AKDHA FF -My stolen dreams part 16 updated pg 196, June 30 - Page 18

"Abdul ... I ...umm...want to talk to you ...get your advice ...maybe" Jalal stutters ... hesitates ... Abdul in full lawyer mode looks up from behind his desk ...suddenly all serious "All right Jalal what can I do for you?" Jalal shifts in his seat a little "this is really embarrassing, I am not even sure if I should be discussing this with you ... Except I really need an expert opinion, I am puzzled by my own feelings" Abdul smiles "it's not something related to Jodha is it?" Jalal nods "Jalal, you know you and I can talk about anything, we have been best friends since we were kids, man ... we exchanged pointer of our first sexual experiences together laughed and joked about it ... only difference, I am still with my first and you've moved along to many more ..." Jalal looks at him shakes his head smiling looks away "Jalal seriously ... I am not an expert in relationships, Salima has been my one and only ... I've fooled around in the past before her but did not get into a physical relationship, you on the other hand fooled around, got intimated jumped in and out of many beds, and stayed detached. "Well" Jalal chuckles ... that was then, I didn't care, what I am feeling now is scary ... but this feeling ... I don't know is different ... it just scares me ... I mean, its not like we are in a relationship or anything like that now, but I feel like an idiot for not being part of her life ... and everytime I see another man talking to her ... I want to break that person apart, bit by bit and burn them ... I hate what I am feeling ..."