By
ArshiHamesha
"Fear can only grow in darkness.Once you face fear with light,you win."
~~Steve Maraboli~~
Arnav who delved in the darkness after losing the light of his life , His mother , has been shown the ray of light again by the fear of losing the only light of his life , His Khushi...Today ,the moon which has the power of holding all the craters of darkness by getting light from the Sun is illuminating proudly under the visage of this Sun by marking him as hers through his confession...
The fear of losing love made him hate Love and made him hurt the only one who introduced him with this soft petal of touching feeling, murmuring his heart to see the light in the darkness, to beat in rhythm with someone whose heart only beats for him"Har bar"...[Always..]
Today again in the captivity, the fear of distance form his loved one made him leaping through this darkness to embrace the path of light full of Love and endearment.His mind is compelling to take care of his two important people in his life ,Di and Khushi..."Di aur...Khushi ka khyaal rakhna" - [Take care of Di and Khushi...]
Yes he hates her but dying thousand times saying this one sentence...Her tears which makes him halt as always , the pearls which he broke but he's been tying those priceless, soft,and pure nuggets in a thread of care , affection and in his ajeeb Love... Her heart finally recognized it with his one word...her name from his mouth,..."Khushi!!!" ..That's all she wanted...hear her name from his mouth for which she was calling him over and over on the phone, running after on the airport but he didn't utter her name to give her solace, a healing bam on her wounds which he gave her and he knows that... "Khushi"... and she cries her heart out over his shoulder by holding the phone imaging him with both hands just like always...getting strength from him and transferring strength in him...Yes he the one who hates her , he who gives her tears, but he is the one who always hurt himself in return for giving those tears "kyuon karta hoon main aisa..har bar uss ki ankhon main ansoo..."[Why I became a reason of her tears, why do I do that???]- ...Yet he is the one who can sense her tears over his heart without her saying a word... He can sense her miles away because you can realize that when you know what you are to the other person... Khushi Rona band karo..."I am fine"...yes he hates her and wants to snatch himself away from her but his part knows that she can sense and feels his pain miles away as he is part of her too... he knows she'll be worried for him...Bas...STOP!!!
The pain in him...The pain in her...the pain which they both feel for each other makes them to submits their souls to each other ...His breaking of words,"Khushi main..." ... His stammering words ,holding her tight , getting strength from her and and relinquishing himself over the moment by conceding and admitting without hesitation. "Khushi...I love you... " without caring of Truths and Lies of Shyam or anything...just taking enough strength from her and transferring enough to her to come out of this shell of fear...to come out of this mask of denial...to come out of this darkness by spreading light around her ...Today he broke the cocoon of fear by stepping out of this shell... by cocooning her in his safe harbor of Love which is always her safe heaven...
"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out."~~Roy Croft~~
His dwindling hope of losing her in his fear makes him finally confess his state of mind without caring the truth of Shyam.It is only his belief , trust and love makes him say those words for which he did turn to go back to Khushi on Airport as he never needed evidence to confess the Love , he just needed to be needed by her..."Baat aapki hai...fadak padta hai..." to "Khushi ,I love you..."
Barun and Sanaya you just nailed it...Both are stupendous in this scene...!!!
A journey to Confession...
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Faiqa, beautiful write up.. he has seen her last crying ta that airport.. and he sure knew thats what she is still doing.. they always seem to know how inescapably connected they are.. surely after she entered RM after declaring "Lukhnow jaa rahe hai hum.. hamesha keliye".. almost scarily connected.. but now as that fine line separating life and death is blurred.. where is the scope for a fear.. he has to say and she has to hear.. although there is no need ever.. he may have never formally confessed if he hadn't gone into a breathing distance to death... but would that make any farq for their relationship if he hadn't confessed.. may be not..
That vm.. needs a special page for applauding.. you dipped, coated every frame in emotion aesthetically.. the song choice.. I know its one of your very fav albums from recent times... how apt.. sun raha hai na tu.. ro rahi hun main.. he knew right that she was crying.. selection of both male and female versions for their respective parts.. and the last two crux moments leaving as they are.. and that journey from the start... I need to win the powerball pronto.. to be able to afford Barun, Sanaya, Lalit mohan, arshad khan , Raju singh... guest house, resignation, teej.. these need to reach a big screen..beauty as never depicted on Indian screen of any size from where I see..
and the captions towards the end.. I am bowled over faiqa ..
Loved immense..
Aami Daakini
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