CHAPTER 111 - Written by Shabs
Sidharth tossed and turned on the bed. ...There was no way he was going to able to sleep, knowing that Roshni was just behind those walls. .
Watching Roshni sleep had become a habit for him. She was his drug, that intoxicated him, just by her mere presence. And if he wanted to sleep, then he needed her by his side.
Her warmth was something Sidharth was addicted to.. And he needed that to sleep
"That's it...ab dur nahin raha jata...I have to meet Roshni. ..no matter what" he got out of bed and wore his slippers
"I'm not going to let this night be another long night without you Baby"
He looked at the clock it was just past Twelve...
He slowly opened his bedroom door, and peeked out... to check if the coast was clear.
It wasn't. Dev sat on a leather couch just below smoking his cigarette. ...It was if he was on night watch.
Sidharth slowly closed the door
"Damn. .is monster ko neend nahin aati kya? "
He walked out onto his balcony. ..feeling choked in that room. He stood looking at the stars when he realised that Roshni balcony was just a a few metres away. His mouth curved up into a mischievous smile
He went back and locked his door from the inside before making his way back to the balcony. He climbed carefully over the railing, and took a deep breath before jumping over to Roshni balcony.
He just about made it...
"Pyar ke liye kya kya karna parta hai...but Roshni ke liye toh mein kuch bhi kar saakta hoon" he smiled at himself
Sidharth stood on the balcony and peered into Roshni room. The curtains were fully drawn, but through the gap's he could see Roshni figure lying on the bed.
Sidharth took a deep breath and slid open the Balcony window, it opened easily, which luckily for him, and he let out a sigh of relief.
He walked in to her room. .
Sidharth looked down at Roshni who was fast asleep in her bed
"Kamal hai. ..how can you do this to me Roshni. Mujhe tumhara bina ek pal ke liye chaain nahin aati. All i think about is you. .. and you are sleeping so peacefully. ..jaise abhi abhi gore beich ke aiye ho.." he sulked
Although Roshni was asleep .. her mind was restless. Her head swang left to right...she was having another nightmare
ROSHNI DREAM
Roshni was running in the dark, and she could feel someone following her. .
Soon she came to a dead end. ..she looked around, there was no way out. Her breathing began to race as tears poured out. .onto her cheeks like a waterfall.
She could hear foot steps coming closer and closer. ..
"Roshni...Roshni..hahaha.." and a sound of a hideous laugh
"You can ran...but you can't hide from me Roshni
She closed her eyes. .shivering...
"Don't hurt me. ..let me go. .." she spoke out loud
"Sidharth bent down...and took her in for a hug
'It's okay Baby. .its okay.. it's just a dream. ..its just a dream".
Roshni opened her eyes, shaking, and found Sidharth eyes gazing down at her... holding her in his arms
"Sidharth" the words barely left her mouth...she was scared
"Roshni are you okay. .."
Sidharth face was full of concern, as he stroked her hair to calm her down. .
"Sssh Baby. ..mein hoon nah. ..I'm here. There's no need to be afraid"
Roshni looked at him as tears brimmed her eyes. She felt a sudden wave of relief. . to see him by her side.
She looked at him for a moment
"Sidharth. ..tum aa gaye" and wrapped her arms around him...
"Of course Roshni. ."
He pulled out of the hug and cupped her face between his palms
"Roshni, what's wrong. ..Last night you were restless in your sleep also. What's wrong Roshni. .what's bothering you" his fingers caressed her cheeks
"Dev. ..Dev scares me Sidharth. For the last three months, I feel like he's going to take me away from you forever.
I feel like I'm going to loose you. ...and there's nothing I can do to stop him Sidharth. .." she burst into tears and embraced him tight
"You won't ever leave me nah Sidharth"
"Never. ...kabhi nahin..." he held her back tightly trying to calm her diwn
"Hush Baby...Everything will be alright. . .
I'm here with you. Right by your side...You think I will ever let you leave me... ...you know how chipku I am .." he teased her as he rubbed her back
Roshni held him tight as possible, as if her life depended on it.
Sidharth heart ached seeing her like this. He couldn't see Roshni suffer like this...He had to put an end to her nightmare soon. He had to put an end to Dev hold over her. He had to find that pendrive. ..
They both held onto each other for some time
Sidharth decided to cheer her up
He pulled away from the hug, and looked at her
He gently traced his finger down her cheek down to her jawline...
"Are you okay...why are your cheek so pink..." he asked slightly touching her cheeks. .
"Nahin toh" she shook her head, and removed his hand from her cheeks
"Blushing kya. .." he teased her, and her blush turned a deeper shade of pink.
Roshni began to look around everywhere but at him. .
Suddenly a thought came to her
"Sidharth. ...how...how did you come to my room..."
A sudden panic over took her
"Oh no!!!...What if Dev sees you ...what if we get...caught...are you crazy. Paagal ho kya. ...do you want to ruin everything. .." she whispered
Sidharth began rubbing his ears with his fingers
""Uufff ... ..how to you manage to whisper so loudly.
And to answer your question, where there's a will there's a way" he replied pointing to the Bacony
"You. ...you came from there"
Sidharth nodded his head, as Roshni got up and ran to the windows and looked over the Balcony
"OMG! OMG! Sidharth... You are mad. ...What if you had fallen... .akkal nahin hai kya?."
"But I didn't fall. ..now stop over reacting and come and give me a kiss"
'Huh..."
Roshni stood with her hands on her hips
"What . ..come and kiss me Baby" Sidharth pouted
"Me Kiss you.. ..Why?? Rita is not available to give you one" she hissed as she crossed her arms across her chest
Sidharth smirked
"Hmmm do I smell something burning...Actually no.. I smell someone burning" he smirked
'Jhalle meri jhooti. ...you can flirt all you like with her. It doesn't bother me. I don't care " snapped back Roshni
Sidharth walked slowly towards her
"Really it wouldn't bother you, if I take Rita into my arms like this"
Sidharth arm slid around her waist and pulled Roshni in as she crashed into his chest... Roshni breathing hitched
"N. ..N...No. ."
"Really...and it wouldn't bother you if I stoked her cheeks lovingly like this.." Sidharth moved his fingers in a circular motion around her cheeks
"N. ..N. ..No. ..you can do what you want"
"Really...and it wouldn't bother you if I kissed her here" his fingers brushed along her lips as he leaned into kiss her
"No... Maine kaha nah...I don't care..."
She pushed Sidharth away "you kissed her hand. .ab lips bhi kiss Karlon. ..mujhe kya"
"Really...tumhe koi farq nahin parhe ga"
"No..." she snapped "You thought she was gorgeous...so now go and kiss her lips too. Why have you come to me"
"Actually Roshni I would have gone .. "
"Huh..." she looked at him surprised
"But...woh Kya hai nah... I don't know where Ritas room is" he teased further
Roshni face was now close to fuming. ..
" Kya!!!" she moaned furrowing her eyebrows
"Look Baby. ..its not my fault that I'm flirting with Rita...its all your fault"
Roshni looked at him...her anger was at exploding stage
"My fault...how's it my fault that your flirting with that Rita"
Sidharth pouted cutely.
"Three whole months I've longed for my wife...to hold her, to touch her, to kiss her...but she doesn't have time for me...So"
"So Kya?"
Roshni ran her hand through her hair trying to calm her anger
"Woh kya hai nah. ..my wife doesn't give me any lift nowadays so I thought...apni Biwi nahin toh.. kisi aur ki biwi sahi" Sidharth was finding it hard to control his laughter
Roshni had heard enough
"Then why are you wasting your time here with me go to your gorgeous Rita...your single and ready to mingle remember" she hissed
"Wah.. kitni aachi biwi hai meri. ...khud ijaazat deh rahi hai, ke jao flirt karo kisi aur ke saath. Biwi ho toh a aise. . Kitna lucky hoo nah mein "
Roshni narrowed her eyes. ..and stared angrily at him..
"Go then...why are you here...go to your Rita...Aur Jis raaste se aaye te...ussi raaste se waapas chale jao" she hissed as she walked back to her bed and covered herself with her blanket
Sidharth stood smiling
"Aise kaise challah jaon Baby. .." he thought as he walked walked towards her bed.
"Roshni. ...Roshni" he called out softly, but She just tightened the blanket further around herself
"Go away Sidharh...I don't want to talk to you"
"But I want to talk to you. ..sunno nah Baby"
"I'm not your Baby. ..go away"
"Of course your my Baby. ..my jaanu. ..my jaan"
"Jaan toh mein tumhare loongi...if you dont go away..."
"So you really want me to go to Rita?"
"Jao nah...Rita must be waiting for you"
Sidharth pretended to walk away
"Okay then ...I'm going to Rita... .Only because you don't love me anymore, otherwise pakka you'd be jealous..so bye... "
Roshni threw the blanket back
"Bas mouka chaiye tah...See you can't wait to go to Rita...jhoote farebi. .makaar. .dohkebaz. ..traitor. ... .."
She picked up a pillow and threw it at him. .
"Roshni. ..Roshni what are you doing. ..mein tumhara pati prameshwar hoon..."
"Pati prameshwar...my foot" as hissed as she picked up another pillow and threw it at him..
Soon Roshni ran out of pillows and sat panting on her bed staring at Sidharth angrily. ...
Sidharth could not help but smile back...
"Awww. ..Agar Gussa karliya. ..toh ab thoda pyar karle" asked Sidharth lovingly
Roshni rolled her eyes..."Pyar tumhe toh mein..." she whispered under her breath...As she got up to grab his shirt..but in the process, she lost her balance. ...Sidharth dived to hold her...and both landed on the bed. ..
"Mhmmm...thats more like it " Sidharth said as he lay on top of Roshni
"Get off me " whispered Roshni angrily
"No way...I'm enjoying the position we're in Baby..." he whispered into her ear
"Uttho Sidharth...Jao yahan se...nahin bolna tumhare saath..."
Roshni felt his hand around her waist and tighten...
"Nahin jaata. ...karlo jo karna hai...aaj nahin chodenge tumhe dum da ma dum " he smirked
"S...S...Sidharth. ."
"Hmmm " he replied as he nuzzled her neck
"I'm Roshni not Rita. ..shayad confuse ho gaye ho tum "
He chuckled as he nuzzled his nose into the crook of her neck, before he looked up
"Oh come on Baby...you know I only used her to get into this house...besides I'm very grateful to her. ...because of her I'm here with you...holding you in my arms. ...kissing you" he said as he kissed her cheek
"Sidharth stop it..."
"Hmmm ...stop what...this..." he replied as he kissed her neck. ...
Roshni breathing fastened. ...as a shiver went through her entire body
"And this..." he said as he trailed his nose down her cheek...
"Sidharth. ...tum kya kar rahe ho" she asked innocently
Sidharth smiled "mein kya kara hoon..."
"Tumhe dekh raha hoon. ..tumhe pyar kar raha hoon. .." he muttered as he kissed her neck
Roshni cringed her face...tried to push him away...still a little angry..but Sidharth held her back
"Kahin nahin jaonga . ..." said Sidharth
"Woh. ...Dev. .." but she was unable to say anything further
"Toh. ..." he replied as he breathed against her skin...and dropped a kiss on her forehead. ...
Roshni began to flush...
The smallest touches made her blush
"Sidharth "she tried to wiggle out of his grip. ...but he wrapped his hands more firmly around her body
"How about we make up for all the time we have lost Baby. .." he nuzzled into her hair and she giggled
"Arre bolo nah...Let's make love Baby..."
"Sidharth. ...tum pagal ho...this is Dev home. ..what if he comes. ..or what if..." she said as she turned her head towards the door
But her words fell on deaf ears
Sidharth looked up at her, and then his eyes lowered down to her lips...
"Kiss me Baby " he said huskily "kiss me...:"
Lost in his eyes. ...her hands went up to his hair and pecked his lips...Sidharth smiled, before pressing his lips on hers...Slowly sucking her upper lip
Roshni slowly parted her lips and he thrust his tongue into her mouth...exploring every corner..his body pressed tightly against hers. ...adding fire to their desires
Roshni turned her head away breathless. ...With closed eyes and red cheeks. ..
"Roshni " he whispered as he nuzzled into her neck
"I can't control anymore. ...i need you Baby. ..i want you. .."
Roshni closed her eyes...while he came deathly close. ..
"Roshni. .." he whispered while moving a strand of hair from her face. ...and stared deep into her eyes
"Sidharth. ...do you think Rita is more beautiful than me " she finally asked, making no attempt to move away from him
Sidharth held her face in his hands "Roshni there is no girl in the world that is more beautiful or more important than you. ..i love you Roshni. ..only you "
Before she could ask anything further...he put his lips on hers. The kiss was delicate,
He raised her night shirt up slightly and started encircling his fingers on her bear waist. A moan escaped Roshni lips...which made Sidharth smile...
"Don't you want me Baby..."he asked...and Roshni unknowingly hugged him tightly...blushing hard
"Should I take that as a yes " he whispered huskily. ..making a shiver run down her spine
"Hmmm..." she muttered
He kissed her cheek "You made me wait so long. ...no its payback time. ...get ready Baby. .not going to let you sleep tonight. .." he said seductively as he bent slowly closed the distance between their lips...