Originally posted by: sohara
thanks for your lovely take, after a long time, gotta a chance to read you. You are brilliant, bol bol ke mai thak chuki hu, haina.😃 But seriously your perception, the way of of your writing is beyond excellence.
Significant episode indeed.You raised a question whom he loves more Khushi or Anjali. Though this is completely different kind of love, but still my POV is he loves Khushi more than Anjali. May be not now. But when he will come to know that he misunderstood her and abused her mentally and unintentionally physically sometimes, his remorse will make him love Khushi more and more. Right now may be his di is his world, his priority, but later Khushi will be his world and his priority. he will definitely say to her,
"don't leave me ever, I'll not be able to live without you."
or
"sometimes i feel, there is nobody else in this world except me and you."
It's true that his di is his responsibility. but his heart beats only for Khushi.
I also agree with you that Shyam's over acting was unbearable. his presence was giving me slithery feelings.
it seems there was lot of question arose in your mind after seeing the episode. Didn't think like that, but you really put me in thought now.
Good observation about the green tea thing. Is it a style statement?😆
this edit is awesome. You have to teach me someday. i don't want to learn now, cause I don't have time to make edits.😆
hi sohara,
haww stop giving me big fat head... not brill, just buddhi as in old, so pondering stuff all the time, bas. but thank you thank you i will take complimentiya and dance.
okay, about khushi and di... yes they were different kind of loves, from different parts of himself. and when i questioned, i did so rhetorically. because i feel we do often end up hurting the one we love more, (and give the one we love not as much)... because maybe we feel they can take it or it is in the nature of loving, don't ask me what.
of course, khushi was his life. he loved her with all of himself, some day even with his 14 year old self he'd possibly love her if he can open himself that much.
even at the moment he was forcing her, giving her ultimatums, dragging her up the temple steps, he, i believed, loved her more... she was that smile in him he'd never smiled for anyone... the heartbeat that hastened at a thought of her... that never went away, even when he thought the worst of her.
just a few days down, during holi... there will be the hamatri saansey ek ho jaati hai talk. he will say, main batata hoon tumhein aisa kyon hota hai... so he knows the answer well and is not shying away from it... she will forget the entire conversation. he will not. he never could not love her once that dhak dhak moment had come and become his. but he and she had to make a journey through hell to come to the undeniable truth of it... (for this perhaps as i said before we should thank shyam.)
if it had been any other woman, he would not have married her. for 6 minutes even.
he married her because he could not, not love her.
that is how much he already loved her. on that day that he saw her on the terrace.
later he told his di that he married her for di. we all screamed. maybe what he was trying to say was, that was the logical reason for marriage... his love made him want to woo her, his inability to not, not love had him marry her for his di; not throw her out of the house and threaten her with dire consequences for his di. complex.
it was only in khushi's response to his apology, that a clear indication is given that he did everything because he loved her... she said as much and only she understood the why of that terrible moment.
something rather lovely in that.
everything was because he loved her to distraction and beyond.
he slowly learned how to accept that love into his life and give the future a shape... let the past not have such a hold over him.
me bak bak... but this love of asr i find so intriguing... if anyone else would have done what he did with her, i'd be pelting stones and raging, but with asr, i feel his madness, his pain, his love... how did they create such a character?
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