Look of melancholy

Emotions running riot , that state of despair , utter hopelessness, anguish , anxiety , ya khuda I was mesmerized by jalal today... No matter what ruqs feels , jalal asserts the contrary when he says i thought i found a soulmate for a while.. When he says ammi was right shehehshah is always alone, his strong bond of friendship not with ruqs but loneliness is clear. It was clear Jalal never enjoyed solitude, his lonliness always was hurting him badly (scene with ammi before his wedding to ben proved it).The next day when jodha by drining poison gave him that small hope that someone can be there for him because of himself not for any other reason, jalal decided to try to blend into the world believing jodha. But now that she is lying and not sharing her worries with him clearly makes him feel her lack of trust in him..Though jodha is not really wrong from her perspective but right now she has definitely disappointed him that makes him feel abandoned ...All he needs is the comfort of being wanted by someone... Am sure the day jodha finds his heart and she makes him realize that she has found his heart Jalal will gladly forgo his friendship with loneliness...

Originally posted by: dodoneha

yeah agree wid u completely😊

jalal is not doubting jo even after infinite instigation from his badi-ammi whose words he used 2 take as gosphel😊 mind u he is still unaware of his badi-ammis conspiracies but he is still trusting jo 😳after getting all wrong hints from d situation

did u see when he told ma dat the stranger may be sujamal then also he didnt have any anger in his voice... he was ready 2 accept/convince himself of his enemy as long as it came 2 trust jo character... and he really justified his words with his actions when he so heart-brokenly💔 told jo dat - Ek bar to sach Bataya Hota... Ek Baar to Yakeen Kiya Hota 😭 he would have really heard her and tried 2 undestand her pov out if she had trusted him even one time after him asking repeteadly... but she didnt so he is hurt, was so depressed i had some tears in my eyes hearing his broken voice and hurt expressions😭

he was really lonely and desperately desired a companion/soul-mate... as u so rightly pointed out dat HB-Jallu bonding scene where he himself said he was so alone insite of having d country wishes and full harem and family... jo after sacrificing herself 4 him even after facing humiliation and insult from him... then he got a silver linning in the dark cloud dat he has got someone as his fried, love and soulmate... so he was continuously trying to reach out to her... trying to get her 2 confess her fellings... he wanted 2 get dat hope converted into confirmation... and now suddenly dat she is hiding info from him not sharing it wid him, he is scared of rejection from his soul-mate on a companiable level... he really loves her madly and is trying to find his emotional rock in her... but her silence is acting worse as a poison 2 him dan bens poison 2 jo... and is slowly killing him inside😭... he really needs 2 vent his anger out now as its more painful 2 see his inner torment dan his lashing out...

even jo is almost right in her pov ( almost being d key word here).. she could have hinted him without telling him d full proof... he badly needs her assurance of his trust in her not d truth...

its d circumstances which r wrong (also unnecessary dragging of d cvs) and ma khurafati mind at fault😡... and hamida is right sometimes time is d best healer of d wound if d involved parties cannot clear their mu... but i think when time factor comes into play dan it is slow poison 2 the affected parties as dey stew in their hurt, anguish and helplessness...

Originally posted by: dodoneha

yeah agree wid u completely😊

jalal is not doubting jo even after infinite instigation from his badi-ammi whose words he used 2 take as gosphel😊 mind u he is still unaware of his badi-ammis conspiracies but he is still trusting jo 😳after getting all wrong hints from d situation

did u see when he told ma dat the stranger may be sujamal then also he didnt have any anger in his voice... he was ready 2 accept/convince himself of his enemy as long as it came 2 trust jo character... and he really justified his words with his actions when he so heart-brokenly💔 told jo dat - Ek bar to sach Bataya Hota... Ek Baar to Yakeen Kiya Hota 😭 he would have really heard her and tried 2 undestand her pov out if she had trusted him even one time after him asking repeteadly... but she didnt so he is hurt, was so depressed i had some tears in my eyes hearing his broken voice and hurt expressions😭

he was really lonely and desperately desired a companion/soul-mate... as u so rightly pointed out dat HB-Jallu bonding scene where he himself said he was so alone insite of having d country wishes and full harem and family... jo after sacrificing herself 4 him even after facing humiliation and insult from him... then he got a silver linning in the dark cloud dat he has got someone as his fried, love and soulmate... so he was continuously trying to reach out to her... trying to get her 2 confess her fellings... he wanted 2 get dat hope converted into confirmation... and now suddenly dat she is hiding info from him not sharing it wid him, he is scared of rejection from his soul-mate on a companiable level... he really loves her madly and is trying to find his emotional rock in her... but her silence is acting worse as a poison 2 him dan bens poison 2 jo... and is slowly killing him inside😭... he really needs 2 vent his anger out now as its more painful 2 see his inner torment dan his lashing out...

even jo is almost right in her pov ( almost being d key word here).. she could have hinted him without telling him d full proof... he badly needs her assurance of his trust in her not d truth...

its d circumstances which r wrong (also unnecessary dragging of d cvs) and ma khurafati mind at fault😡... and hamida is right sometimes time is d best healer of d wound if d involved parties cannot clear their mu... but i think when time factor comes into play dan it is slow poison 2 the affected parties as dey stew in their hurt, anguish and helplessness...

Originally posted by: Mages

my heart totally went out to him tdy...SO DID MINE ..😭he was so hurt...shattered and lost...the thought of jodha not trusting him...not revealing the truth is giving him immense pain...the drunk jallu and jodha moments in angoori bagh was so painful when he told jodha that if only once she told him the truth and trust him...in his drunken state the pain in his heart visibly shown in his eyes and his drunken tone of his voice...than in his hojra when he talk to himself he thought he got his soulmate but then he ends up being alone again...he was shattered...

jodha is right in her perspective...i wish sujamal never made that promise...