must have gone through your mind when you got the go ahead....this is just amazing - it really was meant to be Hema ji! I respect and completely understand your decision not to let us know til after you had met him...

First thing I did was..buy gifts for him..!! I went to Archies & a Silver Shoppee..!!

I got him..a unique..wall clock..which has some 8 photo frames..made in silver mixed white metal..Shining..type..very sophisticated..but only small hand & big hand..in the centre..there are no numbers...!!And I gave a silver table top silver photo frame..for his futurebaby..too.and a blue..crystal..cute..car key chain..!!

God My brain was aching as to what to give him...but then I thought Pyaar se..jo doongi..usse accha zaroor lagega..!!

Of course aap pyaar se jo bhi dete vo unhe acha lagta! Agar gifts leke nahi gaye hote to bhi teek rehta because I think just your words themselves were the biggest gift apu could have ever recieved!

So gifts were ready..then..a person from production called me & sadi they will pick me up from certain point & the shooting is at Powai..outdoor..!!and the whole night..I did not sleep..is no news..I am sure..what else do you all expect from me..!!But before that..in the evening I visited..the ever famous..my sweet lord Siddhi vinayak temple..who..I pray every sec..of my life..& had a awesome darshan..& prayed my heart out to him..& asked for a peaceful..beautiful..& memorable meeting with Apu..!!Adn I think..that visit to Ganapati Bappa..made me..more courageous..a little..!!I knew if he has created this ..lifetime opportunity for me..he will never let me down..!!

Humare Gannu Dada hamare liye kitna kuch karte hai, nahin? I know exactly how u feel about this Hema ji - you and I are the same when it comes to our relationship with Him...I would have done exactly the same thing in your position - and of course He will never let you down - what He did for you here proves how much He loves you!

By gods grace..I had carried 2 sarees..with me..other than salwaars..and that particular saree was the one.which..my sis from mumbai had presented me..last november..when she visited me in bangalore..& so I had stiched blouse ready..& wanted to show her..How I look wearing it..and see means I got this golden opportunity...to wear..it..when I visited..my only heartthrob..sweetheart..and Lord..Apurva..!!My sis & bro -in-law..were a little worried at first..but later..were convinced when Sony ..channel..person assured..them of my safety...!!😆😳because we were new to mumbai,though we have visited earlier 3 times.. & I dont know..ABC...of this place..!!

Your sari was VERY pretty, and I'm very glad that the Sony team took such good care of you!

So..It was morning 29th Jan 2007..THE "D DAY OF MY LIFE..!!"..UFFF..I was getting ..butterfliess..all over my stomach & heart..was..rolling one side to th eother..!!Brushing teeth..bathing..wearing saree..I was only thinking as to what all things I should tell him..&..so I was looking like a Zombie lost in my own world..My family says..now..😆😆😆!!Well what do they expect..from me....How can I be normal..Koi mazaak hai kya..mere zindagi ka sabse..haseen..aur jeenemarne ka pal..jab mein Apu se miloongi..toh mein ..obviously..normal nahin rahoongi..Unko bhi yeh baat pata tha..so..everyone..was cutely co-operating with me..!!

I can't imagine what I would have done in your shoes - I am sure every moment leading up to your meeting with him has been etched in your memory with such precision...I don't think you'll forget any small detail about this day for the rest of your life!

Every movement of the "Sec"..ahdn on the clock..was like a big THUD THUD..in my heart..!! I swear..& finally it was 11:30 ..11:45 when I was in a honda city car..on the way to Powai..with a assistant production..sweet girl called tapasya..who was ..looking at me with a amazing look & smile on her face..She also must have been wondering who is this person..who is ..Insanely crazy for Apu..!!She..also.loved Apu..& I went all over..the journey...talking..praising..overflowing....only & only & Only..about..guess who..NO PRIZES..SWEETYS..ofcourse Apu..and Dev & Kaju..and the show..Kajjal..I was all PRAISES..adn Bonkers..and she was...totally enjoying..my words..& agreeing to all my pint of views..I explained to her about IF & all of you..here & how we..discuss chemistry biology etc etc..& explained to her how crazy we are for Dev & Kau scene..& how we live our romance through..them..!!She was..superbly..impressed & happy & that made me happy..I alwasy love to see people happy..!!

I'm so glad she was so nice and that you had such a marvelous conversation with her - I'm sure it was nice for the entire Kaju team to meet an Apu fan of your calibre...and I'm very glad that she feels the same way about Apu and that she enjoyed what you had to say...

Cut 2...I arrive at the place of shoot..!!

FINALLY!

The person ..The only person I adore the most in this world..Apurva Agnihothri is sittinmg on a chair..with surveen at a side..!!
My heart is thumping..I am feeling like a big hammer is banging on my heart..Millions of butterflies..in my stomach..and I see him..My first glance at him..I feel like He is a pure ..soul sitting like a cute Boy ..!!Ahhhhhhhhhhh..he smiles..& greets me 7 so does Surveen & I reciprocate them..with a hello..with a smile on my face..but everything is happening..involuntarily..I am not normal..So then I am offered a chair next to them..& I sit..and say..Goshhhhhhhhh..i am terribly nervous..I will take a breath before I start speaking..I said..!He he he

I can't imagine what you must have felt when you finally saw Your Apu, someone you've watched on screen for many many years, and loved so much for so long, sitting there, in the flesh, right infront of you! I can't even fathom what that must have been like!

..I felt Apu was equally shy & nervous..but he never showed it..!!

Aww! He's soo cute with his introverted shyness! I love that about him!

....And then I let loose..my overflowing love for him..like a water from a Dam..is let out....!!
...I said...!!!

I'm glad you were able to overcome the initial butterfly's and be a bit more comfortable - I'm sure your becoming a bit more comfortable made him feel more comfy as well!

Apurva..I cannot explain..how much I love you..!!
The love I feel for you is unconditional..!!
Kajjal is the best show ..ever..and its not only me but thousands of my friends on IF..a place you should visit..Both you & surveen to know How much we adore you.!! I swear..!! We love you together..specially your romantic scenes & the eye locking sessions are just mind blowing..!!
We discuss every detail about your scenes..there..you will find fans fromnorway canda..Uk USA..virgin island dubai..bangaladesh..etc etc..you think of a country & there are people & admirers for you there..I said..!!

I don't think, even if you said in a million words what you feel for him, he would be able to fathom the depth of your love for him...I don't think he'll ever realize how lucky he is to have a fan like you...you're above and beyond the tag of "Fan" Hema ji...

And I am so glad that SO SOON after Jyoti's meeting with him, there was yet another fan sitting infront of him telling him to visit IF! I think that if this continues to happen, he won't be able to resist the temptation to see what all the fuss is about! :)

And I continued..
Apu..oops..can I call you Apu..As I know I am elder to both of you..!!I am 1970 born..and I am single..and from bangalore..Its my wish that i remained single..no pressures..I felt I amnot made for marriage though I love marriages & romance etc etc..its just that..I am a staunch Virgo..I said..!!

Poori life ki story keh di! MARVELLOUS!! Hema ji, you are a GEM just like your Apu! :)

well..Apu..if you ask me..You are the Best ever in thsi world..for me..& many many others..No one..Nobody whomsoever..be it SRK..JOHN ABHISHEK..ETC ETC..HOLLYWOOD..nothing COMPARES TO YOU..!!

I don't think he'll ever realize the true depth behind these words of yours...

even in pardes ..if you check out even today..Apu looks awesome..in comparision to SRK..I always feel that You would be at TOP..if everything..had gone according to ..what it should have been..But nevertheless..!!Thank God..we have Got you n the form of Dev & Armaan..!!

Let the dil ki baat continue - seedhe unke dil tak!

I continued..
It is not the persona of your screen characters or your outstanding performance ..Apu..But the person that you are the Gem that you are..that I adore the most..!!I will never be able to explain my love to you..I said..

Hema ji, you're making me cry!

Surveen..let me tell you ..you rae breath takingly gorgeous for me..even gorgeous than..Aishwarya ..You wil surely make it big..I canbet..& your performance..is just awesome..

Yes, she is GREAT! I'm sure your saying this made her day!

I said.."Apu..mein soch rahi thi..whether I will be able to see you with anyother lead than Mona..But I must say..the first shot ..You & Surveen had..I was..Zapped..I was..bowled over..You both..look outstanding..!!
I had been to siddi vinayak yesterday..And I prayed for you & Surveen both & your Show in particular also..!!and I swear I do it everyday..
Specially Apu ..you are like a family for me..You are there..till my last breath..in my prayesr..I always wish that you get all the happiness..which you deserve..I said..!!

And again, he is so lucky to have you!

And the Apu..removed his suit..and sat..adn said..Phewwwwwww..I am sweating with all your lovely words & praises he asid..& we all laughed..heartily..!!

Awww!! SO CUTE!

When I was saying all this..Both were listening patiently & smilingly & were actually blushing also..They really were happy & said..Lagta hai Gannu bhaiyya ne hi..aapko yahan hamareliye bhejaa hai..!!

Aww! I bet they were so touched...so astounded by your love and devotion!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...!!!
And then they got busy with shooting..
guys,..,I swear..one cliff shot..and it took at least 1 hour ..another scene..took..another 1 hour..goshhhhhhhhhh..it is a really tidious procedure & they really sweat it out..& take a numerous retakes till everything..comes out Perfect..!!

So not only did you get to meet Apu, you got to see him work....you got to see him perform, LIVE! :) I am sooo happy for you!!!

and then they offered me SET ke logonke saath Khana..with paneer & subji & roti..and Chawal dal..etc..it was awesome..!!BUT I WAS FEELING FULL ..I could not eat at all..I was totally happy tthat I met Apu & talked to him..!!

Aw, so sweet of them to ask you to join them!

Oh I also..said him..that please dont forget mne..if possible..please have a small place for me in your heart..& never forget me..for which he said..Oh yes..ofcourse ..Ihave already..!!(whther he said it to please me ..or otherwise..I am touched...he is the sweetest person ever,..I can bet on that..!!)

I don't think he was saying it just to please you - your love for him was in your words and written all over your face - I dont think he's the type to say that just to please you - I am sure he meant it - after an encounter like that, how could he not remember you?

And then after the interview of SBS later after the shooting..I took Snaps with Me & Him..alone

Yes, we got to see a clip of this in the SBS interview!

..I Surveen & Him..and I &Surveen also..Guess what he helped to click the snaps for me & surveen..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..can you beleive it..!!

Aww! That is SO sweet!!!

he is JUST AWESOME...yaar..I am going..bonkers over him..now..It seven ..worse..I am overflowing..with his ..love..!!
All I can say is..

Just when you think you couldn't love him more, somehow it grows...

Aaj mein uppar aasman neeche..aaj mein aage..xamana hai..peeche..
tellme oh khuda karoon mein kya karoon..
chaloon seedhi ki ulti chgaloon..!!

hehe! its no surprise that you are on cloud nine (and will be for quite some time) after this! :)

And..one more thing..
The Zoom..interview I gave was sitting with him..God knows when will it be Aired..!!

Will be waiting patiently for it!

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhh..all this looks like a dream..Yaar..I will take a year to beleive it..!!
Love-Hema

Take your time with your memories and cherish them forever...you deserved it more than anyone else...I am truly, very happy for you!

Hema ji, Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us - not only with your words but by giving us a chance to be a part of your encounter through the SBS interview! I am astounded at your courage and level-headedness through the entire thing....I am so happy to have finally gotten to see you! You are beautiful inside and out, and I am so thankful to Gannu Dada that Apu has a fan like you by his side!

Gannu Dada really listened to your prayers and made every aspect of the most important moment of your life So Beautiful! I am so glad for this - I would wish nothing less of this for you!

Now coming to your SBS interview with him - VERY WELL DONE! I was Blown Away! I dont have words to express the joy I felt every time I watched it. Thank you so much once again for sharing your Apu encounter with us.

CHECK YOUR PM - The most recent one from me!! 😊

I love you!

🤗

Love,
~Payal

Oh Payal..Your words made me ..cry..I am speechless..I love you too..& Thank you again for being there for me always..

Love-Hema