Part 2 (b)
It was raining outside.As the drops falls on the ground,the sound makes his heart deepen.He knows he can't be a father yet he never get the courage to tell kushi about it.
Hum tera bin ab reh ni sakta Tera bina kia wajood mera
Tujhe se juda agar ho jai ga..Tu khud se hi he ho jai ga Juda..
So it was end..Like really It is end.Tears drop down his eyes.His head felt extremely heavy.He just sat back and closes his eyes.
Hearing the door knocked.He went to it and open the door.
There she was standing with her swollen belly,deep breathes and wet head to toe.She look at him with anger and rattling teeth He quickly forward his hand but she refuse to take.
Kio k tum hi ho..
Mera chan bhi Mera dard bhi.
Meri ashqui ab tum hi ho..
She enters into the home and sat on the chair to sustain her deep breathes.Arnav forward her the water but she refuse to take.
After a while he got the courage and ask"Kushi what are you.."
"Shut up just shut up .You Moron"She shouted at him.He just sat there and try to figure out everything okay with her or not.Did Vijey do any thing to her?
"How dare you leave me only,there?"Kushi asked as her breathes become normal.
Arnav look down and say"I didn't leave you alone..your husband I mean .."He stamered but kushi stops him and say
"Why you r stammering.Off course you left me to moron husband of mine.Is this all your care?"She says as she slumped back on the sofa.She continued as she calm a bit"I thought we are friends.In fact more than just friends.But you left me when I needed you the most"
Arnav rolled his tounge over his lip wetting them he move forward and hold her hand"I never intended to leave you.But Kushi now you know the truth.I can't be a father and I can't give you happiness when I myself ,my existence is incomplete"
Kushi look at their hands entiwined.She raised her hand and push back the lock of hair.
"Its not you who can decide whether I am happy with you or not.And about you ,can't father a child.I knew this from long"
Arnav raised his eyes,shock written over his face.He barely whisper"How?"
Her eyes meet his as she reply confidently"When your accident happen.Doctor told me"
He removes his hand.He got up and move away.His back facing her.He felt ashamed.
Kushi too got up."Arnav If I say that it doesn't matter, then I'll be wrong. It matters but not more than you not being with me.Arnav In past months I'll not lie I start harboring feelings for you. And today when I didn't find out beside me it hurts immensely.I seriously felt those emotions state in the novels like sleeping of earth beneath your feet,stopping of breathes.I promise i felt all these emotions"
Arnav didn't say anything he was about to move out when Kushi held his hand.She kept his hand over her belly and whisper earnestly"Don't leave us alone Arnav don't leave us alone"
He was in dilema.His eyes turn soft as he unknowingly caressing her belly.there two creatures are lying,He took a deep sigh.
Hetry to reason again,try to make her understand again "Are you sure you r not doing any favor to me?Kushi please if it is out of favor or you r trying to pay for my favor.Please just don't"
Tera mera Rishta hai kasa ik pal dor gawara ni..
tera liye her roz hai jeeta tujh ko dia waqt sabhi..
Kushi took step closer to him .She look straight into his eyes and asked"Do you..Do you love me Arnav"
He so wanted to remove his gaze.But her captivating eyes were not allowing him.He nods his head and says"I try but in past mouths the more I know the more I fell in love..."
tera liye hi jiya mai khud ko you jo de dia hai..
Teri wafa ne mujh ko sambhala
sara gamo ko dill se nikala..
She herself was amazed at herself. As soon he says word love she caught her lips with his. Arnav was shocked but the touch of her heavenly lips and the recent emotional phase make him weaken. He snack his arms around her waist and pulled her closer till her belly.
They kissed each other softly yet passionately. As their tongues make way into each other mouth both fought for dominance ...
Forcibly moving his lips away from her, he make her sit back on chair. Both joined their forehead. He kissed her forehead and caressed her belly and promised I am always there for you kushi,I promise"
Koi lamha mera n ho tera bina..Her sans pe nam tera.
Kio k tum hi ho..Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho
Jodha Akbar
Anupamaa
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