AkDha FF Destiny #2 Chapter 18-19 updated 13/10 The End pg 21 - Page 9

Jalal felt a burden had been removed from his shoulders and he snaked his arms around her. Both of them wrapped tightly in each other's embrace.Jalal kissed her hair and hugged her more tightly. THIS DAY was a start to their new journey.. This revalation would change the coming days for the couple as they would face the hardships and the best moments together.

After about ten minutes, they broke the hug only to get inside the house. Before they entered the house, Jalal took Jodha in his arms " I would like to carry you to our room." Jodha frowned at the thought. Just as they entered the house, Jalal dismissed everyone from there declaring that he would spent some precious moment with his wife in private. The maids blushed at the thought and slipped away from the house."Jalal put me down! I wont let you carry me all over to the bedroom after crossing this stairs! You see im not that skinny and light as you think." Jalal smirked at her "What I want is what I get and now I want to carry you all over to our bedroom but before that we are going to have our dinner."

Jalal carried Jodha towards the dining table and made her sit carefully on a chair "You know Jalal you really don't have to do this.. I mean I can walk.." Jalal chose to ignore her and disappeared into the kitchen. Jodha took the table knife in her hand and drew her fingers on the sharp edges of it, but yet careful."Jalal came out of the kitchen with one dish in each oh his hands but when he saw Jodha with the table knife he let out a remark "Allah! What a devil of a person! You chose to murder me with that knife!" Jodha rolled her eyes and shook her heads sideways "Since when did you become a Drama Queen? Only God can save you now..." Jalal suppressed the sly grin which was forming on his lips and spoke "Well, poor you.. You have to live the rest of your life with this Drama Queen." he placed the dishes over the table and took his place beside Jodha. "Eat up!" They ate their food in silence and when they were finished, Jodha gave a confused look to Jalal and spoke "Why did you dismiss all of them?In what words can you explain to me that what you meant about the spending some precious moments with my wife'? You know what impression it gave to them?" Jalal chuckled at her questions and coolly answered "Precious time means some quality time and why do you care what they think about us?" Jodha moved her eyes away from Jalal and decided it would be best if they didn't talk about it. Collecting the unwashed plates from the table, Jodha went to the kitchen and cleared the plates. Jalal later on joined her. He leaned against the counter of the sink and carefully examined Jodha, while she washed the dishes. He cleared his throat and started a conevrsation with her with a question.

"Jodha Im in a doubt regarding something. Would you mind clearing it up?" Jodha glanced at Jalal through her lashes and nodded "Hmmm..Bolo" Jalal gently put both of his hands on Jodha's shoulders and made her face him. "Look at me.. I wont you to look at me and directly answer to my question." Jodha's pearl like eyes met his intense eyes which was demanding for answer. "Why were you crying when you saw mw with ruqqaiya?Why were you leaving me? Its not that you have any sort of feelings for me, or is it?" Jodha was taken aback with his question, she herself hadn't known why she was crying or leaving.. But it all felt the right thing at that point of time.. She felt betrayed and brutally cheated. Even that question is haunting Jodha's mind. She took her lower lip between her teeth and bit it in frustration. "I.. I... I.. don't know myself. I just felt betrayed and and dejected.. I really don't have any idea." Jodha stuttered between her words."Do you despise me?" came the urgent response from Jalal.Jodha blinked twice and she knew that the answer to his question was a big no and somewhere she knew that he also knew the answer."What do you think?" Jodha's eyes twinkled.

"I feel that you don't despise me and that your trying to accept me..But something is stopping you.. and I think I know what it is." Jodha lowered her eyes as she found herself caught red handed. "You think that I would leave you.. After making you fall for me, I am going to leave you.. Geez!You think that I was putting up an act all this time?" Frustrated, he ran his fingers on his hair, roughly grabbing it, he closed his eyes to digest the idea of him playing such a game with Jodha.. How could she even think about him like that.. Doesn't she see the love for her in his eyes? Jalal sighed deeply "I know we had a rough start together but im trying to make things right.. Believe me.. I am leaving no stone unturned to smoothen things up between us but here you are doubting me... What am I going to do if you don't trust me.. I know its hard but just try it for once and I promise I wont let you down.."Jodha could sense that he was telling the truth and there was no harm in just believing him for once..Well there was.. but she chose to ignore the harm part.

By looking at Jodha's blank expression, Jalal came to a conclusion that she wont give gim a chance. Dejected, he turned to leave but stopeed when he felt the tender touch of her on his rather rough wrist. He turned around to look at Jodha. who gave him a contended smile and nodded at him to assure him that she gave him a chance. Somewhere in heart she knew Jalal would not let her down. Suddenly they had felt an electric charge between themselves which was drawing them closer every passing second. She needed him and he her..Jalal scooped Jodha in his arms and started walking up to their room without breaking the intense gaze.

As they reached the stairs, Jodha started to protest "Jalal you should put me down." But he went on, on his own way. The way he preferred to walk into. Jodha nuzzled herself in his chest, getting the essence of home.Jalal gently placed Jodha in the middle of the bed and closed the door behind him, locking it properly. A blush crept up on Jodha's face making Jodha's cheek turn crimson. Jalal sat beside her and tucked the long stray lock of hair behind her ears. "You look beautiful." he spoke in a husky voice and pressed his lips on Jodha's forehead, sending shivers all over her body.Jalal slowly descended towards her eyes, her nose and then her cheeks. Finally when he moved to her lips, he gently brushed his lips against hers, but not claiming it completely as if to tease her. He wanted her to take the step, he wanted to know whether she was okay with their intimacy or not. A bit irritated Jodha plunged forward in order to meet with him. Their lips smashed in unision and Jodha could tell Jalal was smirking against her lips. He grabbed the dupatta with his free hand, the other hand clutching Jodha's silky hair and making a bun with it. His chiseled mouth played with her one.. She was completely inexperienced. Desire clouded over, intrigued, she bit Jalal with her teeth making Jalal wild with desire.

Jalal descended from her lips to her throat and have a quick peck to it.A moan escaped her mouth as Jalal continued with his sweet torture. She clutched Jalal's hair making him winch in pain. "AH!" "Your so beautiful Jodha. I am glad that you are MY wife." he pressed on the MY. Woah! She was feeling out of the world and never in her life she felt these weird sensations which Jalal had waken tonight.

Jalal began to undress her. When he was finished with undressing her, he gazed at the beauty who lay in front of him. Her porcelain skin was creamy and untouched. She hid herself with her hands and Jalal grinned at her "You don't have to hide yourself from me.. You are beautiful." Jodha hesitantly moved her hands away from her, leaving him amazed at her beauty. He wanted to touch it, caress it and make it his. It perfectly fitted in his palm "Oh Jodha!" He returned to her lips, claiming it as his own property. He descended down, leaving trails of kisses all over the body, making Jodha wild. She pierced her nails on Jalal, cutting through Jalal's skin. This action of Jodha made him go wild and he could no longer stay away from her.

Jalal thrust into Jodha with a jerk making Jodha wince with pain "Jalal!" Jalal began to move with slow pace and he calmed Jodha "Sssh! We are going to take it slowly now.Dont worry.. Its your first time while you are in your senses." Jodha blushed at the thought of their honeymoon trip.

Slowly, Jodha began to match his pace and enjoyed him inside her. Weird sensations ran through her entire body. Jalal crushed lips on her. They began to move in unision. Droplets of sweat dripped from her forehead. They had their climax together. Jalal filling her with himself. He gently pressed his lips against on her forehead and collapsed on her.

Jodha was now feeling very womanly, as it was apparently her first time. She blushed at the incident which took place some minutes ago. She watched her husband sleeping peacefully beside her like a baby. He looked more innocent when he is at sleep. Jodha never really thought that her day would end up like this. She thought what would've happened if she left him..What would've happened if he had not reached there on time. Right now she might have been on a train station or a bus station waiting for vehicle to take her away from Jalal. She thanked her stars that Jalal reached there on time and brought her back to her senses. Their encounter in the kitchen changed some equations between him and her. Had not she promised herself that she would only make love to the person whom she loved and who loved her. Then why did she allow Jalal to touch her, make love to her. All these questions hovered in her mind and began bugging her. He needed her and she needed to show him that she believed on him.

The gap between them were decreasing day by day.. She thanked her Good Lord that they went to their honeymoon and also sent her thanks to Ruqqaiya for whom all of this took place. Weird feelings had risen in her heart for him and she needed to sort out what name she could give to this unknown feeling. She glanced at her husband peaceful and innocent face, that very moment she knew she was in love with him, and that to deeply. She feared that he would not accept her feelings and love her back. This thought of hers froze her heart. She would not be able to hold on to the rejection and especially from him. He was her first love and she wouldn't want to lose him.Not one more rejection.

Jalal stirred in his slip.Jodha watched him for half an hour. She siged "I can watch this man for years and years.I would like to thank his parents for giving birth to such a beautiful son." On the thought of his parents her mind drifted to their wedding reception when he behaved coldly with his parents. She thought to herself "Why did he behave like that with his parents? There must be something behind it. What made him turn a cold-hearted man? I must find out but only if he is okay with it. I will ask him myself.. But not right now. Now its not the perfect time as our relation has begun to improve for the better and I wont ruin it." Her thoughts wondered to Bakshi now.. Why was jalal teary-eyed when he mentioned her name? Jodha yawned "God! What time is it?" she checked the table clock on her bedside table. "3 am! I better take some rest." She gently removed Jalal's hand from her, which clunged on to her as if it was his lifeline. She slipped into his satin silky nightgown and lay down on the circled shape bed. She nuzzled herself on Jalal's masculine chest and was about to fall asleep when she heard Jalal mumble something. She looked up at him and pressed her lips on his forehead. Then he murmurmerd in his sleep "I love you Jodha." Jodha stilled.