Originally posted by: Mysticaldivine
Among the Stillness, there was a pounding Heart
"Itti koshish ke baad bhi kissi ameer ladke ko phansa nahin pai"
"Even after so many efforts, you couldn't be successful trapping a rich guy?"
His status talk brought her into tears but one thing is evident, He didn't let her finish explaining the reasons. Well, his actions of expelling her from office made her meet the dire consequences beyond his imagination.
Don't worry ASR, you will be in the same boat going through hell as she won't give you any moment later to justify any of this either.
Tit for tat.
.He had enough and he did not want to see her again and wanted to put her behind as a bad PAST.
BUT, every time when he wanted Khushi out of his life he got closer to her. After finding out that she didn't reach home from Payal's call, and the detail of the situation of the guesthouse from Sinha, his feet stormed out instantly. All his way his regret was darkening his path more than this dark night. She was calling her heart out for someone who could release her from that dark abandoned place while his SUV was racing the time.
"Aap sach mein insaan nahi, rakshas hai, rakshas." [You're truly not human, you're a devil, a devil.] Her Devil vs Prince ...ASR will show her the way to his Golden heart later...She lashed out at him for being alone but it seemed that this was the only way she was getting the strength to hold onto her fears.
Whenever Khushi prays to Devi Maiya in her distress for strength, for protection, for help, Devi Ma sends Arnav Singh Raizada right there...and The Knight arrives...At first, he searches slowly - he doesn't know for sure that she's still here. It's only when he finds the phone and bag that the panic truly sets in.
"KHUSHI!"
The first time he called her name with this intensity and she heard it and from now on whenever he will call her, she will hear him calling her name whether they are close or far away from each other... She heard, having a moment ago given up all hopes. Khushi screamed as something fell near her, and he realized that she's behind the wall. He entered the room by breaking the door and his eyes got locked with hers.
Her eyes couldn't believe that he was there. He grasped her hand and pulled her towards him...Her hair flew away and he got halted and mesmerized again by her beauty. He dragged her by the hand and took her out of the room just before the roof collapsed behind them.
Here the sense of relief is visible on his face. Later he mentioned that he was constantly getting worried for her life and we have seen it numerous times.
He brought her to safety, till Khushi let go of his hand with tremendous force. She was not letting him get away this time as she said "Bohat seh liya Ab aur Nahi".(I am not tolerating anymore)
Arnav knew the upcoming wrath but he paced himself, put himself together behind closed eyes and turned around just to try to explain as he knew he was at fault and she deserved this explanation.
"dekho mujhe pata nahi tha--------- [ Look I didn't know"]
AND here he got interrupted by a forceful push from Khushi ( WOW)'..👏Way to go girl, he deserved it big time.
Tables had turned indeed. She was not in a mood to listen to him as he had interrupted her, pushed her away with his words and actions all day long, now it was khushi's turn .You go Khushi.
Her anger is what makes this episode so powerful. Khushi threw her anger when things reach a certain level where she refused to take it further. He tried to explain but she had heard enough from him
."Aapko pata nahi tha ,aise kaise ho sakta hai.Aapko to sab pata hona chahiye Aap to Bhagwan hain na."("You didn't know? how's that possible? you know everything you are God right?)
She continues after pushing him away, "Money doesn't give a person the right to say. A person is more than the status. "[Paisa insaan ko bolne ka haq nahin daita...paisey se badh kar bhi insaan ki ek pehchaan hoti hai hai].
Way to go Khushi.This is her upbringing that is speaking here.
The LOOK at ASR for a second like " How dare she pushed me?"
but Arnav took over and tried to calm her down
"Khushi, "meri baat suno" but she didn't let him speak...
Ab aapki baari hai suney ki...aur agar aadat nahin hai to aadat daal lijiye..." ["Now it's your turn to listen..and if you have a hard time then get used to"]."
"Aap ki personal life, personal life hai, air humaari koi zindagi nahi hai?" [Your personal life is your personal life, and I have no life at all?]
She continued - his family mustn't be upset. Well, she also has a family, a family who cares and worries about her.
She pushed him and he let her yet his anger took over. The tigress made him staggered back with her push... but the third time, he held her arms and swang her around, his anger finally ignited reaching its height...
Their gazes got locked in anger. While holding her he explained after a while, his voice was composed and firm ...Clenching Jaws, wide-open fiery eyes, lethal gaze, flaring nose, gritted teeth, and snarling with anger this is what we have a rare glimpse of a true beast in ASR.
In contrast, she was no less, wide eyes, reading every inch of his face reached his lips like waiting for his verdict or Saza from this Rakshas. Here it seems a fairytale from Disneyland...Like a princess has been captivated by a beast of that palace. Well, he was her Rajkumar too we all know but now.
Rakshas snarled...
"Maine kaha na? Mujhe nahi pata tha ki yahan ki halat itni kharab hai." [I told you didn't I? I didn't know the situation here was so bad]
He kept holding her wrists tightly without knowing that he was hurting her... Her tears landed on his hand and broke the spell. He let go of her wrists but her broken bangles cut into her skin and his, drawing blood together.
But she didn't remove her hand from that position, it was like her body was still in that trauma figuring out everything. She was hungry, tired, exhausted, and above all, traumatized. Her eyes started shutting down until she lost consciousness.
"Khushi." he whispered, just before her arm came down and her body slipped to one side to fall down but heshe falls and he catches her.
Rabbe Ve played again, as he stared at Khushi without any fear as this is one of his habits seeing Khushi and adoring her when her eyes were closed or she was sleeping..... He brushed her locks from her face and wiped her tears, so gently and with such care defying his person who he was and what he was made of... \
His gaze fell on a stray strand of hair on her face and a desire rose ...
Just to touch her.
To feel that hair under his skin. Hee removed the hair and tucked it behind the ear. He stroke her cheek and removed her tears, and then from the other cheek.
why?
he had no idea even.
He just wanted to be there with her. taking care of her lovingly and gently. Something was compelling him, drawing him towards her. His head movement is so prominent here that he was loving her, adoring her with the softest smile on his face. A peaceful visage was reflecting through his moves.
Feeling his actions suddenly he closed his hand in a fist and thought traced slowly through his mind that her family will be worried.
This habit of removing her hair always remained intact as he couldn't tolerate anything hiding her face rather taking her away or her staying away from him...He will always keep her around him till he will make her promise not to leave him...
The knight lifted her up and took her to his SUVs in his arms!!
Arnav stopped at Gupta's house. Khushi was sitting on the passenger side keeping her head on his shoulder. She's vulnerable in such a way he'd never seen her before. He gently balanced her form coming out of the car. Lift her up in his arms but his eyes never left her like he was finding the courage to have this separation.
The way he settled her in her bed, realized her hand on his collar, curled his own fingers around her hand, and gently put her hand on her belly. All this felt so intoxicated and giddy with such raw emotions that we have never seen before.
He came out of the house yet stood at Khushi's window. Rabba Ve played again as he watched her wounds. Arnav's regret was visible as he recalled the moments holding her wrists, her tears, the blood, and the fall. He was in a vulnerable state right now. He left when he saw her eyes squinting in pain while Bua-ji cleaned the wound. A deep cut of guilt ran in. Arnav noticed blood on his palm while sitting in his SUV - he's been hurt by Khushi's bangle too and then held a broken bangle in his fingers like feeling through it.
Guesthouse event made him restless and at the top leaving her alone, not knowing she was fine or not made him more restless. Arnav strode into his room and finally had a moment to collect his thoughts. He caressed his palm so lovingly like he was caressing her face ...wiping her tears...It was bothering him like hell. His hand closes in a fist, anchoring the memories more firmly to himself.
It was such a tiny scratch compared to what he'd done to her. His remorse and worry were clearly written on his face - just like always when his anger had calmed down he regretted his hasty actions.
It was so visible seen when he answered Nani during their argument that Khushi and his actions were all he had in his mind
"Kyun ki jaldbaazi mein liye hue faisle kabhi teek nahi hote." [Because decisions taken in haste are never correct.]Something he's only just realized, but it took him many months, and many mistakes, to really learn this lesson. Anjali interrupts him, and he blurted out Khushi's name.
"Di please, mujhe abhi Khushi ke baare mein koi baat nahi karni." [Di, please, I don't want to talk about Khushi right now.] Yes, he will bring Lavanya at home just because of his anger and stubbornness, yet always Khushi will be dominating his brain...
On the other side, Khushi dreamed of Arnav gently brushing hair from her face and woke up with a "No!"
She will realize this feeling later, the true reason for her feeling him like this so close. Whenever Arnav became distressed she could feel him closer to him and the same went by with him too. They both could feel each others' presence in their hearts.
There was a denial in both of them. When Payal asked Khushi, did he do anything? She said no instantly like she knew he could be anything but such a person. Her imagining him removing her hair in her unconscious state was disturbing her. Why was she dreaming or sensing such a thing or even dreaming h about him? Her thought process is normal, it can't be real. But there was a connection, a destined one has shown here. While Arnav knew it, he was feeling it for a while, he was getting under the cloud that she was affecting him darn so much that now unconsciously he talks about her, thinks about her, worries about her...
But his denial was visible too.
Back in his room, Arnav reeled about vulnerable Khushi and every hurt he caused her. Every moment from the photoshoot to her bleeding wrist passed by. The agony and the pain he was going through were reflecting through his words and actions. Slamming the door of his closet he closed his eyes but Anjali came to his rescue. She made him spill out every spec of sharp pain from his heart. Her scolding, her anger, her love, everything became a balm but his heart found a peace after knowing that Khushi was alright.
*
*Yet, he didn't ask,
it didn't matter
Oh, well. She didn't have to do anything, any Koshish to trap you Mr. You are done for life, Mr.ASR. She gave two hoots to you as a rich guy.
" Paise see badh kar kar bhi insaan ki ek pehchaan hoti hai. " A person is more than being rich and all."
Ah, What should I name this love?
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