He looked around trying to find roshni but couldn't see her at all and that's when his eyes landed on her, anaya, she was eating her ice cream and was looking happy, unknowingly he too smiled understanding that her mom listened to her
Anaya too looked at him as if she sensed him, with a broad smile playing on her lips she waved at him, he too waved back but as she raised her hand signaling him to come to him he nodded negatively signaling her later and walked away, her smile faded but knowing that her Mr.Khurana is a nice person she understood that there must be some important and just then roshni returned 'anaya if you had finished your ice cream so shall we leave?' roshni asked 'mom can I go to children's portion for a while please..I will return soon' she asked
'Of course go..but come soon I will be waiting for you in car' she said patting her head and kissing her cheek anaya ran on the other side, roshni paid the bill and made her way outside but before she could go to her car she was pulled back by someone in a tight hug...it didn't took her a moment to realize that who it was
She closed her eyes taking in his scent and for a while, she was lost in him and the moment 'i love you roshni?' she heard and opened her eyes wide realizing it all, and an instant she pulled him away from her 'but I don't because I am not roshni' she said aloud 'roshni please list..' 'can't you hear..I said I am not roshni' she cut him off sharply, he closed his eyes taking in a deep breath 'fine...ro...ruh..ruhi , ruhi..please at least listen to me' he requested
'I don't consider talking with a stranger a good thing...' she spoke calmly 'so if you leave my way Mr.whatever' she added trying to go back 'roshni..ruhi please.. let me say something' 'not interested' 'roshni...' he shouted holding her arms tightly 'I just need few minutes...let me at least say something' he added
She stood silent because may be for a moment that little part of her heart where a girl called roshni lives took over her and she just looked at him waiting for him to speak up...may be she was expecting him to tell her that whatever happened in past 7 years was a dream and it never ever happened
'Roshni I..I want to apologize for whatever happened in past...I am sorry roshni for doing whatever I did..I know I was the one who went wrong..who broke the promises we did to each other...please forgive me roshni...I know I can't set whatever went wrong but I really want you to be happy...please roshni just become the old roshni...live for your family' he finished teary eyed
And it took her a little time for his words to sink in and as soon as she realized whatever he said she chuckled 'wow...wow...wow' she mocked 'only this word came in my mind by listening to this apology request of yours...wow Mr.Siddhart Khurana' she said in a painful tune which soon was replaced by coldness and harshness
'And what kind of misunderstandings you are having? You think I am not happy... you are mistaken Mr.Khurana as I am very happy...and I don't need this advices of yours to know what I want In life...neither I needed it that day when you got married with misha in front of me..you are asking me to become the roshni you knew? Do you even know this Mr.Khurana that the roshni you are talking about don't even exist..it's me ruhi...it's me who exist in this world who Is cruel and deal with this world in the same cruel world...the roshni you are talking about is a long lost memory
Did you hear me...she Is gone and along with her the love she held for you Is also gone...keep it in mind' she shouted while he starred at her helplessly 'roshni I am sorry for hurting you...I really didn't wanted to that..I just want you to be happy...' he said trying to come close to her while she raised her hand telling him not to 'I am very happy Mr.Siddhart Khurana..and not with you but with a much better person than you...i had moved on Mr.Khurana' she said
He looked at her not believing at her 'no I can't believe you..' he said suddenly all the words he spoke before felt like strange to him ...he wanted her to be happy but understanding the meaning of her words he felt as if someone stabbed direct in his heart ...she chuckled 'I don't care if you believe me or not but if you really are consered about my so called happiness then I will surely send you an Invite to my engagement next week bug do make sure of not attending it' she said with a painful smile 'I will hope that you won't show me this face of yours again' she said the last part and turned to leave
He felt as if someone snatched away his life from him witnessing her going away and turned to the other side...and that's when anaya passed from there
She ignited the engine as anaya came and sat in..she sighed inwardly as he didn't saw anaya and drove away
He turned to look back at her car as it disappeared from his view
Rabba hai... rabba
Rabba hai... rabba
Each and every thing she said to him rang in his ears and he sent out silent prayers upward requesting God to finish him off
Kisi da tu kya laage
Lo tute kache dhaage
Phire dil mara mara
Yaar da tuta sahara
Kyun hai bhala yeh dooriyan
Kyun hai khala ab darmiyan
'I wanted to say too much roshni, and apology was never the part of what I had in heart but how could I? knowing that you hate me...I just wanted you to become the same roshni, my roshni, even though I lost the right to call you mine because of what I did...I wished for you to stay happy' he said in a mere whisper
Rabba... tu itna baata de
Haan baata de baata de raaba
Ki kara main hoon ki kara ve
Haan baata de baata de rabba
'Sid...Sid' misha shook him 'huh' 'where were you Sid...?' She asked 'nowhere...misha you go home' he just replied lost 'but you...' 'I will come when I will feel like but for now please you go' he said with finality leaving no choice for her to argue
She sat in the car and starred at him, even though she figured out what must have happened as she isn't unaware about whatever is happening in his life but she wished that her best friend will tell her himself, she sighed 'whom you are lying to misha' she thought 'nothing is the same...neither that friendship nor our understanding..it all is lost due to that one decision we took in that moment' she sighed and then drove away
Bhaga bhaaga phirta hai yeh dil
Hai jaane aisi kya hain mushkil
Tere bina jeena nahi hai
Tu toh meri saason mein shaamil
Ho teri duaaiya tere sadke soniya
De de rehaiyaa mainu dil se soniya
Dil ka kahi hai kya sahara
Kyu hai bhala ye dooriyaan
He walked aimlessly at those isolated roads as tears rolled down his cheeks...he didn't knew what to say or to do...his heart screamed for him to set it all right but how? Do he have any chance?
Rabba... tu itna baata de
Haan baata de baata de raaba
Ki kara main hoon ki kara ve
Haan baata de baata de rabba
He sat on his knees clutching his head 'why mom why? Why you did that to me...you left!! But after making my life a living hell...if you really wanted to finish me then you should had asked me to kill myself...that was much easier then this' he cried out
Tere bina jiya na mora laga.. tere bina
Tere bina jiya na mora laga.. tere bina
Jiya na laage
She lied on bed starring at nothing ...few tears rolled down her cheeks 'I wish that you would had ask for a chance because even though I know that I won't give you a single chance but this stupid heart and the roshni burried here would had...I wish!! I wish!! But like always you proved me right but asking for an apology? What will it change in my life Siddhart..what? You are just a bad dream to me Siddhart Khurana and this Ruhi Singhania will forget you soon'
Roota roota rehta hain yeh maan
Hai jaane aisi kya hain uljhan
Tere bin hasta nahi hai
Haiii...jaane mere kyun hai dushman
Ho meri tanhaiyan dase mujhko soniya
Hogi ruswaiya tere dil ki soniya
Mere nahi hai ab guzara
Kyun hai bhala yeh dooriyan
Turning to the other side she closed her eyes trying to engulf the much needed sleep after the day's incident but still her heart cried for herself which she tried to not to acknowledge
Rabba... tu itna baata de
Haan baata de baata de raaba
Ki kara main hoon ki kara ve
Haan baata de baata de rabba
He sat on the part of road for God knows how long but like always he didn't got any of his answer from his mom and helplessly stood up and made his to his home
Rabba hai... rabba
Rabba hai... rabba
Rabba hai... rabba
Rabba rabba
Rabba hai...rabba
NEXT DAY
The day was going on a good pace, Siddarth was a little relax that finally he got the deal he was trying for so long and will be the partner of well known Business Man while a new guest was expected at Ruhi's place and may be in the depth of Ruhi's heart too where roshni lives
The coincidence in both of this is that the person who made an entry in there life is same only, although he was the part of ruhi's life before too but roshni's life was different right?? Where his entry is yet to be marked...but what the question arises is will roshni allow him to be the part of her life or will ruhi be succeed in ignoring her heart and will be with that guy forever ...the guy who is going to give a new unknown way to Siddhart and Roshni's incomplete love story
The guy who is Sumit Khanna...
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