Akdha FF - A spontaneous desire Chapter 20 TZR updated pg 159 June 24 - Page 10

Jodha looks down avoiding his gaze and says "I'm a mess, an emotional mess ... I don't know what to do, there is too many things going on in my head ...I am confused " she slowly then looks up at him and catches his gaze on her... without saying a word they look at each other ... He chuckles "you need to chill" he says with a hint of teasing in his voice, pulling her up, walks her to the sofa - makes her sit .. walks over to the mini bar and pours a drink and brings it to her ... "I don't drink alcohol,,..I'll take sparkling water .., I'll take it myself", she gets up and walks to the bar ... Jalal watches as she walks towards the mini bar.. his desires begin to stir ... he walks over to her and pulls her against his chest tightly and kisses her neck and whispers in her ear "chill babes... yes I want you selfishly, just for myself, I want you for more than a one night stand, that's why I want marry you .. but it's not a matter of life and death .. does not have to be so dramatic ... stop stressing about it, just be cool... this is life ... don't over think ... enjoy yourself ... I'll be a great lover ...I'll make sure you are well taken care of" she pulls away from him and turns around pushing him away saying "that is it ... I always dream't of marrying for love .. I want my husband to love me ...I don't even know you, I've known you barely less than 24 hrs ... how could I commit to you, I don't love you" Jalal laughs and says with smug look plastered on his face " I doubt the existence of love itself...if there is anything that I believe in ... then it would be lust, lust at first sight... certainly not love at first sight ...aren't we prime examples of it just now " Jodha blushes recalling his kiss, his wandering hands...she was too inexperienced ... she was becoming a victim to his flirty charm unknowingly... slowly almost hesitantly looks at Jalal .. he grabs her by her shoulder and says "think of this as an arranged marriage ... accept it.. take it as a challenge, later we debate on the importance of love vs lust..."