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~ Kitni Ajeeb Baat Hai ~
Closing his deep eyes... He felt the heavy lashing of water droplets seems like observing the pain that has surrounded himself...
For the first time, he has felt rain... Like SHE always says...
"I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying."
This line of HERS... Was a just a joke or excuse for him to enjoy water droplets that always teased his senses when slides down to her self... But today realisation dawned upon him... That what actually the line meant...
Cascading water droplets from his deep oceans caressing his cheeks, perfectly blended with tears, can't be differentiated...
A lifeless soul walked inside the big mansion, now just empty four walls... Entering in a dark room, hands automatically reached out for his lifeline... Her snap!!
Kitni ajeeb baat hai naa?
(How strange that is?)
Jab tu mere paas thi... To har dum yeh sochta tha... "Kya mai teri kadr nahi karta!!"
(When you are so close to me... Doesn't I care for you?? Just thing kept roaming in my mind...)
"Or aaj jab tu mere paas nahi, toh yeh ehsaas hota hai... Ki kadr toh hamesha se hi thi... Par tujhe naa khone kai dar ne andha kar diya tha..."
(And today when you are so far from me... Realisation dawned upon me... That Yes!! I do care for you, not today but always I done... But fear of not losing you made me blind...)
Bhala kya pata tha ki esa bhi kuch ho sakta hai!! Mera tujhse alag hona itna hi namumkin tha... Jitna tera mujhse nafrat karna...
(Never I have thought that some thing like this can also happens... For me, Our separation is as impossible as your hating me ...)
Slow breathing echoed in the dark peaceful silence...
His whole self slid down the length of the wall... Drinking the beauty from his deep hazels through the piece of paper fitted perfectly in elegant photo frame...
"Baitha hu thandi zamin par, aankhon mai teri vo ek dimple wali hasi... Haath mai teri ek tasvir hai... Jisse dekhar har dum mai tere chehre par aane wale baalo ko mai tere kaano kai piche laga deta hu... Tujhe bohot tang karte hai naa??"
(Sitting on the cold floor, carrying that cute one dimpled smile on my eyes... A snapshot in my hand... Which reminds me how I used to tuck your hairs behind your ears every time... They annoys you a lot... Didn't they??)
Small smile tugged at his lips... But reminiscing his present condition, A sigh full of sorrows escaped his lips... Closing his eyes again in despair... But lips cuddled to a curve reminiscing his own stupidity...
Mobile par fake call mai tera naam dal diya hai... Shuru karke bada khush ho jata hu... Or jab aas paas koi nahi hota, to man behlane kai liye do - chaar baatein bhi kar leta hu... Tere javab to mujhe pata hi hote hai naa...
(I have added your name on the fake call... After it starts automatically my inside got happy... And when I'm alone, just to satisfy myself, I even talk on that fake call... Your answers are known to me... Aren't they?)
His gulped the pain that has blocked his throat... Again to pacify his pain...
Teri payal... Ab mere haatho mai bandhi rehti hai... Ek dum vese hi !! Haan bas uske ghoongro zarur nikal liye hai... Taki teri mozudgi ka yakeen to ho par ehsaas nahi...
"Your anklet... Now it remains tied around my Palm... Just the way you wanted... Yeah but I have taken out the ankle bells from it... Because this just confirms me your presence not your feel..."
Yaad aati hai vo teri man gadant kahaaniya... Jo roz raat tu mujhe sunati thi... Haule se "baby so gya kya?" puch kar ek good night kiss de jati thi...
(Reminiscing your fake yet sweet stories that you told me every night... Very sweetly yet slowly your voice rolled in my ears
"Baby have you slept?" and I always earned a kiss from your soft petals...)
His saddened voice turning teary now... Little hiccups can be heard in his voice...
Tu sulati thi, to so jata tha... Ab tu nahi sulati to esa lagta hai maano meri neend hi so gai hai... Vo meri pyaari si bachi, bhid mai kahi kho gayi hai...
(When you made me sleep, I would have slept... When you won't seems like my sleep has slept... My childish sweetheart has lost somewhere in this huge crowd!!)
Jab bhi teri bohot yaad aati hai, to apne takiye ko bohot zor se hug kar leta hu... Magar yeh to mujhe vapas gale hi nahi lagati...
(Whenever your sweet memories disturbs my thoughts... So I used to hug my pillow tightly imagining it to be you... But this didn't hugs me back..!)
His voice glitches... The lump in his throat became heavier... A kid was awakened in his broken heart...
Dekhna isko!! Hhuhh... Daant de... Bolna isse tang naa kare... Bolna...
(Look naa!! Huhhh... Scold this pillow... Tell it naa don't annoy me... Say naa...)
Again remembrance of his mistakes brutally suppressed that childish emotions and again a hard facade adorned his face...
Gaane nahi sunta hu ab... Naa sun pata hu apna hi naam... Har cheez se tu judi hai, har cheez mai tu basi hai... Dil mai kahi phaans si phasi hai...
(Neither I heard songs now nor my own name... You are connected to everything... your essence... You are stuck in my heart...)
Yaad aati hai vo gali mujhe jahan mai aaya karta tha... Khud coffee shop par khade ho kar tujhe balcony mai bulaya karta tha...
(I remember that street, where I use to visit frequently... Standing near the coffee shop, I calls you in the balcony...)
Gali to abhi vahi hai!! Dukane bhi vahi hai!! Bas bhid bohot ho gai hai... Us choti si gali mai ab mere liye jagah nahi... Abhi abhi to raah mili thi ki manzil hi mud gayi kahi..
(Street is same like before... Even the shops are... Just it got crowded more... Now that small street doesn't have place for me... Just now I have found way to you... But you left me!!)
A deep breath tore the silence of his dark room... Breath that conveyed his emotions effortlessly...
"I miss you.. I miss you so much..." he breathed...
Rota hu... Bhilakta hu... Har dum girta padta hu... Koi nahi hai puchne wala... Koi puchta hi nahi hai...
"Baby jyada to nahi lagi naa? Aa! Kissy kar du sab sahi ho jaega!!"
(I cry my heart out... I wailed out... But nobody is there to ask... Nobody even cares...
"Baby did you got hurt? Come!! Take a kissy everything will be fine...")
Kon mujhe roz - roz breakfast ki yaad dilayega... Kon baat - baat par pyaari si yawn karega... Kon mujhe ulti seedhi harktein karne se warn karega...
(Who will make me to do breakfast daily? Who will sweetly yawn on my every talk? Who will warn me when I will stupidity?)
Kon mujhe horror movies dekh - dekh kar raat bhar jagayega... Kon phone par itni zor - zor se chillaega... Kon mujhe anjano se baat karne kai liye rokega... Kon mujhe baat - baat par tokega...
(Who will make me awake whole night after watching horror movies? Who will shout her throat on the phone? Who will stop me from talking to strangers? Who will stop me from doing little - little irritating things?)
Kon mere ek phone kai liye din bhar wait karega... Kiska two and a half parathe kha kar bhi pet nahi bharega... Kon banega bacha mera... Kisko pyaar karunga mai... Kiski bohot hiffazat kar kai bohot laad karunga mai...
(Who will wait for whole day just for my single call? Whose appetite won't be satisfied even after eating two and a half parathas? Who will be my sweetheart? On whom I will shower my love? For whom I would be so protective yet loving?)
Cheen leti apne aap ko... Kyu chin li mujhse vo meri bachi... Bohot maasoom hai vo, akal se hai thodi kachi... Jaanta hu mai vo zinda hai, zinda hai kahi tujh mai...
(You could have snatched yourself from me!! Why have you snatched my sweetheart from me? My innocent yet naive sweetheart!! I know she is alive... Alive somewhere in your heart!!)
Bandhi hui hai nafrat ki zanzeero mai... Jinko todne ki taakat nahi hai abhi usme... Par yeh naa sochna ki yeh bhi hai ek koshish... Tu kabhi nahi aa sakti zindagi mai meri... Par bhula naa paunga pyaari si yaadien vo teri...
(She is tied in the chains of hatred, that chains which she can't break with the power she possess now!! Don't think that this is also one of my tries... You can never be a part of my life... But I can never forget that sweet memories of yours...)
Shaayad is chote se dil kai liye, tu bohot badi ho gai hai... Shayad ek pyaar kai sagar mai kuch boondo ki kami ho gai hai... Khush rakhna isse ae mere khuda... Tere aansu kabhi naa ho teri aankho se juda...
(Perhaps for this little heart you had become so big to be fitted in... Perhaps an ocean of love lacks few drops of water...
Ae khuda!! Keep her happy!! May your tears never got separated from your eyes...)
Mere aansu jhute lagte hai to nahi sunegi ab tu meri siskiya... Yeh meri kasam is dard ko dabaa lunga mai... In aansuo ko chupa lunga mai... In yaado ki aag ko ashko se bujha lunga mai...
(If my tears seems fake to you then you won't be able to hear my cries... I swear, I will suppress my pain, I will hide my tears... I will extinguish this fire of memories from the water that flows from my orbs...)
Leta hu ab ek aakhiri alvida tujhse... Karta hu is choti si kahaani ka pyaara sa ant... Khush rehna tu humesha khushiya mile tujhe anant... Jaa!! teri nazro se mene muh mod liya... Teri khushi kai liye ab mene tujhe hi chod diya...
(Now let me say a last good bye to you... Now I will end my small story with a lovely end... Be happy always... May you will be blessed with endless happiness... Go now!! I won't have a look in those expressive orbs of yours... Just for your happiness I have left you!!)
Now completely lying... Away from the materialistic world... He searched for the rerecordings that are precious few memories of HER!! Eyes are red, caressing the snap from back of his Palm, he for the last time tried to feel her...
Jalal: So rahi hai ?
(Have you slept?)
A sleepy soft voice rolled in his ears... Tickling his senses...
Jodha: Recording nahi marungi!!
(Don't record!! Or be ready for my slap!!)
A humble laugh escaped his lips hearing her cute complain...
Jalal: "Accha thik hai..."
(ok dear!)
Her slow breathing again indicated that she has slept, fetching a genuine smile on his handsome features...
Jalal: Kab uthegi
(When will you wake up?)
Unable to understand in her sweet sleep she answered whatever her unconscious mind said...
Kyu?? Nahi??
(Why? Nope?)
He chuckled softly and
Love you... He breathed
Thank you.. Again a nonchalant reply irked him a little...
Getting no reply, she realized her mistake and blushed when her mind comprehended what actually he said...
Jodha: Jaan... Sorry baby! A whisper to manaofy him... And it worked!!
****
Standing outside an ice cream parlour... She squealed happily... Whilst the enthralled man looking dubioualy towards his love... Bringing two chocolate flavored cone he handed her one, which in her excitement tasted by road then followed by a roadside puppy...
Pouting cutely... She squealed again eyeing his cone...
One bite!!
He turned around and smirked licking his ice cream cone... Whilst the baffled lady snatched it in a blink of eyes... And attained a few steps, while he ran to take what's his...
Jalal: Oye!!
And in this game whole ice cream got spilled on his shirt... Pouting again she held her ears...
"Sorry... Sorry... Sorry" but laughed out loud watching him pouting...
****
Another night talk session...
Jalal: Kamini!!
Jodha: Kamine!! She chuckled while his laugh felt bliss for her...
Jodha: Esa karega tu reply bhi nahi karega?? She teased him...
(Now you will do like this... Won't even reply to me... )
But hearing him chuckle... She again tried her luck...
Naah!! Mai... Mai bilkul kuch nahi bolungi
(Nah! I won't say anything!!)
He immediately imagined a grumpy face...
Ok! Time to manaofy his girl...
Jalal: Pleasehh naa...
Jodha: Nah
Jalal: Please
Jodha: Baby I love you!! Finally melting she said what he wanted to hear...
*****
Jodha: Kya kar rha hai
(What are you doing?)
Jalal: Kuch nahi kar raha
(Nothing...)
Jodha: Har chiz record kar leta hai
(Don't you record our every conversation?)
Jalal: Zabardasti...
(Like seriously?)
Jodha: Mujhe aawaz aa jati hai
(I have heard many a time)
Jalal: Kaan baj rhe hai tere!!
(Your ears are ringing baby!!)
Jodha: Jallu!! She cutely teased him... Recording nahi!! A stern yet cute warning... The last one...
And he closed his eyes... Taking his last breath under the influence of the abundant sleeping pills he has taken...
And only a name in his mind and heart...
"Jodha!!"
*****
Again tried something new... I know you all feeling like banging your head somewhere...😆
Thinking "Don't know why her experiments torture us!!🤣
Inspired from a audio clip gifted by my sister...😉
Dedicated to my Shruthi di aka Sudha di...🤗
Sorry di... I am little busy with my personal matters... Will update broke hearts after sometime...😔
And revenge will also be updated later... Sorry to all who are waiting for the update this week...
Sorry if it's not worth reading 😊
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