EPISODE 232
Stepping into HEART...
"Transformation is a process, and as life happens there are tons of ups and downs. It's a journey of discovery - there are moments on mountain tops and moments in deep valleys of despair."..Rick Warren
Transformation of house settings needs cleaning and brushing off old dust and all . Same with transformation of a set classy mind which needs cleaning and brushing off dusty , bitter, old new memories to face and see clearly the true and pure face of reality behind set norms.
Symbolism and connection with PONDERING DOTS: HP needs to clean Eternal Heaven [Poolside] which got filthy by Shyam's filthy acts over Arnav and Anjali,...don't forget Anjali was giving water to Arnav's plants while he ruined her attention with his presence and in return Anjali stops giving water to Arnav's plants and gives Shyam her undivided attention but beautiful thing is water blurred her vision and she couldn't see his hiding acts of slippery soup and the mark of the unborn key...Key mark is the unborn child...Future indication, Anjali does have a blind fold will be taking Shyam's side even after his revelation and he will use this child to hold his dream. BUT in the beginning she washed his sins as she always does but at the end she helped him by closing her eyes.
the scene was disgusting. Anjali and snake's wet romance in ASR's eternal heaven? Is it the poolside by Arnav's room or Anjali's room?😆 Cause both have the same pool by their rooms.
loved what you said above,
I never ponder upon these distractors and my mind always sees things in their perspective to get the meaning of it and when I saw this side wetness...water...a cleansing process came in my mind...She always does things and her prayers and her pure heart is the one who is providing energy to this guy.
But as I said in 231 in Arnav's absence he will be stronger in all aspects even in relationship with Anjali so when the time will come to reveal him she will close her ears and eyes because of HIS immense love and that is what happens...it's a process.
Khushi is the girl whom he just wanted to hate, destroy and punish within six months contract which was only the intricacy and entangled condition not only for him but also for her too. The relationship which he claimed will have no name from his side "patni ka darja nahin doonga"[I won't accept you my wife]... today he is not even shirking or thinking of denying any willing and demanding responsibilities towards it and anything which is associated with it. That shows how this relation is slowly weakening his defenses against the very same girl and he is accepting her.He came so far with it. He is the one who on "pag phere" had left her alone but today Destiny is bringing him to the same doors with his wife and he has surprisingly no qualms, reluctance or objection about it!!!
beautifully said. Arnav also didn't know when she has become his wife. I was surprised to see his rendition, how easily he agreed to go with her. If he wanted he could refute and like before coerced her to stay back. Unwillingly he has become her husband and she was his wife.
Soha , true what u said why he didn't ponder but it is true on this side of camera , real life is a bitter sweet, especially these things are very fragile in relationships.Marriage or relationships are always connected to an unseen and very thing Dori of trust and a small jerk brings a crack in it which takes a good effort sometimes to bring it back to its shape and he loves her like a possessor and he can't forget that scene and her words...Again half truth that night, half truth will be coming during Gupta stay and half truth is wa dangerous than a Full lie.
But the moment Khushi opens her mouth for her swami, his finger on his lips arouses her abrupt heartbeat and shivers her through her spine while answering him meekly her lips rubs his finger which arouses him and instantly his anger takes the place of desires .Both can't remove their gazes off of each other or step back from each other. How cute was this their comfort level. yes the surprise is evident yet neither is uncomfortable.. although I must say Khushi was taken aback with the emotions that erupted within her.. before ASR realized why his active wife was so quiet all of the sudden..The touch of love is springing colors in ther visage regardless of pain and hate. Love is blooming in their heart, in their eyes and the irritating fight is resting their defenses.Now if she wants him to accept that love which is in his heart and touch those emotions which he is hiding beneath that Touch...He is becoming weak and losing his senses in front of her innocence.
the scene had it's own meaning. Arnav could feel his affect on her. Again I have to say why he didn't ponder it. So many times he saw how Khushi became weak at his mere touch. How cum shatir ASR couldn't sense her love for him!
At this stage he is taking her as nautanki..., every act of her is just an act ...he said that Di aur Nani ko iss se fadak padta hoga magr mein iss masoomiyat keh peeche ke asli chehre se wakif hoon...when they had fight and SHyam brings Anjali on poolside.
"Reason lost the battle, and all I could do was surrender and accept I was in love." - Paulo Coelho [Thnx to shara's gift, I read "Zahir"]
You must read Alchemist. I really love how he perceives life from positve aspect. You will feel positive energy, if you read more of him.
Thnx I will download...
The day when she had come to give him the files at RM first time in his presence... That was her first glimpse of Arnav and she has always respected that "virtue" of his and that was the first thing she did by "selling her bangles to buy him plants on Lavanya's behalf"... a selfless and an innocent act which got the desired and deep effect on him that day...
But he never came to know that she sold her only precious possession to unite him with his girl friend.This always pricks my heart.
Yes he knew these plants and letter is from her but he didn't know that she sold her bangles for him but again she never knew he came after her looking for her after Janmashtami , yes she felt his presence but never saw him or acknowledged it either that he was searching for her like Paaglon ki tarah and he was in peace seeing her alright and above all that she can feel him...and that was initial stage ...they both have moments where they are unaware of each other's selfless acts...
Thnx soha , always love to read your in depth comments ...These epis have a lot to offer despite being irrelevant and OTT in many ways...but my concentration is positive and thnx I will download each book one by one..Just finished Zahir...great book...
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