Aansuon ne nazar mein jagah banayi
Zindagi ka hissa bani tanhaai
Sid walks remembering Roshni's look when he said he wants a divorce..He has tears running down his eyes,it was as if his heart was crying.
Aansoon ne nazar mein jagah banayi
Zindagi ka hissa bani tanhaai
He breaks down on floor remembering how he had sneaked her out of the house the other day and she had agreed to live with him in any situation as long as they are together..
Puri hoke bhi puri na ho sakhi duaa
Tujhse judaa judaa hua main judaa hua
He remembers how he had made up his mind to not divorce her but then DD's crying face and Roshni's sad face came in front of his eyes.
Mujhse khafa khafa yahaan mera khuda hua..
Tujhse judaa judaa hua main judaa hua
It starts raining and the heavens also start crying with him for his plight, trying to remove his pains that had turned into deep scars which could not be healed anymore.
Mujhse khafa khafa yahaan
Mera khuda hua..
His mind takes him to the time his mom had handed him the papers and his world had came crushing down in the spur of a moment..
Kareeb se guzar gaya
Kyun mujhko tanha kar gaya
He thinks of how Roshni tricked him into marrying him again by taking the saat pheras again. He was walking in the rain getting wet.
Kareeb se guzar gaya
Kyun mujhko tanha kar gaya
He remembers their closeness while Roshni was sewing his button,he wants to feel her but can't ,he so wanted to go back to her but destiny and fate had other plans.
Khaali khaali dil mein
Ek dard aisa bhar gaya
Jiski kehte hain duniya
Mein koi nahi dawaa..
He reminices of how he had told her its all over between them and he wants a divorce. He wants to cry but the guilt is no longer letting him cry,the guilt of betraying her!
Tujhse judaa judaa hua, main judaa huwa
Mujhse khafa khafa yahaan mera Khuda hua..
Betraying the girl he has always loved!! He had no choice, he did not want to break her heart..His heart had a constant battle with his mind.
Bewajah safar mein tha
Pal do pal nazar mein tha
He starts thinking it would have been better had they not met. It would have been a lot more easier for her. His whole life turned around..
Bewajah safar mein tha
Pal do pal nazar mein tha
He wanted her to move on in life,he knew that he would not be able to do so but he would spend his whole life talking to her photos,imagining his Roshni with him but she had just torn the divorce papers.
Khamakha bhatak gaya
Accha bhala dil ghar mein tha
Kaise bin tere hogi
yeh zindagi bataa
How could he make her realise that he cannot live without her but he has to..and he is doing this for her happiness ,for her mom whom she loves more than anything!!
Tujhse judaa judaa huaa, main judaa huaa
Mujhse khafa khafa yahaan mera Khuda hua..
He thinks maybe they are meant to go their seperate ways and maybe love gives only pains!!
Love is nothing but a lie...