but then began the war in my house, the control over remote, which i started fiercly possessing by 7 pm before the menfolk returned,it irritated my sibs so badly, i just refused to give coz they refused to change channels in time,they were like u can still watch repeat next day, but what if electricity fails ,i was all agony,(i knew i was being selfish)but i could not stand against them when cricket matches started , lost out on some episodes. 😭 and i did not know of if then.
the worst part was on purpose ,my family would wait upto 9.30 sharp before starting the family discussions,and that too in the same room tv is kept and at times apu speaks so low cant just understand, 😕 other thing which i noticed was they kept looking at my face ,saying her face is more expressionful then the actors 😳 (so could not pay attn to details,imagine someone looking at u,when a good romance is on in tv 😳 ),god then i refused to talk with them, poor things,stopped troubling me to a great extent. 😛
worst part was when phone comes around 9.30 ,and one of my friends did not take well to my i -will call u back-till date she acts offended.silly girl,but then what when superiors call,cant give any excuse nor the actual reason -lost out on very imp scenes due to this, and when visitors decide to visit at the same time, my family rule is tv should be shut off when there r visitors ,as a mark of respect so they know we r paying our full attn to them and inspite of telling she is jjkn addict they insist on talking to me about their serials for good 1 hr 😡not letting me at least watch the scene on mute,😭 those times i hated myself for not letting a second tv be bought with the excuse that we should all be watching together ,now my family wont listen 😆 they want the tv cable to be pulled off, fed up of my jjkn addiction.
and how many times i have made umpteem excuses so i dont have to go to native place coz there is no sony there.how may picnic trips i had cancelled so i dont miss a jjkn epi, not that they know till date the real reason 😳 ,but what to do, addiction saw me thinking, speaking only jjkn, and got the nickname jassi from my friends,every scene i analysed, and made my own stories over janda and manda in my silly head .and watched sony throughout the day to catch promos of jjkn. 😳
i identified with jassis hardwork, loyalty, love , her dad(mine is the same,over protective) and on flipside also the way she never confronted mallika and kept silent no matter how much she shouted at her inspite of being right.and her specs (i had one like that)and no make up,clumsiness,trusting all,fiercely protecting whom she loved etc. 😃
and with mona ,i saw a dif actor than the rest ,down to earth,she too like ghazals,music , she too is a papas girl, she went to parties with her parents, and i got an actress i atlast liked ,someone who is just putting in her best😛
i used to forget all my problems when i watched jjkn coz at that time certain things were happening in my life which only my little diary knows( like jassi i too maintain a dairy)and i never have been able to show my pains to anyone. 😭
there was a time i also thought jassi should marry purab and let mallika marry armaan, but when i had to face a similar situation inspite of not having any armaan,and having a horror horoscope😳, i could not say yes to the well matched proposal,and i realised why jassi should marry only armaan or remain unmarried till her heart says yes to any other person ,but that too will be only to make her family happy
i loved it coz it assured me that love and trust still exists in todays world, unlike kekta serials which showed again and again u cant trust a relation , one day u may find, u parents r not urs, u are someone else child or ur husband had or is having another girlfriend or wife, ur child will be taken away or misplaced or replaced , u cant trust the doctors, nurses, relatives, all who showed pos till now will anyone day become negative except female lead ,even their spouses should have exes,ur friends were plotting against u, ahem scenes shown exceeding the limits, rape cases never ending ,i can go on .....
jjkn stood beyond and over all these,it gave me immense relief from so many tensions that filled my head.
i wont say it gave me a makeover ,but it gave me solace, peace of mind, comfort ,relief ,u name it, u can say it was my escape route,something no books, no friend, no music ,nothing could give me, jjkn gave, and i remain indebted to it for life. 😃
sorry, if i bored you 😳 but i did edit a lot 😛