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Lashy, you want us to despair I guess when you are gone!! Wasn't your absence enough to make us desolate? You had to make this update gloomy too? Loaded with an air of separation with no certainty of a happy future or even a mere hope of meeting again leaves a grim, bleak and dreary feeling at the pit of my stomach! đ
For the first time I am seeing Khan Sahib so low, so desperately trying to grip for some kind of hope, to come up with a solution, to break free from the depression of helplessness, to present himself in front of his Huzoor with his head held high like the past decade, he has to present himself to the Prince with a purpose of proving his loyalty to him all over again, to show his dedication and devotion to him again from scratch, to earn his trust back, to gain his confidence back on him...all that was marred by this one development he had to unmarr again! It was painful to see him like this! đ He couldn't even take Heera in his arms for a brief moment to convey proper farewell, lest his resolution breaks or if his intention gets weak!! Never ever was he so vulnerable...even when he set out to save Heera from Khalil, even then he was strong! But now he looked and sounded distraught, almost on the verge of being desperate! đ Oh, Khan Sahib!! đ
Heera's pain was numbing too! A few hours of difference can change a course of one's life! Not so long ago she was the prime object of his affection and attention and a few hours later she is suddenly left all alone to face this dire life of uncertainty! And a bad omen it was for her to forget to say her prayers when he was leaving! đ He was forlorn, she was despondent! None wanted to utter the obvious running in their mind but nevertheless, it was so obvious that it shattered the glass of menacing silence prevalent between them!
Lashy, will you mind if I put myself in a secluded cocoon till this phase is over? đđ
And I still didn't understand the motive behind Farooq Sahib's actions! Was it only his dislike for the Hindus that he took that step to punish AMK? Only because he was more like Jalaluddin Akbar rather than their present Huzoor being more lenient towards Hindus? And what was his affiliation with Khalil? He was so close to Khalil that he referred to him as a 'Son'! And in spite of hearing that Khalil will devise something to bring AMK down he didn't say a word! There has to be something more between them which will be revealed later! If FS is a royal adviser then he will know about Khalil and his temperament and his crimes as well! Then why go to him of all people? Sab ke sab Mir Jafar ke aulaad hai!! Inn logon ka khoon mein hi daghabaazi likhi hai! Sab aasteen ka saap hai! đĄ Except for AMK and his men, there is not a trace of loyalty or honesty can be found in any one!
I am happy Sayyid is okay and is back to convey the disastrous news to KS! It was heartwarming to see how he felt about his men, like his family! And how crushed he felt to hear of their loss! A man who found his own little loyal circle to call his own, his family! At least now all the scenarios are in front of him, Piggy's hand in killing his men, burning his safehouse and his meeting with the Prince!! No more he will be in a dilemma whether to doubt Piggy or not! Yes, he had to be there asap!
The way I felt edgy with C47 is to the optimum now after C48!! I knew it, I knew it will be disastrous once Shehzade starts feeling those doubtful notions about AMK!! KS is right once the trust is broken it is a crack in the mirror, cannot be mended! The shards might lurk in some corner which might poke and hurt any time! When the veil of reliability is torn to shreds it can't be mended like it was before! Something major is up with all the cunning heads conspiring all together against AMK and thus Heera in the process as well...as they are one team now! I am concerned about Heera's safety as well. Those vile intentions of Khalil are still lurking in my mind, it brings a shiver of disgust!! đ¤˘
Lashy, Lashy, Lashy!!! What a dreadful feeling you have brought us into!! We feel for our duo, love them with all our hearts, pray for them, have best wishes for them and thrive for them for their health, safety, better future and success! I am feeling helpless in this situation as if something has happened to me, as if I have lost everything! đ You are building it up well! I am sure you will take us to a wonderful climax to see Ustaad's complete ability to turn the table around but all the misfortunes he will have to go through before will break my heart inch by inch, piece by piece, fragments into fragments!
Okay, let me go to a corner and mope! Don't want to distress anyone here!
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