Akdha FF - A spontaneous desire Chapter 20 TZR updated pg 159 June 24 - Page 79

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Chapter 17

Jo quickly packs up her medications and gets ready to leave...Jalal had gone to inform her parents, and walks back with his in laws protesting behind him... "but beta, it is too soon... she needs more rest ... More time to recover...the doctor told us she needs a lot of care for atleast 2 -3 months..." Jo stood quietly watching them argue back and forth...gets fed up and blurts out "Bapusa, I want to go home to my husband... I'll be more happy with him ...I need him ... I miss him...I can't stay here any longer" she cries ... Her shocked parents could not stop her anymore...Jalal picks her up and carries her to their car and leaves ...it was already 11pm when they reached the Mohammed mansion ...once in the privacy of their room ...Jalal locks the door and whispers "welcome home Mrs Jalaluddin Mohammed" smiling cockily...carries her to bed whispering "finally I get my wife back in my bed all to myself" Jo leans and kisses him murmuring softly against his lips "it is nice to back home hubby..." withdraws away and suddenly begins to cry bitterly... "I left our house pregnant and returned home barren with empty arms, God found me not fit to be a mother Jalal" Jalal embraces her, wipes her tears away, hushes her saying " don't blame yourself, even though our babies died, you are still their mother and I am their father, you carried them in your womb, I held them in my arms...the Almighty decided he wanted them and took them away from us ...you and me will always be parents to Hassan and Hussein...nothing can change that fact... Can it?" he questions her as she continues to cry... " we will always mourn the loss of children...I still remember when you miscarried our first baby...life will never be the same for us as we deal with expectations and disappointments...but my love for you will never change, our relationship will always be the same, promise me Jo that you will never let it... you can't let it affect our relationship...you will always be my wife, the love of my life ... and I hope you feel the same way about me too" She promises him, they talked to each other for the first time without an audience ...Jalal opened his heart out to her she asks him about the twins death and emotional Jalal explains "I had Hassan in my arms as he struggled to breathe, I wished I could have breathed for him, I watched as he took his last breath my heart stopped beating, I felt like my life was taken away from me... everything came to a standstill...I could not breathe...I wanted to die too, I had all the money in the world but money could not help my son...I had paid and brought the latest technology and best neonatologist in the world to take care of my children, it did not save Hassan, I broke down and had no interest in life, ...but I heard Hussein's weak cry...he needed me too, I had to be strong for him for his sake, it was not his fault his brother passed away, watching his helpless body arch as his hands reached out to me, his weak cries, I had to be strong for him... at that time he had only me, you were struggling and fighting for your life" Jo understood what Sunny was attempting to explain to her...Jalal was her pillar of strength she loved him even more... They talked late into the night and went to bed wee hours of the morning finding comfort in each other's arms...

She slept like a baby for the first time in a month ...wrapped in baby soft sheets she cuddles into the warmth of the cloud like bed...rubs her face on her pillow expecting softness galore...but instead her cheek glided against stubbled cheek, "hmmm..."she gasped as she felt his arms wrap around her waist pulling her closer to warmth of his body...she tries to wiggle away but he holds her tight ...whispers "good morning babes" ...even in her groggy state she could feel his arousal against her back as she relaxed with her back against him... "your softness is so tempting my love, I can't contain myself" he whispers groggily into her ears...while his fingers stroked along her spine to her waist, lingering on her belly rubbing the c-section scar briefly before moving his hands up to caress her br**sts where her shirt had ridden up... "hmmm, Jalal" groaned as she rolls on top of his chest...looking deep into his hazy lust filled eyes...licks her lips before bending down towards his neck, kissing, licking and nicking his neck as his hands wandered up and down her back in anticipation letting her set the pace...she moved down his body with her lips kissing, nipping as her hands travelled down his waist... "babes" he growled as she touched his arousal...giving him relief from the state he had woken up in...when done, she nestled back into his arms resting her head on his chest as he liked her to as he continued to caress her... Their peace disturbed by a knock on the door...Jo holds on to Jalal... "hmmm rehane do na..." she whispers clinging to him, a persistent knock again, this time followed by HB's voice "Jalal ...why is your door locked beta?" ...groaning he rolls off the bed, grabs his sweats, pulls them on and opens the door "sorry ammijaan, why are you waking me up this early...I am too tired..." HB looks past him sees his bed occupied makes a mental note ...his wife is back home, smiles and says "Jalal beta, it is 7am, you are usually up by 5 demanding chai...and throwing a tantrum if even seconds late..." Jalal smirks... "ok ammi...I am awake now...I want to sleep some more" HB chuckles "I see my beti is back and you want to spend a lazy day with her...I'm your ammi Jalal, I know you..." An embarrassed Jalal smiles agreeing "I brought her home last night, I missed her...can you please bring her some chai too"

Jalal decides to work from home settles Jo comfortably in bed and goes to his office to make some phone calls...spends about 2 hours and returns to check on Jo, she was not in bed...not in the balcony...not in the bathroom...he begins to panic ...runs to the connecting guest bedroom they had converted to a nursery and finds her slumped on the couch in the nursery ...her knees pulled against her chest her head tucked in between her knees...sobbing, whimpering strangled cries ...Jalal rushes to her, wraps his arms around her sitting next to her begins to sob as well...giving in to the onslaught of emotions that overwhelmed him. Raising her head from where it had been buried against her knees, she turns around, hugs Jalal bringing him into her embrace... "hai kahna... what sin did I do to deserve this punishment...why did this happen to us?" she sobbed.. "we've patiently waited so long and now this..." she cried bitterly burying her face against his neck... "what am I going to do Jalal... I can't...I can't do anything, I planned my life around them"...chokes on her sobs, coughs ...and tearfully continues ... Jalal was enveloped in his sorrow and suddenly realizes Jo was falling apart...she was too stressed...he had to calm her down... "sshhh... Baby" he hushes her ... "we'll get through this together ... I can't loose you Jo, without you I am nothing, I need you baby... seeing you suffer is hard for me too...look at me Jo" placing a finger under her chin lifts it up...Jo's looks into his eyes, gazes into the saddest eyes she had ever seen ...she sees a broken Jalal putting up a brave front... he needed her to help him through the stress he had been through ...she wraps her arms around his neck and hugs him hard and whispers "you have such a big heart Jalal ...a big heart full of love for me that you are suffering all alone while I selfishly pitied my situation ...my accident must have been incredibly tough on you too...I love you Jalal...I don't want you to go through this alone... that's why I wanted to come home to you " she realizes that now more than ever he needed to hear it, feel the comfort she provides... Jalal gazes back at her and finds her eyes blazing with love and newfound determination... They spend the rest of the day by themselves in the memory of their children...Jalal shows Jo a fotoshoped album , pictures of the twins beginning with their ultrasound picture and edited pictures with Jalal and Jo..."this is what I came home and worked on every night after I left your parents place" he told her proudly... " I tried my best to record every possible moments with them so I could cherish them with you when you came out of coma...I have been looking forward to this day Jo" his arms loosely wrapped around her shoulders, Jo's hands wrapped around his waist together they were lost in their own world with the twins " ...the memories of the experiences we shared with them might be a bit different but the hopes and dreams we had for them, for their future was the same" together they were learning to accept the events that had occurred in their lives turning their world upside down... they drew comfort from each other, " we were touched by our children who live in our hearts for ever" Jalal's words of comfort were very much different from what the rest of the family advised ...A tearful Jo could only nod digesting the depth of love Jalal felt for his children... they explored various avenues to help them deal with their loss when Jo suggests "Jalal I want to keep their memories alive...I have been thinking about this, more so these past two weeks, I have given this idea a lot of thought, done a lot of research when I was at my parents house...what do you think about setting up another facet of our charity branch, under the banner Hassan and Hussein Legacy kids...this way the memory of our boys and the joys they brought to us will never be forgotten ever" this was the first time in a month he had seen Jo talking excitedly... "sounds perfect to me my love" for the first time since the horrible news about the accident, he was able to smile peacefully, his Jo was coming back to him, he gets lost in his own thoughts ...they finally had another chance to make all their dreams for the twins come true...

"You both better be decent because I am forcing this door open and coming in" they hear Mirza's voice hollering as he begins banging on the door, flinging it open as he walked in...Jo was in bed sleeping, sitting next to her propped against the headboard, Jalal was busy on his laptop while she slept "I see some things never change Bhaijaan" he said laughing away as he bounced himself on the bed next to them... "why is it the two of you are always behind closed doors" he asked with mocked ignorance...chuckles "you guys are like high school kids... I guess more like bunnies...making out all the time...we have been waiting for you both downstairs for dinner for over an hour, and here you guys are making out" an irritated Jalal gets off the bed asking " very funny Mirza, now get out of here" grabs a pillow attempting to hit him... "by the way, who are the we...I asked ammijaan to give us some time ... we are not in the mood to come down and join the family yet" Mirza goes on the explain Jo's parents and sister had come to visit...along with badiammi (maham). Jalal reaches over touching her cheeks with the back of his hand "shall we join them... come Jo, lets go meet them, we can discuss and finalize the pooja and rituals you wanted to do for Hassan and Hussein" Jo hesitates briefly then agrees ...Jalal pulls her out of bed, kicks Mirza out of the room... days, weeks and 4 months went by smoothly Jo diverted all her energy towards establishing the charity they established in memory of their twins, Jalal got back to working fulltime...he encouraged Jo to get involved with work as well, slowly she joined in via video conferencing attended business meetings on top of other business meetings...reviewing contracts...dealing with cranky upset clients...life was slowly but surely returning back to normal...Jalal had avoided travel totally but duty demanded he travel...he discussed it with Jo, she supported him and suggested he get back to his normal work routine... Jalal was getting ready for his first overseas business meeting in New York, he would be gone almost 4 days... He was a bit restless lying in bed waiting for Jo to finish project she was working on, the past 4 months he spent every night in the comfort of his wife's arms ...he did not look forward to this trip... Jo walks over "Jalal, so what do you think about ..." "forget work babes" he cuts her off pulling her down ... "you do a brilliant job taking care of business, everyone and everything around you but me...I need you too babes, I will be gone almost 4 days and it does not bother you?" he questions, when his phone buzzes...he mutes it, it buzzes again, then hears a couple blings...buzzes again "Jalal, please it might be important ...check your phone" Jo prodded I'm going to shower...Jalal picks up the phone, listens and jumps out of bed begins pacing while talking on the phone, Jalal watches as she walks out ...a towel wrapped loosely tucked under her arms, her hair tied up in a bun on top of her head, loose hair falling loosely framing her pretty face... he closes his eyes, and visually unwraps the towel ...her body haunts his vision "well obviously you didn't ...or I wouldn't be on the phone with you right now ...fix it or you will be in the unemployment line in tomorrow" he yells before hanging up...Jo walks over and wraps her arms around his waist, back hugging him, brushing his shoulders with her lips unaware of the turmoil in his head "calm down Jalal...if you keep yelling at people who work for you, they will walk out on you" Jalal knew he was redirecting his frustrations...he wanted Jo...wanted her badly...they hand many make out sessions, some almost taking him over the edge but Jalal was able to hold back and not go all the way...but it was beginning to take its toll, he was wearing out...he wanted more...she wanted more too...giving her a cocky smirk...turns her around and begins kissing her, kisses every visible part along her collar bone, unwraps the towel slowly... "mmm, this is what I have been wanting...how can I leave on my trip without taking some of you with me" he whispers carrying her to bed flicks the towel off her...she helps him undress quickly ...he could not hold back any more, all the dormant feeling he had inside him were fully awake now with a burst of adrenaline inducing in him an almost drug induced high...with frenzied movements they kissed, touched, could not get enough of each other...Jalal had worked hard to bury all his emotions for so long but in a moment it came flooding back full force as she wrapped her legs around his waist pulling him closer against her...her fingers digging into his back..."Jalal" she moaned...the self restraint he had built these past few months withered away as he took her and made fully his again, riding out with full force reaching climax, falls on her sweating breathless...basking in the euphoric high a feeling he had never experienced before...Jalal wakes up early...he had to leave on his business trip...feels the warmth of his wife's naked body ...reaches out for her, begins caressing her again...she moans and turns to him arching her body giving in to his needs and satisfying her own...Jalal was in the shower when he suddenly realizes he had not used any protection he had bought condoms and discretely tucked it away under the mattress for emergency use...forgot about it in the heat of the moment... Jo was not on any birth control...she was due for her OB/GYN checkup in 2 weeks... he curses himself for not using self control...her passion ruled him...her doctors advised him over and over again to let Jo have "pelvic rest" (basically it meant no sex) for atleast 6 months...they cannot risk another pregnancy ...

A month later Jalal, Jo, HB, and her parents were attending the inauguration of Hassan and Hussein Legacy kids charity events in Mumbai when Jo begins to sweat profusely, feels lightheaded ...grabs Jalal's hand for support ...wiping her forehead with the back of her hand leans against Jalal...they were in the middle of the functions all eyes were on them, an embarrassed Jalal leans sideways not looking at her whispers "Jo, everyone is looking at us, what ever it is wait till we get home" she yawns and "excuse me Jalal, I must be really tired ...or maybe it is just stress" Jo had a strong feeling she might be pregnant...she had been feeling sick for over a week but was scared to address it and hid it from Jalal...after the first time being together intimately Jalal left on a business trip but he called her from the airport and he had very strictly told her she had to see Dr Sneha first thing that day to get prescription for morning after pill and to take it, also explore the possibility to start taking birth control pills...reminding her of the advice given by her doctors...she did not follow his advice, she was far too busy and deeply involved in getting the charity up and running she forgot about it and now...she begins to get nervous, fidgets with her fingers...Jalal looks up at her ..."are you OK Jo...?" before he could complete his sentence ...she leans towards him, collapsing...

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Originally posted by: PRIAAMUNDHRA

BULSHIT!!!! How is Jo going to manage the freaking Jalal...???? Pregnancy... that too at this stage... God save Jo from Jalal's turmoil... chappy was really good Prema... hope u update next part soon too...