FF *Ishqzaade* Chapter 27 updated on page150*THREAD CLOSED* - Page 10

(jalal observes jodha's face very closely, she has shut her eyes tightly...and sweat shivering...clutching the dry grass with her hands...seeing all this a wide smirk runs down jalal's lips...now he looks to the heap of dried grass put beside her...he passes her and picks up a small heap of that dry grass and goes back to his position on the other side...and put that heap down...and looks towards jodha again...jodha was still in the same position...not opened her eyes...jalal coughs)

(jodha opens her eyes and looks here and there, then herself and then jalal...she carries a really scared expression as if she has seen any ghost...he looks at jalal with the same expression breathing hardly...seeing her expression jalal starts laughing really hard...)

Jalal:- ha ha ha ha ha...ha ha ha ha ha...

(jodha looks at him with a confused expression...she wonders why he is laughing like mad)

Jodha(carrying the same horrible expression):- aap hans kyu rahe hai...

Jalal(still laughind hard):- ha ha ha ha...to kya kare jodha begum...apni shakal dekhi hai aapne...humne to waqt ke keval aath peher hi sune the per nauva peher aaj apke chehre per dekhker humari hansi...ohooo...ha ha ha(and he again starts laughing holding his stomach...)apne aap pe gaur to kariye

Jodha:- (jodha looks at herself again and finds that he is right...she was drenched in her own sweat..she can also feel the stress of her mind too...then she looks at jalal and is quite surprised to see jalal laughing like this...even in her dreams she has not think that jalal can laugh like this...she has seen jalal's evil smirks many times and hated them...but this time his open laughter was quite pleasant to her ears...she blushes at her thought...and pats her head slowly bits her tongue...this makes jalal laugh more hard...)

Jalal:- aapko kya laga ke hum kya karne ja rahe the...hmmm??

Ha ha ha ha...are jab jis mehel me humare hukm ke bina ek patta bhi nahi hil sakta wha hum kuch nahi kar paye...to yaha kaise karege begum saahiba...ha ha...

Aur ek bat kahe bura to nahi manegi...agar hume yahi karma hota to humari mohabbt ke 2-3 nazrane abhi tak aapki god me khel rahe hote...ha ha ha ha...

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(now jodha was really very embarrassed...she looks at jalal with a puppy like face...)

Jodha:- acha ab bus bhi kijiye...hum samajh gaye...

Jalal:- kya samjhi...

Jodha:- ummm...and she again makes faces...

(jalal again starts laughing pointing finger towards jodha...)

Jalal:- ha ha ha...ya allah ...rehem kar... kahi jan na nikal jaye humari...oho ho...

(Jodha starts laughing lightly too)

Jalal:- jodha begum kaun kehta hai ke duniya me namuno ki kami hai...ohoo...(laughing)

(for the first time it was happening that jalal was making fun of jodha...and jodha was not irritated...because she was busy watching jalal...she was seeing a totally different jalal...this was not that ruthless, arrogant ruler...seeing this she starts laughing softly too...looking at jalal...)

Jodha:- ab bus ho bhi gaya...ab aap is tarah hamari or aaye to hum or kya samjhte...wese aap aaye kyu the is yahaan fir...

Jalal:- (jalal signals towards the dry grass he just put on the ground...with his eyes)

Hum to apne bister ka bandobast karna chahte the...magar aap to(continues laughing)

(jalal stops when he sees that jodha is looking at him with a cute smile with curiosity and he realizes that what he just did...he slowly stops his laughter and sit down...)

(jodha wanted to listen to his laughter more and more but unfortunately he stopped...jodha made a sad face...then she realized )

Jodha(to herself):- wo tumhare upper hi has rahe the jodha...aur tum...ye kya ho raha hai hume...

(he looks at jalal...)

Jodha:- shenshah...agar aapki aagya ho to aapse ek baat kahe...

Jalal:- hmmm...kahiye...lekin fir se us bare me kuch mat kahiyega...hum bmushkil apni hasi ko rok paye hai...(and he giggles again...)

Jodha:- hum murkh hai kya jo punah apna uphaas karayege us bare me baat karke...hum kuch aur kehna chahte the...

Jalal:- hmmm...boliye

Jodha:- aap haste hue bahut ache lagte hai...(and jalal again smirks at her...)

Humara arth hai jab aap khul kar has rahe the...

Humne aapko pehle kabhi esa nahi dekha...aap sadaiva ese hi kyu nahi haste...

Jalal:- (he realizes that jodha is right...he actually never laughed before like that)

Is sawal ka jawab hum bhi aapko nahi de sakte jodha...hume khud nahi yaad ke hum aakhiri baar is tarah kab hase the...iske liye to hum aapke shukraguzar hai...

Jodha:- lekin esa kyu...aap shenshah hai...hum jante hai...magar apko bhi samanya manushyo ki bhanti prasann hone ka adhikar hai...phir aap sadaiva ese jallado ki bhanti vyvhar kyu karte hai...kyu aapne apne ander ki prasannta ko band karke rakha hai...kyu sansar se apne is rup ko chupakar rakha hai...

Jalal:- zindagi itni aasan nahi hoti jodha begum jitna aap samjhti hai...jab zaroorat ke waqt apno ka sath chut jata hai...jab aapke apne hi aapki jaan lene ki koshish karte hai...to jazbaat dum tod dete hai jodha...janti hai...jab hum chote the...hum bhi chahte the ke humare abbu hume ghode ki sawari karaye...bazaro me lekar jaye...dusre bacho ki tarah humara bhi dil karta tha...ke apne abbu ke sath khele ...unse apni pasand ki chizo ke liye zid kare...apni ammijaan ki god me baithker farishto ki kahaniya sune...per hume wo sab nasib nahi ho paya...jis umr me bachhe khilauno se khelte hai...us umr me humare haath me shamsheer thama di gayi...14 saal ke the hum jab humare abbu ka intkal ho gaya...hume unka sath mila hi tha ke khuda ne wo bhi chin liya humse...ammijan riyasati dauro per rehti thi...unke pas samay hi nahi tha k eek baar humse baat kar sake..humara haal puch sake...apne sine se lagakar keh sake ke jalal apki ammi apse bepanah mohabbat karti hai...(till now he was smiling...but now his expressions turned painful...a tear rolled down his cheek)(jodha was listening all this very carefully...she was witnessing a totally different jalal as she has seen so far...jalal continued)

14 saal ki us choti umr me hi hume mogul saltanat ke takht per bataur shenshah baitha diya gaya...bagawato ko kuchalte aur jang me dushmano ka khun dekhte2 ye dil itna kathor ho gaya ke jazbaton ki jagah hi nahi bachi isme...(jalal dint realizes but he opened his emotions like that in front of someone for the first time...then suddenly he got out of his emptional trauma...wiped his tear off...and said)

Lekin hum ye sab aapko kyu bata rahe hai...maaf kijiyega humne aapka waqt zaya kiya...so jayiye kal subah hume mehel ke liye bhi nikalna hai....(and he lies down and closes his eyes)

(jodha still in thoughts...)

Jodha(to herself):- ye hume kya ho raha hai...hum kyu chinta kar rahe hai inke liye...hume kyu bura laga raha hai ye sab jankar...(and she lies down too thinking...)

Kya sachmuch paristhitiyo ne shenshah ko esa bana diya hai...kya jo maasa ne kaha wo sach ho sakta hai...kya sach me shenshah ko badal pana sambhav hai...nahi ye sab keval ek bhram hai...sirf isliye ke bachpan me kisi ke saath anuchit hua ho...kisi ko dusro ke sath waisa hi vyvhar karne ki swatantrata nahi mil jati...parantu fir ye pida kaisi hai humare hridaya me...kya hume shenshah ke chinta hone lagi hai...(her mind scolds her at once)

Nahi jodha...ye kabhi nahi badlege...aur mat bhulo ke wo tumse grina karte hai aur tumhare hridaya me bhi koi sahanubhuti nahi hai unke lie...samjhi...

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KAUN KARTA HAI...KAUN APNE DIL KE BAAT PER PEHLE ETBAAR KERTA HAI*😳

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