Akdha FF - A spontaneous desire Chapter 20 TZR updated pg 159 June 24 - Page 90

yeh kya hogaya😭where is jo. can not see them seperated dear.u gave heart attack to me do not do that with them and pls do not get jalal married and this hb is really pathetic.

what a teaser ??
What is happening ??
Jo left jalal becoz he accused her for betraying. Really??
After 6 yrs of marriage relation and love for his wife how can jalal doubt Jo.
Jo is hiding herself. Poor Jo
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Chapter 19

Jo wakes up and looks into the most loveable pair of eyes, he looked into her eyes for the longest time, his eyes searched for something... "what are you searching for?" he just continued to look at her in silence " my dear husband, I would give anything to find out what is going on in that head of yours" a sly smirk followed with a crooked smile "well, if you really want to know, I was thinking of how you have me playing games against my will ...playing with lives, yours mine, ammijaan's and that girl's and how I should play a game on you too..." Jo rolls over and yawning says "really Jalal, I am all sport, lets play" Jalal rolls on top of her "babes ...are you sure...no backing out..." Jo smirks, looks into his eyes and sees a new found determination ... "okay promise me" he coaxed ...Jo shakes her head "I don't make blind promises Jalal" she looked at him like he lost his mind...pinning her down in bed, lower hips to her ears and whispers "Mrs Mohammed it is only fair to play even ...don't you agree" Jo wraps her arms around his neck, runs her finger through her hair and says "ofcourse, Mr Mhammed...I totally agree" Jalal sits up, pulls her into sitting position, chuckles "this is going to be fun" rubbing his hands together and says "okay then, you forced me to get engaged for my mother's sake so I can have my rightful heir ...now how about I say I am incapable of fathering a child due to medical issues and want you to find a suitable man to give you your rightful heir" Jo begins to burn in anger... fuming she pushes him away .."I hate you Jalal, how can you even think like that...are you out of your mind" Jalal smirks angrily "it hurts doesn't it, that's exactly how I felt ...in a week the torture you and my mother put me through to have me engaged ...I wanted to give you back a piece of what I went through" Jo poutingly groans "are you finished having you fun? Because I am not a willing prey to your games ...I'm going to shower, we have to leave for NY remember" rolls out of bed and leaves ...Jalal follows and joins her in the shower ... "two can play this game baby I am the master of mind games, I only agreed for ammijaan's sake, don't you ever bring about the talk of a marriage ...engagement and a broken engagement is all it will be...once ammijaan recovers , we have to set the record right...just remember don't put me in this situation again...I will f**k with your happiness. "

The day after his engagement the Jalal's family left Mumbai to and flew to New York for his mother's open heart surgery... after successful surgery and slow recovery, it was a stressful week ...HB insisted her brother's family accompany them as well, her newly engaged niece had become her favorite pet ...much as it irritated Jalal ...he had to abide to his mother's wishes ... Jalal watched as Jo patiently helped his mother throughout her recovery process at the hospital and home, she took off from work completely, calmly and patiently took care of her MIL than her own daughter Bakshi did... And then there was Asiya, in his lifetime he had come across a fair share of air heads and she seemed to top the list...self-centered, only daughter with conniving parents ... sort of okay in the looks department ... dressed like a s**tty model, exposed more than she covered, graced her presence wearing miniskirts, short belly exposing shirts and high heels... acting like one high school kid, back in his days she would have been a onetime use if any, Asiya would buzz in and buzz out along with her parents to visit HB...fussed a little bit with his mother, attempt to flirt with Jalal, do catwalk up and down the halls and leave. ...Jalal carefully watched HB's interaction between his wife and cousin ...it hurt him to see his mother behave the way she did, taking every opportunity to ignore Jo or talk down to her, often cutting her off and praising the tiniest thing Asiya did for her ...even if it meant handing her water to drink ...his interaction with his uncle and aunt, the relatives he always hated ...they had treated his mother bad ...he took barely 5 minutes to figure out their intentions, they were after his money and fame ...his so called future in laws...they seemed more interested in the financial benefits for themselves and their daughter, every conversation hi and ended with money ...smart as his mother was she was blinded by the love for her brother, he was in a tough position, he was just waiting for his mother to recover to set things right. Reality was calling, Jalal had missed a lot of work ...had to get back on track ... Jo decided to work partially from home and stayed back in NY with HB and Asiya as well ... as the days went by HB recovered back to normal health, it was recommended she not take long flights and was forced to stay in NY ... Jo watched the way her MIL bonded and pampered Asiya ...her choice of bride for Jalal was clear ...HB preferred Asiya making her wonder if HB could have conned Dr Ali to exaggerate her illness and things weren't as dire as they made it out to be ...tears fill her eyes...she feels tricked...she'd only agreed to ammijaan's plan for one reason, one reason only ...to see her happy ...the woman who once had been like a second mother to her, treated her very special now was a changed person ... HB was finding ways to cut Jo off from Jalal's life... Jo was upset she had brought this all on herself ...although Jalal promised he'd never fall for his mother's games and was just playing along...pangs of jealousy and guilt grows in her heart...

Filled with nervous energy, pacing the halls Jo waited outside the cardiologists office for the Echo results...HB decided to take Asiya with her inside for the test leaving Jo out to pace ...Jo runs into Dr Zehr... "well Jo, fancy meeting you here ...after 3 years ...you're looking good girl, still like a teenager, how do you keep it up?" Momentarily Jo forgets HB and begins chatting with Zehr ... they walk to the end of the coffee shop at the end of the hall ... Zehr enquires about Jalal's engagement...Jo jokes about it, but Zehr was quick to catch on ..."Jo seriously ...you can't let your MIL rule you like that, you are an educated woman, act like one..." Jo voices her concerns ..."and what does Jalal have to say for all of this?" ...Jo shrugs her shoulders and explains Jalal's point of view "basically I am stuck between Jalal's wish and my MIL's wish" Zehr laughs and suggests "you know Jo, I specialized in high risk pregnancy, I have a busy hectic practice and deal with difficult pregnancies, I can check you and we can come up with a solution ...we can do this under the table, no one has to know ...so no one gets hurt if it does not work out" Jo initially hesitates, thinks about it briefly and quickly agrees ...runs over meets up with HB and Asiya, asks them to leave as she was meeting up with friends ...HB a little concerned looked at Jo, and then relaxed when she saw Zehr ...they all chatted briefly when Sunny came and joined them ...HB watched at Jo, Sunny and Zehr walked down the hall ...laughing and joking ... Zehr and Sunny have been married for 3 years and live at a penthouse next to the hospital "babies keep wanting to arrive at all odd hours " Sunny joked... Jo was happy to meet up with her friends ...MRI of uterus, ultrasound...blood tests all done and Jo got the go ahead from Zehr "now you can begin trying to get pregnant, you'll have to stay close by, no travel ...you can stay with us if you want...this is very risky Jo, you could loose your life...but if caught early manageable...I would like Jalal to be involved, but since you insist due to HIPPA laws I don't have a right to talk to him about this without your permission" Sunny and Zehr became frequent visitors at the Mohammed Mansion in NY much to HB's dislike ...every time Jalal came down to visit HB and Asiya's drama drove him nuts ...the tactics HB used to keep Jalal and Jo apart got so annoying that Jalal refused to come to NY, instead he arranged for Jo to meet him in Canada "business meetings" he told HB ... just the two of them ...passion filled romantic stolen nights and weekends with Jalal ...six weeks later Jo misses her period ...she gets thrilled ...positive home pregnancy test...tears of happiness flow down her cheeks as she kneels to floor thanking Kahna, and calls Zehr immediately cancelling her trip to Canada to meet with Jalal ... when Jo left the house to meet with Zehr at the hospital HB questioned her "Jo, what happened beti, you are looking very happy today, are you meeting someone special?" Jo nods happily "where are you going this late ...does Jalal know..?" Jo smiles innocently "yes ammijaan" and leaves ...Ammijaan watches as Jo leaves the house talking on her cellphone. One morning finds her bodyguard talking with ammijaan ...she had been a bit nosey lately and Jo was wondering if she was questioning him about Jo's where abouts ...Jo was too happy to care, she was going to meet Jalal ...

That night Jalal curled in Jalal's arms he questions her "ammijaan is worried about you Jo... is everything ok?" ...Jo hesitates ...Jalal feels her tensed "you don't have to tell me, if you don't want to ...I am a bit concerned ... You are not involved with work or related meetings, not shopping, just meeting friends till late, that is a bit unusual Jo...in all these years I've known you ...this is something new" Jo wished she could tell him about the baby...holds back, he would blow a fuse ...he was a stickler for following doctor's orders, more so after her post accident pregnancy incident... "Jalal are you longing to be a father?" Jo looked at him curiously ...Jalal smiles leans over and whispers "yes in another 3 years pretty wife we can take the baby route" pulling her against his chest tight ...begins caressing her...and whispers "are you looking forward to it Jo, I am" Jo nods as a tear rolls down her cheek "why not now Jalal" ...squeezing her eyes shut tight to avoid the tears threatening "because your life is more important to me than our baby" he whispered ...Jalal took his time making love...slow and passionate...Jo had a way of drawing him in...reducing him down to a vulnerable state that her passion controlled...nothing else mattered ...just the two of them...the way their bodies moved together, their voices soft moans of pleasure...nothing else mattered, just them, just perfect...Jo woke up feeling slight cramps to her lower belly ...tears roll down her cheeks, she feels a certain wetness...horrified, slowly rolls off the bed and walks to the bathroom careful not to disturb Jalal...notes few drops of blood, frightened walks over and picks up her phone and texts Zehr ...Jo sits in the bathroom texting...unknown to her Jalal wakes up looking for her and finds her in the bathroom on her phone, hears her tearful voice ...Jalal walks in and she hangs up quickly and pretends to wash her face...she completely freaks out when strides over to her "Jo baby, is everything ok?" she nods ...yeah, just a friend I was talking to...I could not sleep" Jalal looks at her suspiciously but does not say anything instead pulls her up and leads her back to bed...That morning Jalal asks Jo to accompany him to a business conference luncheon... Jo gives vague excuses and walks back to the bathroom, he finds her talking on the phone... "I'm scared, I hope everything will be okay, I'll be there" Jalal walks in as she hangs up...waits for her to tell him about her conversation, she completely ignores him ..."who were you talking to Jo?" ...shrugging her shoulders "Just an old college friend" Jalal watches as she fidgets, she looks up at him and says "I need to be back in NY as soon as possible ...I have to meet up with my friends" Jalal gets mad ... "who are you meeting that you don't want to accompany me for work? ...I need to have you, if you cannot come I will ask if Asiya can come and give me company" Jalal sees Jo's hurtful expression ...she turns away hiding her tears...Jalal walks over and back hugs her "come on baby, unless you tell me what is going on I can't help you" Jo pulls away, wipes her tears and says "I want to go back to NY as soon as possible" goes back and lays back in bed...

5 weeks later

Sitting surrounded by darkness, with a bottle of booze in his hand, smoking pot ...Jalal hated the way he felt ...an empty...an hallow feeling...nothing seemed to interest him ...she had taken it all...the alcohol felt good...he felt a burning sensation going down his throat with every gulp...atleast it was something he felt ... "Jalal what the hell are you doing here? ...what are you doing to yourself?...snap of of it Jalal!" Abdul yelled ... Swinging his bottle takes another gulp and says "there is nothing left ...so drinking is something to do, sounds pretty good for me"...Abdul grabs the bottle and takes it away "act like a grown up man idiot... I don't want to say I told you so...but you have to accept you were wrong" Jalal stumbles attempting to take the bottle back ... "were you able to track her phone ?...we have to find her Abdul bhai...you are my only hope...help me na please" he begged tearfully "I messed up, I messed up big time...I don't what I can possibly do to make it better, you have to help me find her...she just can't disappear like that...what about tracking her GPS ...her phone ..." This was a first time Abdul witnessed a broken Jalal... "Jalal, drinking yourself like this is not helping you...you need to come out of this ...come back to work ...you can't shut out the world and resorting to alcohol will definitely not solve any problems ...Mirza has been handling your business for now, things are beginning to fall apart, he can't handle things like you..." Abdul insisted ... looking up "did Jo check into her emails or log on to work ..." Jalal asks "no Jalal, I tried every avenue available ...everything is turned off ...she is smart too Jalal and she knows to hide away, she's lived 6 years with you ...she must have mastered your tricks" Abdul chuckles "you are getting a taste of your own medicine" ...Its been a month since Jalal woke up to an empty bed, found a note tucked under her pillow partially sticking out...it read "Jalal, I can't believe after all these years...after all we've been together, you accused me of having an affair...chi...I hate you, don't' bother looking for me" walked out of his life and vanished ... Jalal swallows hard thinking back to the fateful night...

"Jalal beta, Jo did not come home last night... I was not feeling well, Asiya stayed up till 3am and wife did not come home, lately she goes out a lot...that too with that Bajaj's son" Jalal was trying his best to find out what was going on with Jo, concludes she was jealous of Asiya as he had taken her out publicly to few charity events and the media over publicized it (paid for by her parents) "Jalal steps out with the new woman in his life" "Jodha ashamed after being dumped by billionaire husband goes into hiding" ... "Jodha found herself a new hunk" Much as it hurt Jalal, he could not understand Jo...he tried to break the wall she had suddenly built around herself, he trusted her but ... his trust was being put to test ...Jalal calls and speaks with Hajid ...who confirms HB's allegations ...Jo went to the hospital with Sunny and stayed over there ...did not come out till 0500am ...he called to speak with her ...she texted she was tired and would call later...things were getting out of hand...he had travelled between Europe and Asia and had not been to NY in almost 3 weeks Jo called and spoke with him everyday ...never talked about Sunny or Zehr... ..pangs of jealousy arise within him...he needed to talk with Jo, he needed to talk to her alone, she refused to fly to Canada and meet with him ...the last time they were together, she would not allow him to touch her ...she pushed him away saying she was tired and had a bad headache...Jalal gets his mother and Asiya out of the house, packs them back to India ...was at home alone waiting for Jo to come back ...he called her cell phone and it was switched off... He dismisses the maids, and waits for her by the large bay windows looking towards the driveway ...Hajid informed him Jo was at the hospital ...Jalal knew that meant she was at Sunny's penthouse next to the hospital ...he had detectives pull up Jo's whereabouts tracking her phone via GPS ...and pings off cellphone towers ...while waiting for her he begins drinking...sees a flash of light checks the clock... 10pm ...lights turnoff and see's Sunny run around to the passenger side and help Jo out of the car ...they walk together, the door opens, they walk in ..."hey Jo what happened to your maids and butler...don't tell me Jalal is making you slog ?" chuckles, "just kidding, I have seen them here before " ... Jo realizes Jalal must be home...he always liked complete privacy on his first night back home from long travels...Jo asks Sunny if he wanted anything to drink, he declines "no Jo, had too much already...got to go back before Zehr gets mad ..take care, will see you tomorrow ...oh forgot Jalal will be back in town ...don't forget to talk to him ...I know he loves you a lot ...I am sure he will be willing to sacrifice" Jo cuts him off ..."shut up sunny ...goodnight, you better leave, don't worry Jalal will be coming home anytime soon" ...Jo was unaware Jalal was sitting on the couch watching them ...Jalal could not believe it...but he did not notice any romance ..."welcome back Jo" Jalal's voice scared her ...taken by surprise she jumps grabbing her stomach "hi Jalal, when did you come in?" walking over to him giving him a hug...Jalal smirks "does it matter ? how come you are coming in late, you could have told me you had an evening date, I would not have come home early"...Jo briefly tells him she volunteers at the hospital a story Jalal found hard to believe but had to take at face value ...that night when they went to bed ...Jalal was already drunk ...crawling into bed whispers "Jo ...be my wild kitten today, it's been so long" Jo had just had the cervical cerclage procedure done (done usually during second trimester to prevent miscarriage)...Zehr was too busy delivering babies and the procedure was delayed ...Jo tries to give him excuse saying she was tired and needed the rest, Jalal got mad ...jumped off the bed yelling ..."what happened you had too much sex from sunny that you can't have more from me?" Jo could not believe what she just heard he continued pounding accusations...you like the way he does it eh that's why you keep going back to him ...you bored with me already ...or are you looking for new adventures ...I know how wild you are in bed...I was gone for 3 weeks and you could not hold out" ...he continued to yell...Jo listened quietly ...he was drunk ...she let him speak ...

"Well here's a face I have not seen in a while" a voice Jalal hated but was learning to tolerate irritated him, bring him back to the present ...looks up and sees Asiya walking towards him ... "oh hi Asiya, why did you come here" Jalal was back working from his home office, he knew no matter what Jo loved him and would be keenly watching his progress ...and following him via social media ... He was going through reports of newly added twitter followers that joined in ...having their background checked hoping it would lead him to Jo... "hmmm, I have never seen you drink, smoke and work at the same time... So either you must be celebrating or attempting to forget ...looking at you, I think it is the later" ughh he hated this woman ... "why so tensed? whats the matter Jalal, your married life not treating you well?" sitting on the arm rest, attempts to massage his shoulders ... giving her an annoyed look and shrugs her hands away "what are you doing her Asiya can't you leave me alone?" he snorted ... using her sugar coated voice "well my future MIL called me and asked me to come and check on you and help you deal, ... wife left you eh?" she said with a sly smirk ... "how did you know about it, it is not made public yet" Jalal was surprised ... "your mother told me ...I'll be honest, she is glad your wife left you, I am glad too, I can have you all to myself...you must be lonesome, now you can look at me sexually, you can take me to bed, I am ok with a live in type relation before marriage, we can get married later if you want and I can give you the heir you desire" with a disgusted look gestures her to leave, she stares at him while running her hand along his thigh...does not say a word, feels his blood boil...hates his mother for the situation she threw at him...pushing her away gets up angrily "who the hell told you I am lonely...I am not lonely anymore and don't you dare touch me again" he yelled. She gives a wicked smile "oh, I have been bad, punish me Jalal ...please" she purrs unbuttoning her shirt, reaches to grab his hand...he strides away "get up and leave now" a little surprised she gave him a blank stare "I don't have and will never have any feelings for you, just because my mother insists I accompany you for family gatherings does not mean that I am ready to marry you..." There was a loud knock on the door "Jalal beta are you there" ammijaan's voice ...Jalal did not realize Asiya locked the door to the study when she walked in... "beta I know you are there, I know Asiya is with you too ...open the door beta" A frustrated Jalal walks over shaking his head and opens the door ... "beta, what are you two doing behind locked door?" eyes them suspiciously ... "Asiya beti ...looks like my beta is suffering, we might have to get you both married soon" Jalal glares at them while grinning they leave as Mirza walks in and looks at all of them, Jalal's ruffled hair, Asiya's unbuttoned shirt and with a disgusted look says "bhaijaan, what just happened here? you are becoming a player again, cheating on bhabijaan? ... you have me looking for her while you are getting cozy with your fiance and you promised me there was nothing between you both and this was just to trick ammijaan, you are pathetic bhaijaan" he hissed "I am glad bhabi left you ...you don't deserve her" he walked away slamming the door behind him...

SORRY GUYS I WILL NOT BE UPDATING FOR THE NEXT 2 PLUS WEEKS GOING ON VACATION ...

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oh that HB and that girl.. 😡 i hate them..i hate them..i hate them.. update soon dr..

Why do I have the feeling the next time jalal sees Jo.. She will be heavily pregnant and he is going to go nuts.. 😆 More drama to come... And I am really hating this airhead fiance of his.. 😡

mindblowing ch dear.
when will they come face to face????how can ja even think that Jo is having affair with Sunny??? even after 6 years he don't trust her???
I hate hqmida .just for a heir she destroy his sons life.
eagerly waiting update soon ...
thanks for the pm.dear.

suprb
poor jo & ja
ja mu jo
& mirza mu ja..
update soon

I hate hamida fr wat she is dng...she is selfish she doesn't think abt jo...jalal how can he ever think tht jo is having a affair i hate him fr this nd i am sad nd next two weeks there won't be any update anyways enjoy ur vacations

Nice chpter but i dont enjoy ur this chpter as before i enjoy ur chpter from starting plzz dont make us by this type of chpter plz do something nice plzz

superb chapter... I hate HB... I have a feeling that jo is hiding from ja nd will come in front of him fully pregnant or with a baby... as she knw he will nt allow her if he comes to knw for ja jo life is more important. .. enjoy ur vacation dear will wait for d update. ...