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poetic

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1261

Chaitali

This is such heady stuff.. I love the way Ragini handled the Ronnie issue and now everybody, including N can breathe easy that Suhaani will face no harm, whatsoever.

The emotions running through all their minds must be humungous.

Another week for them to endure and withstand the push and pull to each other. Please continue ...

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poetic

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1262

'What are you thinking about?' Nachiket asked as Ragini sat down beside him on the bed, sighing deeply.

Removing the bangles from her wrists one by one, Ragini contemplated as she answered - 'All this while Nachiket, we were away from each other, and we survived, being mentally, emotionally and physically away from each other. And now, when we are together once again, and are committed in all aspects, a few days of separation is killing us. I do not know how to survive these remaining few days, and I know that neither do you.'

Nachiket wrapped his arm round her shoulder and pulled her closer. They sat there in relative silence as she spoke, after some time

'Nachiket, I want to ask you something. I may be wrong in doing so, and maybe I don't need to know. Also, I don't know how you are going to take this intrusion.'

He inhaled deeply as his fingers now traced her jaw and turned her face towards him, gazing into her eyes

'I love you Ragini, you can ask me anything. Even if it does not make me happy.'

She hid her face in his chest and wrapped her arms round his waist, not wanting to ask the questions that suddenly came to her mind. She felt small. His hands down her back coaxed her

'Ragini, we have gone through hell and have come back to each other, I'd like to answer whatever questions are there in your mind. Please sweetheart.'

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shabana

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1263

Beautiful Rachana but you can't leave there please what does ragini want to ask. Please update the next part.

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poetic

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1264

Burying herself in his chest further, she asked in a small voice

'Nachiket, all these years ... 15 long years and more ... did you ever ... was there ever ... I mean, did you meet any woman who you liked, who you felt could take my place? Did you ever love any woman and wished to marry?'

There was a pin drop silence as the words escaped her mouth and she could feel his arms tense around her. She started blabbering

'I am sorry Nachiket, I guess I am insecure when it comes to you. But I don't doubt you Darling, Pam did mention how you were like a lifeless soul ... how could i ever forgive myself for these questions?'

She started sobbing lightly against his chest.

After a while, she could hear his voice rumble against his throat, as he detached her from himself and cupped her face in both his hands, wiping away the tears -

'Ragini, I am happy you asked these questions which needs to be answered. I am sad though that we have come to a position where we need to answer these questions - such is fate.'

'Yes, I have been with a few women in New York. Pam must have bragged about me being a playboy earlier. But part of it is true - I went out with women, dated them. And even had tried to be intimate with a few. But to no avail. Why you know? Because I wanted to hate you with all my being, wanted to wipe away everything that reminded me of you, your presence, your eyes, your love, your hatred ...'

He abruptly got up from the bed and started pacing around and after a while, he continued

'... All these because I had no hope of ever finding you back again. And whenever I found myself with a different woman in some hotel room, I hated myself, I felt dirty, but I never let anyone realise how or what I felt. Never let anyone fathom how I craved for you to kiss me once, touch me once and make me whole once again.

I tried hard to like somebody else, but couldn't.

The broken being that I was, Ragini, however, I never loved anybody. I couldn't, I wouldn't.'

By this time, he had knelt down in front of her and hid his face in her lap, tears pouring down his face. This was a painful part of him that he always managed to hide form everybody. He continued as he sobbed

'You probably do not deserve this Ragini, but I have always been in love with you. I stayed away from the children because they reminded me of you ... and absorbed myself totally in work. And whiskey. And the remaining 5 percent on women.'

Her fingers now massaged his scalp gently to calm him down, as he continued

'I don't know what to do or how to make things better, Ragini. I can't heal the past. But I can bestow my present and future to you and our kids. And our family.'

She slid down on the ground next to him, pulling him into her arms and held onto him fast.

Edited by poetic - 9 years ago

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poetic

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1265

Originally posted by: shabz50
Beautiful Rachana but you can't leave there please what does ragini want to ask. Please update the next part.

Updated Shabz 😊 Hope you like it

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loveleen3

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1266

Rachna, thank you for writing. I couldn't have ended my day on a better note. This was so beautiful! Like always, you handled such a sensitive topic, so brilliantly!
Hugs and love to you! :D

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poetic

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1267

I think we all do not like the idea of N being physical with anybody else. Do you all want me to change it? I am more than okay to do so

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shabana

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1268

Originally posted by: poetic
I think we all do not like the idea of N being physical with anybody else. Do you all want me to change it? I am more than okay to do so

Beautiful update rachana. We do not like the idea of N with anyone else but it prob happened and R knows this deep down. I don't think it needs changing

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loveleen3

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Posted: 9 years ago

#1269

Originally posted by: poetic
I think we all do not like the idea of N being physical with anybody else. Do you all want me to change it? I am more than okay to do so

I don't think anything like that would have happened.