Originally posted by: deejagi
Mansi,
As the mass prayer started for BB's child, I had a nauseating feeling that we might get the inevitable now that Jalal will be heart broken soon. However hard we might have wanted that Ruqu's truth to be out, I was like, no, not now, Jalal is so happy after so long, let him enjoy it for some more time as in the end he will be shredded into pieces when the truth is out. It will not make any major change in level of hurt he was going to face. I don't know whether I was the only one who was expecting it to delay "like a patients family member who was waiting for the verdict from the doctor on the biopsy test (even after knowing for sure that the patient is cancerous) or like dreading mother in law of a criminal waiting to here the verdict from the mouth of justice that the culprit will be sentenced to death" there by her daughter is spared some more moments of agony of wrath.
All I can say is that Ruqaiyya has not realized the gravity of the situation even after seeing Jalal with that dagger shedding eyes. She as usual thought even this situation will also pass as her earlier mistakes. But she has not realized what she did now is not a mistake but a crime. I don't think like many on forum dreaded that she will plan some situation and claim her pregnancy as false alarm or some mistake from the Hakima who diagnosed and call it a halt. Had she thought of coming out clean with the issue, she had that golden opportunity when Hamida brought the old Hakima who treated HB during her pregnancy. Then no one would have suspected her and even if Maham planned to drag this matter out, nobody would have believed in her words thinking she is trying to avenge Jalal by dragging this sensitive issue.
The way she swapped the servant and made her to undergo test and pass it with flying colours shows that she really had intended to carry on this act till the end and would have presented some unknown, unrelated child as her own and possess or grab the MUZ title for herself , is like in the other show the DIL thinks that only a mother who give birth to a son is respected more and in that blind belief she swaps her new born daughter with some one else's baby boy and claim she gave birth to a boy and grab everyone's attention love and care. Less did she knew that the girl child would have been got her the same love and affection her MIL and family. by the time she realized this truth, the child was almost an year old and she can't get back her own daughter back.
If ruqu had confessed this truth to him in private before it aggravated (at least when he talked about the sr. Hakima or she could have confessed to the hakima and requested her to help her out from this mess, may be she would have suggested some alternative way to reveal the truth to otehrs) , may be she had a fair chance of forgiveness though she would have lost her friend for sure. Atleast she would not have to get humiliated in public as now it is not something which Jalal can cover up for her. She has touched his soft spot where it hurts the more, his longing for a child and she used it as a bite to draw him towards her. She was his friend, she was his first wife and she had all the liberty to seek his attention and time. he would have obliged it and no one would have objected his attention to her. Even after seeing and being in Jodha's company for the last one year, she should not have worried about losing Jalal to Jodha as Jodha had promised her that she will never take her place in Jalal's life and Jalal had assured that her position is intact.
Even though the death o that daasi is not directly by Ruqu, who will listen to her now after this ugy truth is revealed. Yes that daasi was also not a virtue of goodness as she was doing her wafadaari to Maham, had she met hamida or Salima instead of Mahma on that day, she would not have faced her death and even Ruqu would have not gone further but still she didn't deserve death even if it were from Maham. So her death has to be justified now and also it was announced in public that some one had tried to poison her through that daasi and that was the reason, she died but just imagine if Jodha had not been with Jalal at that moment, she would have easily blamed Jodha for that or later if she thought, she is fed up with her act, she could have declared she had MC and squarely put the blame on Jodha's head as she was the one who was taking care of her medicine and food.
Jalal was never worried about what people will think of him about the repeated failure in becoming a father. Had he thought like that he would not have openly announced that none of his Begums are pregnant and it was some conspiracy that one of his Begum was assumed to be pregnant. So he doesn't bother about his public image but he has died million deaths inch by inch on facing the truth that he is not becoming a father yet again. This is the 3rd time it is happening to him (at least in this serial). Once with that oen of his wife who claimed she was pregnant with his child and he was too happy to share that with others while Ruqu punched the bubble of joy by saying he had not slept with that particular wife since six months, so he can't be the father of that child. Next Ruqu became pregnant and he was beaming with happiness and Maham pinched him by administering poison to kill that child in the womb. Now for the third time
he thought finally eh will be father and god has other plans for him and is testing his strength by yet again it was just a mirage and there never was a child in Ruqu's womb and he had dreampt million dreams for that virtual child. May be God wanted to make him strong to face the seeral of his kids death in front of his own eyes and still live his life for others and that could be the reason, he has to give so many tests.
I am not worried about Jalal's public image or whether he will blast or beat ruqu,. All I am worried is about his mental condition and how he will be able to bear this naked truth about his life partner for more than 6 years and his childhood friend who claimed to stay with him in his think thin moments and in a way had fulfilled it to certain extent. After seeing BK's naked hunger for power and bossism on him, he was startled but some how he sustained that with the help of Maham and Ruqu. Then came the great blow in the form of Maham's backstabbing which shattered him to the core still he supported himself with the help of his own mother and his wife ( may be in that weak moment he drowned himself with Alcohol) which is the precise moment Ruqu had manipulated him to think that he had impregnated her and he is becoming a father. He was on cloud nine thinking his favorite wife is back to him after months and in that holy moment his other wife gave him the good news of him becoming a father. he would have thought there can no body happier & fortunate than him in the world. But alas that was a short lived soap bubble with rainbow colours oozing out of it and the same sunrays which gave it vibrant colors is the reason for its bursting out was unknown to him. See how it came true in his case, it was Ruqu who gave the sweet news of his fatherhood and it is the same Ruqu's act which burst that bubble and there is nothing left to view, not even the wrecked pieces of its existence. If Maham's truth shattered him, Ruqu's truth has killed him. Now he is a dead man and it will be the duty of Jodha and others to sprinkle life into this living dead body and bring him alive and it will take hell lot of time for him to revive himself.
With so many nightmares about him becoming father, he may startle if someone tells him he is going to be a father again, even if is Jodha. After tasting the betrayal from all the corners from his own dear ones, will he be able to trust anyone, he may not be able to trust his own shadow forget about others. And I just hope that Jodha will not show any symptoms of pregnancy at the moment as neither she nor Jalal can relish the sweetness of that feeling with the current situation. he will be scared to death to hear a word pregnant at the moment and might run away from the spot. We may think that will be a distraction and Jodha will be cherished for this news but will they be able to forget their wounds so soon, as they have woven so many dreams for that child which was expected to arrive and enlighten their life. So let them get some time to shed back this unhappy truth. Only then they may be able to enjoy their new found little life between them and relish.
I don't care whether Maham will still show her ugly side by brining in Ruqu's plans about swapping the bhandi and berate Jalal by asking will he give the same justice to his own wife as he passed it on her? At this moment I am not even bothered whether Shehnaz will reach the prison and come across that secret door with the ornamental knob or what is her intention in getting a boat to float in the Agra palace pool, may be she is planning to vacate her mother out of Agra through Yamuna river by using the boat and then attack Jalal from the river, that means she is well versed with knifes, sword and also archery.
And about the precap, I think Jodha might have come up with some more items for their child like spoon , bowl, cloths and sweaters etc. and that could be the reason Jalal said that there is no scope for any dreams as she cheated everyone with her lie.
Kumkum Bhagya
Arjun
