Aaao sunavoon...deewangi ki ek kahani..
ek tha Apurva..ek thi uski mein..Deewani..!!
woh bhi tension mein hasrahe the..mein bhi tension mein hass rahi thi..
dono samjhe nahin the..aage kya honewalatha..!!!
Chaliye sunati hoon..meri zindagi haseen palonki ki kahani..!!
So here it starts...
I reached Mumbai..onSunday Morning..to my sis's place..in vile parle..!!
suddenly my brain waves started..charging up..and my heart..startd beating faster and my ..deemagi ki batti..jal gayi..so I called up..one of my jijaajis friend..who worked in Sony..whether he can ask..Sony & Kajjal people that I ..a fanatic devotee of Apurva wanted to meet him..and Kajjal..I mean Surveen..if possible..and when I asked for that..I 100% knew it will not be possible so I was not that tense..I was prepared for a BIG BIG..NOOOO..!!They asked me to call after one hour..and I promptly did so..!!and that was first moment..which started the ..moment of history in my life...they said YES..!!We will be only pleased..Can yo belive it..??!!!and ..thats it...I was going insane....!!I just dint know what to do..mein zombie ki tarah ban gayi..aur I called Jyoti..and told her also..and I also told her not to let out anything now..(I had no access to internet..thats why I took her help..to inform all of you..)but after I finish meeting HIM...on Monday..!!!
First thing I did was..buy gifts for him..!! I went to Archies & a Silver Shoppee..!!
I got him..a unique..wall clock..which has some 8 photo frames..made in silver mixed white metal..Shining..type..very sophisticated..but only small hand & big hand..in the centre..there are no numbers...!!And I gave a silver table top silver photo frame..for his futurebaby..too.and a blue..crystal..cute..car key chain..!!
God My brain was aching as to what to give him...but then I thought Pyaar se..jo doongi..usse accha zaroor lagega..!!So gifts were ready..then..a person from production called me & sadi they will pick me up from certain point & the shooting is at Powai..outdoor..!!and the whole night..I did not sleep..is no news..I am sure..what else do you all expect from me..!!But before that..in the evening I visited..the ever famous..my sweet lord Siddhi vinayak temple..who..I pray every sec..of my life..& had a awesome darshan..& prayed my heart out to him..& asked for a peaceful..beautiful..& memorable meeting with Apu..!!Adn I think..that visit to Ganapati Bappa..made me..more courageous..a little..!!I knew if he has created this ..lifetime opportunity for me..he will never let me down..!!
By gods grace..I had carried 2 sarees..with me..other than salwaars..and that particular saree was the one.which..my sis from mumbai had presented me..last november..when she visited me in bangalore..& so I had stiched blouse ready..& wanted to show her..How I look wearing it..and see means I got this golden opportunity...to wear..it..when I visited..my only heartthrob..sweetheart..and Lord..Apurva..!!My sis & bro -in-law..were a little worried at first..but later..were convinced when Sony ..channel..person assured..them of my safety...!!šš³because we were new to mumbai,though we have visited earlier 3 times.. & I dont know..ABC...of this place..!!
So..It was morning 29th Jan 2007..THE "D DAY OF MY LIFE..!!"..UFFF..I was getting ..butterfliess..all over my stomach & heart..was..rolling one side to th eother..!!Brushing teeth..bathing..wearing saree..I was only thinking as to what all things I should tell him..&..so I was looking like a Zombie lost in my own world..My family says..now..ššš!!Well what do they expect..from me....How can I be normal..Koi mazaak hai kya..mere zindagi ka sabse..haseen..aur jeenemarne ka pal..jab mein Apu se miloongi..toh mein ..obviously..normal nahin rahoongi..Unko bhi yeh baat pata tha..so..everyone..was cutely co-operating with me..!!
Every movement of the "Sec"..ahdn on the clock..was like a big THUD THUD..in my heart..!! I swear..& finally it was 11:30 ..11:45 when I was in a honda city car..on the way to Powai..with a assistant production..sweet girl called tapasya..who was ..looking at me with a amazing look & smile on her face..She also must have been wondering who is this person..who is ..Insanely crazy for Apu..!!She..also.loved Apu..& I went all over..the journey...talking..praising..overflowing....only & only & Only..about..guess who..NO PRIZES..SWEETYS..ofcourse Apu..and Dev & Kaju..and the show..Kajjal..I was all PRAISES..adn Bonkers..and she was...totally enjoying..my words..& agreeing to all my pint of views..I explained to her about IF & all of you..here & how we..discuss chemistry biology etc etc..& explained to her how crazy we are for Dev & Kau scene..& how we live our romance through..them..!!She was..superbly..impressed & happy & that made me happy..I alwasy love to see people happy..!!
I am contining....now Kajjal repeat will start..so give me a break..I will continue.. ..here itself....after half an hour..!!watch out for this space..
Love-hema
Cut 2...I arrive at the place of shoot..!!
The person ..The only person I adore the most in this world..Apurva Agnihothri is sittinmg on a chair..with surveen at a side..!!
My heart is thumping..I am feeling like a big hammer is banging on my heart..Millions of butterflies..in my stomach..and I see him..My first glance at him..I feel like He is a pure ..soul sitting like a cute Boy ..!!Ahhhhhhhhhhh..he smiles..& greets me 7 so does Surveen & I reciprocate them..with a hello..with a smile on my face..but everything is happening..involuntarily..I am not normal..So then I am offered a chair next to them..& I sit..and say..Goshhhhhhhhh..i am terribly nervous..I will take a breath before I start speaking..I said..!He he he..I felt Apu was equally shy & nervous..but he never showed it..!!
....And then I let loose..my overflowing love for him..like a water from a Dam..is let out....!!
...I said...!!!
Apurva..I cannot explain..how much I love you..!!
The love I feel for you is unconditional..!!
Kajjal is the best show ..ever..and its not only me but thousands of my friends on IF..a place you should visit..Both you & surveen to know How much we adore you.!! I swear..!! We love you together..specially your romantic scenes & the eye locking sessions are just mind blowing..!!
We discuss every detail about your scenes..there..you will find fans fromnorway canda..Uk USA..virgin island dubai..bangaladesh..etc etc..you think of a country & there are people & admirers for you there..I said..!!
And I continued..
Apu..oops..can I call you Apu..As I know I am elder to both of you..!!I am 1970 born..and I am single..and from bangalore..Its my wish that i remained single..no pressures..I felt I amnot made for marriage though I love marriages & romance etc etc..its just that..I am a staunch Virgo..I said..!!
well..Apu..if you ask me..You are the Best ever in thsi world..for me..& many many others..No one..Nobody whomsoever..be it SRK..JOHN ABHISHEK..ETC ETC..HOLLYWOOD..nothing COMPARES TO YOU..!!even in pardes ..if you check out even today..Apu looks awesome..in comparision to SRK..I always feel that You would be at TOP..if everything..had gone according to ..what it should have been..But nevertheless..!!Thank God..we have Got you n the form of Dev & Armaan..!!
I continued..
It is not the persona of your screen characters or your outstanding performance ..Apu..But the person that you are the Gem that you are..that I adore the most..!!I will never be able to explain my love to you..I said..
Surveen..let me tell you ..you rae breath takingly gorgeous for me..even gorgeous than..Aishwarya ..You wil surely make it big..I canbet..& your performance..is just awesome..
I said.."Apu..mein soch rahi thi..whether I will be able to see you with anyother lead than Mona..But I must say..the first shot ..You & Surveen had..I was..Zapped..I was..bowled over..You both..look outstanding..!!
I had been to siddi vinayak yesterday..And I prayed for you & Surveen both & your Show in particular also..!!and I swear I do it everyday..
Specially Apu ..you are like a family for me..You are there..till my last breath..in my prayesr..I always wish that you get all the happiness..which you deserve..I said..!!
And the Apu..removed his suit..and sat..adn said..Phewwwwwww..I am sweating with all your lovely words & praises he asid..& we all laughed..heartily..!!
When I was saying all this..Both were listening patiently & smilingly & were actually blushing also..They really were happy & said..Lagta hai Gannu bhaiyya ne hi..aapko yahan hamareliye bhejaa hai..!!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...!!!
And then they got busy with shooting..
guys,..,I swear..one cliff shot..and it took at least 1 hour ..another scene..took..another 1 hour..goshhhhhhhhhh..it is a really tidious procedure & they really sweat it out..& take a numerous retakes till everything..comes out Perfect..!!
and then they offered me SET ke logonke saath Khana..with paneer & subji & roti..and Chawal dal..etc..it was awesome..!!BUT I WAS FEELING FULL ..I could not eat at all..I was totally happy tthat I met Apu & talked to him..!!
Oh I also..said him..that please dont forget mne..if possible..please have a small place for me in your heart..& never forget me..for which he said..Oh yes..ofcourse ..Ihave already..!!(whther he said it to please me ..or otherwise..I am touched...he is the sweetest person ever,..I can bet on that..!!)
And then after the interview of SBS later after the shooting..I took Snaps with Me & Him..alone..I Surveen & Him..and I &Surveen also..Guess what he helped to click the snaps for me & surveen..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..can you beleive it..!!
he is JUST AWESOME...yaar..I am going..bonkers over him..now..It seven ..worse..I am overflowing..with his ..love..!!
All I can say is..
Aaj mein uppar aasman neeche..aaj mein aage..xamana hai..peeche..
tellme oh khuda karoon mein kya karoon..
chaloon seedhi ki ulti chgaloon..!!
And..
one more thing..
The Zoom..interview I gave was sitting with him..God knows when will it be Aired..!!Goshhhhhhhhhhhhh..all this looks like a dream..Yaar..I will take a year to beleive it..!!
Love-Hema
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