FF *Ishqzaade* Chapter 27 updated on page150*THREAD CLOSED* - Page 95

(As soon as he entered her chamber...his eyes widened in immense shock by seeing its condition...the curtains and pillow covers were torn away...the mirror pieces were scattered all over the floor...only few candles had left lighting giving a very dim light...the distasteful condition of the room caused his heart to skip a beat...his eyes rapidly searched for jodha...but she was nowhere to be found...finally he approached towards the balcony and found her sitting near the window leaning on the wall behind...*somewhat in a similar manner one will sit in a palanquin...*...gazing outside )

(At first, he felt a bit relieved finding her safe and sound but the next moment his breath got stuck in his throat when he noticed her condition...she was looking completely devastated and lost with almost no jewelry over her body apart from the anklets that were quite visible below her ghagra...shining like diamond in the moonlight falling on them...yes she was not looking less than any fragile angel but ...surely a distressed one this time...tears were continuously flowing from her doe like puffy eyes...that were staring nowhere but were glued towards outside ... )

(Jalal quickly rushed by her side and sat in front of her all afraid from inside...put his hand on her hands that were placed over her knees...and asked in an highly worried tone...."Jodha..."...but there was no response from her side...she continued staring outside as if she is still alone in that room...ignoring his presence...he again mumbled..."Jodha...kya baat hai??...aap is tarah...yaha...aur ye sab kisne kiya(he said it looking around)...ye kya halat bana rakhi hai apne hojre ki aapne...aap thik to hai na...Jodha..."...he said it all in a single stroke in a highly confused tone...but she dint even budge...she was just sitting like a statue there...jalal was losing his patience as the fear inside him started increasing and biting his soul...he again asked with a little loud voice..."jodha...hum aapse baat kar rahe hai...aap kuch bolti..."...but before he could complete his sentence...jodha spoke out...interrupting him abruptly...in a low and gloomy tone still staring away from him..."kyu aaye hai aap yaha??" ...jalal was a bit surprised by her strange question...he exclaimed out of amazement..."kya??"...Jodha continued..."ab kya lene aaye hai yaha??...jo apko chahiye tha wo to apko mil chukka hai na...ab humare paas kuch nahi bacha hai aapko dene ke liye..."...jalal was completely clueless...What she was talking about...he held her shoulders and shook her a bit...as from the time he had seen her...she dint even look at him once...he asked all flabbergasted..."kya keh rahi hai aap jodha??...hum bhala aapke paas kuch lene kyu aayege...??...mohabbat karte hai hum aapse...hum to apke saath kuch waqt guzarne aaye the aur aap hai ke...")

Jodha: - (cutting him short...in a low voice...finally looked at him...) Prem... (Now a bit louder) Prem...hahahh... (She got up from her place and started laughing like mad)...Prem...hahahhh... (she laughed more loudly than ever tilting his head up like insane...Jalal was more than shocked on her action...he was just looking at her with a confused face...she continued laughing until her giggles dint get converted into painful sobs...and she started crying with enormous pain that can't be expressed in words...she stopped at once and turned to face jalal and looked at him with utmost disgust in her eyes...)

Prem...huh...prem ka kya arth hai aapki dristi me...bhali bhanti gyat ho chuka hai hume(I have come to know very well...what is the meaning of love in your eyes)...hume pata hai aapko kya chahiye...lagta hai abhi dil nahi bhara aapka...to thik hai... (She put her hand on her shoulder and pulled out her dupatta in a single stroke and threw it on the floor...leaving herself only in ghagra and choli ...revealing her cleavage and delicate bare waist...shouted more loudly than ever)...kar lijiye jo karna hai aapko...yahi chahiye na aapko...barbad to hum ho hi chuke hai...ab jo thodi bahut izzat bachi hai use bhi chin lijiye...khade hai hum aapke samne...puri kar lijiye apni vasna(lust)...

(Jalal's eyes widened in immense shock as he just witnessed the most heart wrenching scene in front of his eyes that he never imagined even in his dreams...a sudden anger reflected on his face rapidly...he got up at once and moved towards jodha in rage...picked up her Dupatta from the floor...)

Jalal: -(screamed at the top of his voice...covering her body with the dupatta...) dimag kharab ho gaya hai kya tumhara jodha??...kya bakwaas kar rahi ho tum??...hosh me to ho tum...hum... (With a disgusted look on his face)...hume itna gira hua samajhti ho tum...tumhe lagta hai ke hume sirf tumhare jism ki bhook hai...ho kya gaya hai tumhe??... (He grasped her arm really tight...)....kyu kar rahi ho ye sab??

Jodha: -(jerking off his hand...with strong revulsion) kyu...sach kaha to kadva lag raha hai aapko??... aapke natak per se parda uth chukka hai shenshah...ab ye dikhava karne ki koi aavashyakta nahi hai...ab band kariye apna ye natak aur chale jayiye yaha se...akela chor dijiye hume...(and she faced away from him...tried to move away...but jalal held her arm and turned her towards him with a jerk...)

Jalal: - (gritting his teeth) jab tak hume ye pata nahi chal jata ke is narazagi ki wajah kya hai??...hum kahin nahi jayege...!! (Now with a shocked expression)...natak...dikhava...ye sab kya bole ja rahi ho tum? hume to kuch samajh me nahi aa raha...khuda ke liye bataogi ke aakhir humne kiya kya hai...jo itni berukhi jhelni pad rahi hai hume...galti kya hai humari...

Jodha: - humara sab kuch humse chinkar...apni galti puch rahe hai aap humse...ye prashan to hume puchna chahiye aapse...are kya galti thi humari...ke apna badla pura karne ke liye aap humari izzat se khel gaye... ...

Jalal: -(shouted more loudly than ever) tum kehna kya chahti ho jodha.. saaf saaf kyu nahi kehti...ye sab tum...(when suddenly a thought stroke his mind...when Jodha said about revenge...why will she say that...)...(with utmost amazement) zara ek pal ruko...kisi ne kuch kaha hai aapse...(he held her shoulders tight and pulled her towards him)...batayiye jodha...kisne kaha aapse esa...kyuki hum jante hai aap khud esi baat kabhi nhi soch sakti humare bare me...kisi ne zaroor apko behkane ki koshish ki hai...Kahin rukkaiya ne to kuch...

Jodha: -(interrupting him in between...jerking off his hands...) hume ye samajh nahi aa raha...ke ab aap humare piche kyu pade hai...mil to gaya jo chahiye tha aapko...badla pura ho gaya hai aapka...ab ye rajwanshi aapke samne kabhi ser nahi utha sakegi...aap apne maksad me kamyaab hue shenshah jalal...ab jayiye na apni BEGUM E KHAAS ke paas...utsav manaiye...humari tabahi ke uplakshya me...(go celebrate my destruction)

(Jodha's words shocked jalal to the core...he understood the matter immediately.. he quickly cupped her face...thus making her look in his eyes...as she was looking away)

Jalal: -(in a worried tone...) aap Ruqqaiya ki baate sunker esa keh rahi hai na...usne kya kaha aapse...aap uski baat per bharosa kaise ker sakti hai jodha...kya aapko hum per bharosa nahi...??

Jodha: -(pushed him away) unhone kuch nahi kaha humse...ye to humari khushkismati hai jo humne aap dono ki ghrinitbaaten sun li...vrna hum to jivan bhar isi bhram me jite rehte ke Shenshah humse prem karte hai... are badla hi lena tha to jaan se maar diya hota...ye ghinauna(disgusting) khel kyu khela humare saath...kyu itna dard diya jisse hum kabhi ubar hi nahi payege...hum aapko sachmuch bahut chahne lage the shenshah...itna ke apna sab kuch ...aapke hawale kar diya humne...phir kyu kiyaaapne esa humare saath ..kyu?... (And she completely broke down and fell on her knees...crying bitterly with terrible sobs...)

Hey ambe maa...ab hum kya kare...chahker bhi ghrina(hate) nahi kar sakte hum aapse...bhagvan ke liye ab hume aur pida mat dijiye shenshah...chale jayiye yaha se...chale jayiye... (With it she covered her face with her hands...lamenting helplessly with painful hiccups...)

(jalal's eyes got flooded with that words of her...and his tears began to flow down his cheeks...he felt that there was no strength left in his body...he too fell down on his knees in front of jodha...and said to her all shattered and with a horrified expression on his face... )

Jalal: -(tears flowing down...in a glitch voice) esa kuch nahi hai jodha...humari baat suniye...humne koi khel nahi khela hai aapke saath...aapko galatfehmi hui hai...ye sab jhoot hai jodha...hum sachmuch aapse behad mohabbat karte hai...aap humari chahat per shaq kaise kar sakti hai jodha...Ruqqaiya ki baat per yakin karke aap hume gunehgaar kaise maan sakti hai...aapko humse zyada us per bharosa hai...nahi jodha...humara pyaar itna kamzor nahi ho sakta...khuda ke liye hum per bharosa kijiye jodha...humne esa kuch nahi kiya hai...humara allah janta hai ke hum aapse kitni mohabbat karte hai...hume dar lag raha hai jodha...hum aapko kisi bhi kimat per khona nahi chahte...(he removed her hands from her face and...cupped it in his palms...but she dint look at him and kept on sobbing)...esa karna to door...hum esa karne ke bare me soch bhi nahi sakte...hume apse mohabbat hai jodha...aapki paak rook...aapke nek khayalat...apke masomiyat se mohabbat hai hume...na ki aapke jism se...hum per bharosa kijiye jodha...allah kasam...humne kuch bhi nahi kiya hai aapke saath esa...( I LOVE YOU JODHA...I LOVE YOUR PURE SOUL...I LOVE YOUR SELFLESS THINKING...I LOVE YOUR INNOCENCE...NOT YOUR BODY AND OUTSIDE BEAUTY ONLY...TRUST ME JODHA...I SWARE BY GOD...I DINT DO ANYTHING AS SUCH...)

Jodha: -(finally looked at him...crying) to phir chup kyu the aap...kyu kuch nahi bola aapne...humne kita intezaar kiya...magar aap chup chap unki ghrinit baaten sunte rahe...ek baar bhi virodh karne ka prayas tak nahi kiya...aapne humara bharosa toda hai shenshah...hum aapko kabhi shama nahi karege...kabhi bhi nahi...

(THEN WHY U WERE SILENT AT THAT TIME...WHY DINT U SAY ANYTHING...HOW MUCH I WAITED FOR YOUR PROTEST BUT U DINT EVEN BUDGE...U HAVE BROKEN MY TRUST SHENSHAH...I WONT FORGIVE U EVER...NEVER...)

Jalal: -(with a convincing tone...way too desperate...) haan hum mante hai ke hum chup rahe...magar sirf isliye ke hume khud yakin nahi ho paa raha tha ke humari bachpan ki dost humare bare me esa soch sakti hai...hum khud sakhte me the jodha...hume khud kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ke uski is giri hui soch per kya jawaab de...magar iska matlab ye nahi ke uski baate sach thi...wo sab sirf uski gandi soch thi...aur uske liye hum use makool saza bhi de chuke hai...sachai se koi wasta nahi tha un sab baato ka...humara yakin karo jodha...hum jhoot nahi bol rahe hai...khuda ke liye ese nazren mat phero humse...hum toot jayege...hum bikhar jayege jodha...

(YES...I ADMIT THAT I WAS QUIET BUT...THERE WAS A REASON BEHIND IT JODHA...EVEN I WAS NOT ABLE TO BELIEVE THAT MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND CAN HAVE SUCH DISGRACEFUL THOUGHTS FOR ME...I WAS IN SHOCK TOO...EVEN I WAS NOT ABLE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO REPLY AT HER DISGUSTING THOUGHTS...BUT IT DOES NOT MEAN THAT HER WORDS WERE TRUE...THAT WAS ONLY A PART OF HER REVULSIVE THINKING...AND I HAVE GIVEN HER THE APPROPRIATE PUNISHMENT FOR THAT TOO...PLZ TRUST ME JODHA...FOR GOD'S SAKE...PLZ DON'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS...I WILL BE SHATTERED...I WONT SURVIVE WITHOUT U...)

(but jodha was in her own land of anguish...she was not in her senses as she was not willing to hear any clarification...JALAL'S words dint affect her much...she jerked his hands again...and looked at him with utmost resentment in her eyes...)

Jodha: - nahi...hume aapki kisi bhi baat per bharosa nahi hai...jhoot bol rahe hai aap...phir se hume apne jaal me fasane ka prayas kar rahe hai...hume koi bat nahi karni aapse...nahi chahiye hume koi safai...bhagvan ke liye ab hume aur pareshan mat kijiye...jayiye yaha se...(and she got up and faced away from him...)

(Jodha's words caused jalal's desperation to turn into extreme anger...he looked at jodha all heartbroken...It was more than painful for him to see disgust in her eyes for him...suddenly he thought something and spoke out loud...)

Jalal: - thik hai...yakin nahi hai na aapko hum per...hum jante hai ke hume kya karna hai... (and he fetched out his khanjar from his pocket and held it tight in his hand...as a result...soon blood started oozing out from his hand...dripping down from his hand continuously...and in no time his hand was full of blood...)

(Jodha was not willing to pay any attention on his tactics but then...something touched her feet...and she felt something wet beneath her foot...she lowered her sight and what she saw stunned her completely...it was nothing but blood...her heart literally stop beating for that moment...she turned with a jerk...and found jalal's hand full of blood which was dripping down from it in a great amount...)

(without any second thought or wasting the time...she almost run by his side...though blood was oozing out from his palm...but that caused jodha's heart to bleed too...she held his arm...and tried to remove the dagger from his hand but his grip was way too hard to drift apart for her...the blood continued to come out continuously from his hand...)

Jodha: -(literally shouting out of worry...trying to remove the dagger) ye kya pagalpan hai shenshah...chor dijiye ise...hey ambe maa...kitna khoon beh raha hai...

(But jalal was not in a mood to listen anything...Jodha's words rang again and again in his ears...his eyes were blood red with pain and anguish...he looked at jodha with a questioning gaze...)

Jalal:-(in a hurt and painful voice) to behne dijiye na khoon ko jodha...aapko kyu fark pad raha hai ab...abhi aap ne hi to kha na ke aapko hum per bharosa nahi hai...ke hum natak kar rahe hai...to thik hai khatam ho jane dijiye is natak ko aaj...jo gunah humne kiya hi nahi ..mil jane dijiye uski saza hume...jane unjane hi sahi magar aaj hum aapke gum ki wajah ban gaye...to uski saza to milni hi chahiye na hume...

Jodha: - (in a loud voice) ye kaun sa tarika hua apni baat manvane ka...humne kaha chor dijiye shenshah...bhagvan ke liye...bahut khoon beh raha hai...vinti(request) karte hai hum chor dijiye ise...

Jalal: -(still holding the dagger tight in his hand...) nahi jodha...jab tak aapko humari begunahi per yakeen nahi ho jata...ye khoon isi tarah behta rahega...phir bhale humari maut hi kyu na ho jaye...

(the last sentence of jalal...caused a sharp pang in jodha's heart...she immediately put her hand on his lips...her anger vanished in no time...and her tears got converted from that of agony to pure concern...)

Jodha:-(in a stern voice...showing protest) bhul kar bhi ye shabad dobara mat layiyega apni zubaan per shenshah...hai vishwaas hume aap per...pura vishwaas hai...(Jodha's words caused jalal's grip to lose a bit and that was the time when jodha snatched the dagger from his hand and threw it away...and hugged him tightly...but jalal dint respond to the hug...as though he was feeling a bit relieved but was very angry and depressed from inside...Jodha's action did hurt him to the core...he just stood there still while jodha hugged him tightly and cried her heart out... )

Precap:- akdha in jalal's room😳

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OMG!!!!😭😭😭😲😲😲 PALLU THIS CHAPTER IS WAY BEYOND ... there are no word can justify for your appreciation... YAAR TU HAR BAAR KYU MUJE SPEECHLESS KAR DETI HAI.👏👏👏⭐️

I was terrified seeing Jodha's condition... her devastated condition brought tears in my heart...yaar U broght so much emotion in this chapter I can't express it... very few writer can write this deep intense painful emotions... I was more devastated seeing Jalal's condition... He is innocent and had gone through so much pain and hatred from her... When she took off her chunni with anger... that time my heart cried for Jalal more than Jodha... U know some time people say kbhi kbhi aakho dekhi aur suni baat bhi nahi sunni chahiye... apne dil ki suno... Entire chapter is unbelivable... too good... Jodha is at the stage his word has no impact... she is extreme pain... She can hate him.. She beg him to leave...Yaar tere ek ek dialogue itne khatarnak kyu hai...sidhe mere dil pe var karte hai... Jalal's confession of his innocence is way beyond ... He cupped her face and said such a deep words... but Jodha as if freeze in those moment... His words has no impact... Finally she ask him why u didn't protest... That entire paragraph... I have read it twice... Jodha didn't trust him even after his explanation... he had no other choice left

(Jodha's words caused jalal's desperation to turn into extreme anger...he looked at jodha all heartbroken...It was more than painful for him to see disgust in her eyes for him...suddenly he thought something and spoke out loud...)

Vow amazing ... Jalal hurt himself... to prove his innocence ... She came back to sense seeing his blood finally her trust came back... Jalal with stubborn attitude didn't leave khazar till she admit that she trust him... Entire chapter I cried in their immense love... I think this chapter was needed before sr... indeed... Love u Jaan This is a MASTER PIECE... 🤗🤗🤗