Ok guys..this is another boring chapter..please bear it.. :)
Now I'm at my way to write the 4th chapter...
so enjoy for now
Btw, could anyone told me how to make a reply for comments with their original text? I mean on the top contains what people comments and at the bottom is our reply to the comments.
3. MY DECISION
The wind blows lightly giving a sense of soothing. The sun still hiding behind the cloud as it still too early to rise. The cloud itselves yet pour their water lightly make the morning feel cold.
Jodha had woke up even she still feel exhausted last night. No matter happen, she always wake up early. After finish her morning prayer, she prepare breakfast for her mother.
She want to ask permission to get a day off from working. She has to take care her mother, beside she need to think properly to find the way out of her problem. She need to calm down herself. She has text Abdul and he had gave her permition.
Jodha in deep thingking while preparing the food. Cutting the onions she remember all incidens happened in her life for 3 years lately. How all this thing had turn her life drastically. She know fully that it's all her fate..although sometimes she still asks why fate had to act cruelly with her.
It has been 3 years after her father died. They are not come from rich family but they were a happy and warm one. The tragic incident had took all her happiness not only her love life but also her family.
Tears fell down to her cheek remember how her family have to suffer after the incident. The video had spread all over the college. The principal of the college called her asked the explanation. She just told them what she knew in that time that she didn't know anything about it and unfortunately she didn't have a proof to defense herself. But the rumour had been spread. All people talked about her. They accused her for being a cheap woman who sleep with anyman. And finally the principal told her to get out from the college as they didn't want she ruined the reputation of the college. She had no choice. Even she had begged, plead but still they did it.
And the worse life begin. It's not only her college, but her society accused her too. Their neighbour started to sheer away. They also demand them to move out since they feel embarassed to have her in society. Her father try to explain that his daughter not guilty as he know her daughter well. But they didn't care. Since that her father got ill thinking about her. He drown in deep sadness and it had influenced his health. He got worse day by day until one day he got heart attack and can't be saved. After that, for Jodha life is not the same anymore as before. Her mother and she has to struggle by themselves to survive. She always try to look strong for her mother although only God who know how hard she reassured herself not to break no matter how difficult it is.
"Jodha..." her mother's voice interrupted her reverie.
"Maasa what are you doing? Why do you wake up from your bed? I can bring your breakfast to your room" Jodha asked worriedly.
"Jodha, did you cry? " Maina asked her daughter seeing a tear mark on her face.
"No maasa..i was not..it's because the onion" Jodha try to hide her sadness.
"I know you very well dear...you always hide your problem and try to look strong..I am your mother..I know what you feel right now..so that like I was told you last night..."
"Come on mother..you still weak..I'll take you to your room. Your breakfast will ready in a minute" Jodha cut her mother unwanted to hear further as it only make them sad.
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Meanwhile at Jalal's office
"Why do you allow her to take a day off? Asked the man with annoyed tone.
Abdul take a deep breath "Jalal..her mother is sick..she need to take care hers..please Jalal..listen to your heart once..don't be too stubborn"
Jalal laugh sarcastically "heart? What heart? The heart of Jalal was died 3 years ago...I don't have it anymore...everyone praised me as a kind man, but what did I get?? but why do you always take her side huh? Do you like her? Or...does she invite you too to sleep with her?"
"JALAL!!!!!" Abdul clenched his hand ready to punch him but get stop "mind your tongue..and mind your brain Jalal...soon you'll regret all this...she's a good woman..it's only you unwanted to see it" abdul said while walk to the door and go as he doesn't want to stay longer in the room. He knows Jalal can loose his common sense whenever it is related to Jodha.
Jalal sit on his chair, his shoulder get slumped while closed his face with his palm. "What did I just do...what did I just say..."he unbelieved himself for what just he say couple minutes ago to his best friend..."Jodha..." Jalal whispered her name softly.
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Jodha just finish giving breakfast for her mother. She looks at her tired mother's face and caress it slowly as her mother has sleep after taking the medicine. She looks older than her age, she think...she know her mother suffered a lot after her father died. And now her heart getting worse. Even in her sleep she looks hard to breath. Take a deep breath jodha kiss her forehead and walk out.
Beep...beep..
A message show on her phone. It's from Moti. "Jo i am sorry. But my boss can't give me the money too..you know na, they're just a small company, they didn't have that much money. Btw, I'll go to your house after lunch"
Jodha read it with no emotion in her heart. Now she loose all her hope. She had asked moti if she can ask her boss to borrow some money from their company. And she has got the answer. She can't borrow from the bank either since she has no guarantee for that. Then she remember jalal's offer.
"Dear God...what should I do? I don't have any choice..should I take his offer...but..." she can't finish her word after hearing her mother cough badly and run to her room.
"Maasa...maasa...here you drink this first" Jodha give her a glass of water and shocked when she saw a blood come out from her mother's mouth.
"NO...NOOO.." Jodha scream.."maasa I'll take you to the hospital...come maasa...come, you can't leave me..hang on maasa." Jodha start to cry loudly seeing her mother getting weaker and call a taxi immediately.
At hospital
"Doctor..please save my mother...do the operation soon..I'll get you the money..tomorrow...yes tomorrow I bring you the money" jodha plead to the doctor.
"Look dear, it's not that I don't want to do the surgery..but you know i am just a doctor here..this hospital has the rule that..." the doctor explained softly to her.
"I know doctor..I know it.."jodha cut him "I'll take care the administration..but you should help my mother soon..I can't loose her...I can't.." jodha beg while cry profusely.
"Oke..oke miss..you just calm down...i need to check your mother's first whether her condition ready to take the surgery yet. And we need to prepare her too. I'll make the surgery scheduled on tomorrow" answered the doctor.
Jodha had decided. She'll take jalal's offer. She has killed her emotion and all her sense. She just want her mother lived. She just want her. She'll do anything for her mother. She take her phone and texted him "can I meet you now? There's something I want to say".
Not too long she got the answer "sure..just come to my office".
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