Hi friends... m back from a hectic meeting... too many words spoken... and i really fear for loss of words now... actually was handling a workshop and so handling ard 80 ppl at a time , talking to them face to face from morning, with just one coffee-break ...
anyway, need to freshen up my mind... and what better way i can get rather thinking abt JA??? so here i m..
ok so journey started... for our AkDha as well as for us... coz we r going to enjoy their being together, fighting with all odds, caring for eachother, standing for eachother and thus finding eachother...this journey of theirs is not just to know the other, but to find the lost self in their own self... while Jodha will know and understand , Jalal more and more , at the same time she will find Begum Jodha of emperor Jalal... and same time while Jalal will get to know his Jodha, he is abt to know the husband of an simple girl in Jodha (not princess or begum) married to emperor.. that's why i said they r about to FIND the lost self of themselves with the help and support of eachother , and thus finally binding them with the strength of love , they both want from other for themselves... (is it very complex and difficult to read/ understand.. sorry, i m yet to come out of my workshop mode, it seems😉)
anyway, read many posts abt the dhakka issue, that's still clouding their relationship... coz Jalal is not able to forget it... not his mistake... but not her mistake too... but still that rejection from her has put him in a position where, he wants to trust her completely still , he can't... reason... he fears another rejection... had it been anybody else who rejected him, he would have punished the person with his/her life... but Jo is somebody he has loved from start... and so though he tortures her , humiliates her, still he is not ready to let go of her from his life... he is not interested in her reply , as why she rejected him , certainly not now when she has shown the extent she can go for him... all he wants her to take him in her arms and console him saying she was wrong, and is sorry for that and she never meant to hurt him but still it just happened , and though she can't reverse it, if he is ready to forgive her , then she wants to move on with him...
i know, many of us (including myself) will not accept this theory, coz we know Jo is not at mistake, but WE know that, not Jalal...for him it was a rejection from his LOVE... Love that has happened for the first time in his life... and it has torn him to the core... as i said, if she tells him even now that she never invited him that night, he won't believe it... he might go back to his shell that is opening up now in front of her... and so she stays quiet, coz just as she said he needs proof every time, and she doesn't have anything to prove right now... but then i m sure, we r going to see this Dhakka issue again and again , when finally he will break up if she stays silent like this and will demand answer... and right now only answer she can give is saying sorry for it (even though she is not at mistake), and give any damn reason (like he was drunk, or she feared he would hurt her), i m sure he will forget that issue right there and will be ready to move on with her...
so many will ask why Jo has to say sorry when she is not at mistake... but when ur relationship is yet to start , or is on a shaky path, one has to go one step back , if other one is not able to step forward... if one keeps going ahead and other one stays circling at one place, the relationship is streched beyond limit and finally broken... and i think Jo is wise enough to understand that, and that's the reason she is keeping quiet... she is not replying anything... neither denying nor apologizing...she is just watching his moods, coz even she is not sure, how his mood will change with one word from her (though she is right)... so she is just taking care that this new found relation , love, trust is not shaken now...
i wish, that letter MU btw them gets burried with this new journey, where they will find eachother... but if , instead of defending herself right now when she has no proof in her hand, she let's this relationship blossom , with just one sorry from her, then she should do it... (i m not against Jo... plz don't bash me for saying this...) ... her one apology, though she is not wrong, can strengthen their relationship, and can buy her his trust, so she should go for it...build a new strong relation with him of trust and love, which won't be shaken by any storm , big or small, and then he too will be her support system , whenever she needs him... but one thing for sure... the first step has to be taken by Jo... coz Jalal fears rejection...
i know she too can fear it, still i think Jo is stronger than Jalal, when it comes to emotional stress... and so, even if she can't clear the MU right now, she can let it bury using whatever method she can, and help him move on with THEIR new life...
and later when and if the MU is cleared , then trust me Jalal will apologize for every thing, every single mistake he has done, every humiliation of her, he will ask for forgiveness for everything... and that will only strengthen their relationship to the point of not breaking ever...
anyway, rest of the episode was cute... the symbolism shown ,and u said in ur post is interesting... Jalal's intensity, his desire for her, her love, is increasing every moment... and just as Chishti Baba said the other night, that he will soon understand the meaning of his name ' Mohammad' (hope spelling is right)... and so this journey is towards that... his finding himself in new light will be understanding the meaning of his name, and who can be his support system and strength , if not Jodha... the transformation of a cruel, ruthless king has started when Jo came in his life, and now this journey with her love and support will surely take him to being a human being, whose future will mark him as " GR8"...
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one thing, if anybody calls Zee or Balaji, plz ask them not to kill our happiness of watching AkDha by showing idiots in Agra pagalkhana...
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