I can't do this , but I have to ..!! - Page 5

Originally posted by: chitterati

I love the title of your post, it sums up the kashmakash of Jalal, the pain the sorrow of putting his family, his love, his praja through this. Jalal proved, that when it comes to safeguarding his sultanate and his people, he will not let his personal feelings come in the way. With great power comes great responsibility and greater turmoils, I feel bad for Jalal...

And jodha -I loooveeed her when she said enough of crying and decided to rise to her duties as a mother to be, this feeling was what I wanted to see in her during the KZ rescue mission she undertook. She was so dignified today, they way she silently supported Ruk, it was really moving...by merely holding her hand Jo asked her to hold on and be strong. When Ruk said to Jo " you really are beautiful " - she dint just mean externally , Ruk realised the immensely beautiful soul Jo had.

At first , I dint understand reasons of Jo wanting to leave, then I realised Jo took this decision as a mother , she knew of the political unrest that would follow and she wanted to keep her children safe.

And although I can understand the anger towards Jalal for putting Jo through all the anguish with this plan of his - but I will side with Jalal on this one. He knows jodha will never let him endanger himself, he knows Jo will jump in fire for him and be his shield, so the only option he was left with was to keep Jo out of loop.

And when it comes to matter of Jo trusting Jalal - I don't think the question or the premise is even valid. Jalal himself had professed many times that he is no longer in love with Jo, and to hear the word talaq from him would have numbed Jo to look beyond his anger. Faith in love to me in not blind faith - if we have blind faith in someone we will never be cognizant of their fallacies and will never question them, and no sound relationship can survive like that.

Originally posted by: SindhuMenon

awesome post. was waiting for this actually...I am a fan of your writings. My favorite from your thread is how beautifully you described JO MS scene. Totally agree with you here..

Jo HB scene was heartbreaking to watch..Felt like hugging Jo there..Last part where Jalal realizes that he has just gone over board and his visit to Jo's Hojra. Loved this scene too.

Jalal, yes he needs to prove to his enemies that he will go to any extent to hurt his near and dear ones so that he can get to the root. Agree he is going through hell just like his near and dear ones, Jo and his Kids. Does this mean that Jalal only understands JO but not Vice versa. Jodha, would not have believed anyone but she had to start believing because it came from her own husband whom she trusts and loves the most. Loved the dignified, strong willed, graceful Jodha today..

Waiting for this track to be over. I hope it ends tomorrow itself...

Originally posted by: tamy267

Jodha- her world revolves around her Shehenshah...and the same person talked about talaq to her! she didnt cry, she didnt rant, she went numb, she became a stone with no emotions left inside her, if she was only a wife she would have fought it back, cry it loud, rant it to Kanha, left Agra right then! but here it is Jodha the mother, enduring every pain with brave heart for the sake of her unborn kids...I cried a lot when she couldnt help but burst into tears hugging Hameeda...how broken was she...still standing tall! The girl has no idea what her husband is up to..for her, a life without Jalal is worthless but she has to live for her kids being a mother.💔

Jalal- every time he comes across Jodha, his eyes get filled with pain and lots of pain..I cant imagine how much pain this guy is enduring every moment! still he is keeping his cool and following his plan..he spotted Atifa talking with 3 men, immediately he interpreted the whole situation that the guys r Atifa's crime partners who will help her to succeed in her mission..later Atifa asking him to let them be in the nikah proved his doubts as true...Jalal wasnt even listening to her, his mind was busy in calculating...Jalal told TM n Atgah not to let Jodha attend nikah, coz he wanted to keep her safe in her hojra given a major attack is going to take place during nikah...he wanted her to stay away from all this and be safe...the last scene which hit the nail! Jalal couldnt bear it anymore..hurting Jodha causing him unbearable pain..he couldnt help but to visit her secretly...there he found a lifeless Jodha whose tears dried! his heart broke into million pieces with her this sight...the Jalal who cant even see a scratch in Jodha's skin, now is compelled to kill her inside...pain at its worst💔

Ruqaiyya- today she poured her heart out to Jodha...her insecurities, her fear, her hatred for Jodha, her seeking for opportunities to insult her, everything she admitted today...Ruqaiyya is totally vulnerable...she is dreading her loss of position...and now when Jalal is not going to remain Shehenshah, she thought of one woman who can feel her pain and that is Jodha...she wanted to cling onto one hope of Jalal's love for Jodha which can stop him marrying Papita..in this way her BEK audha will be safe..Ruqaiyya always wished for ill of Jodha, but now she is not able to take it when the same Jodha went against Jalal to support her...I loved her scene...and this is another scene which made me teary..I loved it..tomorrow Ruqaiyya will again turn her back to Jodha and will become a vamp, but today I loved her.

Maan Singh- Dont know is he a part of Jalal's plan or not..did Jalal send him to Jodha...?

Hameeda Banu- absolutely graceful and loving mother-in-law...loved her.❤️

precap: TE will make dhaansu entry...🥳

today's episode was very emotional for me...I cried almost in every scene...but yes, I know from tomorrow I will celebrate❤️

I feel CB was freed by Jalal..he found her and kept her in some secret place..tomorrow during bhadnaphod, he will bring her in front of everyone and will reveal Maham.⭐️

Originally posted by: Rashmi81

Well written.

Why hurry up with this track?

That stupid leap will come.😡

Originally posted by: tamy267

Jodha- her world revolves around her Shehenshah...and the same person talked about talaq to her! she didnt cry, she didnt rant, she went numb, she became a stone with no emotions left inside her, if she was only a wife she would have fought it back, cry it loud, rant it to Kanha, left Agra right then! but here it is Jodha the mother, enduring every pain with brave heart for the sake of her unborn kids...I cried a lot when she couldnt help but burst into tears hugging Hameeda...how broken was she...still standing tall! The girl has no idea what her husband is up to..for her, a life without Jalal is worthless but she has to live for her kids being a mother.💔

Jalal- every time he comes across Jodha, his eyes get filled with pain and lots of pain..I cant imagine how much pain this guy is enduring every moment! still he is keeping his cool and following his plan..he spotted Atifa talking with 3 men, immediately he interpreted the whole situation that the guys r Atifa's crime partners who will help her to succeed in her mission..later Atifa asking him to let them be in the nikah proved his doubts as true...Jalal wasnt even listening to her, his mind was busy in calculating...Jalal told TM n Atgah not to let Jodha attend nikah, coz he wanted to keep her safe in her hojra given a major attack is going to take place during nikah...he wanted her to stay away from all this and be safe...the last scene which hit the nail! Jalal couldnt bear it anymore..hurting Jodha causing him unbearable pain..he couldnt help but to visit her secretly...there he found a lifeless Jodha whose tears dried! his heart broke into million pieces with her this sight...the Jalal who cant even see a scratch in Jodha's skin, now is compelled to kill her inside...pain at its worst💔

Ruqaiyya- today she poured her heart out to Jodha...her insecurities, her fear, her hatred for Jodha, her seeking for opportunities to insult her, everything she admitted today...Ruqaiyya is totally vulnerable...she is dreading her loss of position...and now when Jalal is not going to remain Shehenshah, she thought of one woman who can feel her pain and that is Jodha...she wanted to cling onto one hope of Jalal's love for Jodha which can stop him marrying Papita..in this way her BEK audha will be safe..Ruqaiyya always wished for ill of Jodha, but now she is not able to take it when the same Jodha went against Jalal to support her...I loved her scene...and this is another scene which made me teary..I loved it..tomorrow Ruqaiyya will again turn her back to Jodha and will become a vamp, but today I loved her.

Maan Singh- Dont know is he a part of Jalal's plan or not..did Jalal send him to Jodha...?

Hameeda Banu- absolutely graceful and loving mother-in-law...loved her.❤️

precap: TE will make dhaansu entry...🥳

today's episode was very emotional for me...I cried almost in every scene...but yes, I know from tomorrow I will celebrate❤️

I feel CB was freed by Jalal..he found her and kept her in some secret place..tomorrow during bhadnaphod, he will bring her in front of everyone and will reveal Maham.⭐️

Originally posted by: SindhuMenon

@abhay.: loved your post . How beautifully U have explained JJ's love and trust for each other..Totally agree with you. We cannot question JJ's love for each other.. Nor can we compare it...

Mansigh JO scene itself is an example of Jo's trust, faith and love for her husband. Even though Ruks was venting out to JO, not even a single word came out of Jo's mouth against Jalal. Jo was so dignified and graceful..