Another wonderful update Daisy! It has made me very sentimental today...
I cannot even imagine what agony it must be to lose someone you adore and not know if you'll ever see them again... when you know you are guilty as hell for causing all the pain, but the one whose forgiveness you are yearning for with all your being is unreachable... when you feel you are being torn apart and engulfed in misery, and you cannot even run away from it.
I'm thankful to God, for I've been blessed with love and happiness, which many people stay deprived of, unfortunately, all their lives.